Love on the verge of suffering
CDD # Episode 119

"Well, where have you been, baby?" eira asked, directly hugging the body of her youngest son, but Kemal was just as ordinary, and like a confused person. The man still remembered what Zifa said before he actually left the hospital.'You're jealous of Ghava, because I prefer him.'

"Mam, sorry well Kemal is not feeling well," Kemal replied in a soft voice and it made Eira immediately squint both his eyes, and sculpt confused. These days two boys are different than usual.

Without waiting for the approval of Eira and the other members, Kemal immediately walked away from them, private room was his main goal. "What have I told Zifa that Zifa looks so angry?" muttered Kemal, along the journey of Bandung to Jakarta, the man was hardly focused on the streets, fortunately he was still safe and protected his life.

Although the man tried hard to remember what he said, but still he did not remember it. 'Was I talking drunk? Or am I giving a bite? But I guess I don't drink alcohol, nor am I sleeping" Kemal said, his head suddenly throbbing.

'Sad as if this mouth has made Zifa angry, lest Zifa open our secrets, ' Kemal inner. This time he actually wanted to go again to Bandung, to ask what the words had been said by Kemal's mouth so that Zifa slapped his cheek until hot.

'What if Zifa opens our secret? Should I also reveal the secret of Ghava and Zifa's affair to both mamih and Vienna?' Kemal is getting calmer. Even his cape body could not be completely shut down. He thought again running at the incident in the hospital. Zifa's angry face still vividly remembered. Somehow again so that Kemal can rest his body so that later he wakes up he can think clearly.

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While in the hospital. "Why do I feel that there is something secret between you and Kemal Fa" Ghava said after several times Ghava asked his lover, but neither did Zifa answer him.

After Zifa tried to think clearly. "Actually Kemal and I have known for a long time, and maybe more precisely we are schoolmates, before Kemal moved abroad." Zifa felt that it was time to be dismantled, there was nothing else to cover up. Than later Ghava knew from Kemal that maybe the man said otherwise, or even Kemal would corner Zifa would be even more dangerous. Therefore, after Zifa had compromised him he better speak honestly and as is than later he was cornered, and Ghava was angry, then his plan failed. At present, Zifa should not seek as much sympathy as Ghava, so that he can remain under Ghava's belief.

"Do you have more relationships?" ghava asked in a soft voice, but Zifa could still see the seriousness.

Zifa shook her head slowly. "Our relationship is just a friend, even though Kemal has expressed his love several times, I can not repay him, there is a large wall that blocks us. And honestly Ifa was shocked when yesterday knew that Kemal was the younger brother of Mas Ghava, so Ifa like betraying Kemal for Mas Ghava, but there is one friend who continues to give me spirit. If I didn't know it would all end like this. Ifa did not know that the world was so narrow that Ifa became the lover of the brother who Ifa rejected just because of the economic differences as heaven and earth." Zifa regulated her breathing.

This time Ghava's replacement who seems silent listening to the explanation from Zifa. The woman did not know what to say anymore.

"Do you love Kemal? ghava asked, this time his voice seemed to be holding back emotions.

"Honestly, Ifa had promised to himself, if God reunited us and Kemal still loved Ifa, maybe Ifa would accept Kemal, but after being reunited this time, after being reunited this time, and Ifa saw the difference Kemal now with Kemal who used to feel that there was already changed with hatred. Ifa likes will say like, but if not Ifa will not force, Ifa does not want to be a hypocritical woman, but that is what Ifa feels. Especially the chase today, honestly Ifa was very disappointed. It's up to Mas Ghava to what the value of Ifa is like, Ifa just wants to express what Ifa feels, "the inner Zifa is getting crowded.

"I believe in you. Honestly, I also saw something different with Kemal. And now I can conclude. He is jealous, because he still holds his love for you, but you cannot repay him, because you are already mine. Maybe that's what makes Kemal always careless. But you take it easy, I know what's telling the truth and what's not." Ghava again rubbed Zifa's back, and of course Zifa felt relieved because Ghava already believed in him.

Ghava held Zifa's hand. "We're going through it together." Ghava himself also knew that his relationship with Zifa would not be smooth, both of them were secret, and perhaps the most severe problem was coming from Ghava himself.

Zifa stared intently at Ghava's eyes. "Actually I was very lazy to be in a position like this, but back again I had to go through this. Because I remember someone's words, if love also needs to be fought for," said Zifa, his views are still tied to Ghava.

"Thank you, you already believe, and you want to fight with me" Ghava replied. Her hands went down Zifa's pretty cheeks. Slowly but surely the lips of the two were linked to each other, there was a strange gland that Zifa felt.

'This is not my will, but why it feels so hard to let go of this;' Zifa's inner self is getting swept away in her own game.

Zifa hurriedly looked away, and the meeting of the lips came to a halt. The woman realized this was not what she had planned, this was already far from her game and goal. 'Conscious Zifa, you will find it harder to be free from this game if you always use your heart" Zifa said, her eyes firmly closed.

Kemal saw Zifa with great guilt. "I'm sorry Fa, I was wrong, and we shouldn't have done this, but trust me I love you so much. Maybe if I had to exchange lives, I would do it to get you and me together." Ghava continued to look at Zifa who was still closing her eyes.

"I'm afraid that this relationship will only leave a wound. You and Kemal are brother and sister. You have a chosen fiancee with your parents, if there is a way to retreat. I will choose that path" said Zifa, the woman was increasingly aware that , she herself was already in a difficult position, all he had to secure right now was his brother and also the King and Queen.

Zifa became increasingly aware that soon everything would be revealed. The choice is only two forward or backward, if the retreat means Zifa and her brother and two uncles must leave everything including this place. What if forward is he has to secure his family's typha, and he will stand with the rest of his strength to fight them.

As the goal is, Ifa will continue to advance!

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