Love on the verge of suffering
CFD # Episode 30

Kemal like losing his way after returning to this country, his heart was like losing his identity, sometimes he thought very mature, and gave up all the way of his life to fate, he said, but there was also at some point that he was unwilling to accept a destiny like today that he could not accept. In his heart Kemal wanted to take what was not his.

Emotions are explosive and can't control themselves, that's what the man feels.

"Oh my God, is this a symptom that I'm starting to get depressed?" lirih Kemal his breathing was again self-regulated, he used to be a reliable advisor, but at this time he to regulate his own emotions it could not.

Throughout the journey of his memories in turn when he was still with Zifa and gradually his emotions can be controlled with the beautiful memories and Kemal does not want to remember the bitter memories so let him get stuck in memory her most important past is not controlled by her emotions.

"Is this the effect of my life being always governed by Mamih, so that I lose my own identity."

Luxury cars continue to drive across the toll road from Jakarta to the city of Bandung. Kemal in his heart continued to fight as if he was holding a complaint in his heart. Between him accepting a fate that says he must accept Zifa remains one stronghold the other side says do not give a chance on a Ghava. You were the first to love Zifa so Kemal should have deserved Zifa instead of Ghava who had no contribution to Zifa just yet, at a time when Zifa needed support.

Why now after he fought so hard Ghava got it.

Chhiii... Kemal stopped his high car. Even the speed is up to above 100 km/h, and of course if caught by CCTV at the Kemal toll will be pursued by police who patrol.

The breakdown of the phone that reads and interferes with concentration with the journey.

"Call..." Kemal was actually a little lazy to lift the call, especially the number of the unknown Kemal. He was getting lazy to lift it.

"It's me Vienna. Loe to my house now we're going to Bandung now and find the actress and I make sure you can get the gatel chick." Vienna directly nyerobot without capital talk.

"Loe be careful well don't tell Zifa what other actors gatel chick. Or if you say something like I'm going to make you not get Ghava," snapped Kemal who clearly looks very angry because Zifa whom he loves is called a gatel girl.

"Whatever, you want to call him what, you obviously come to my house now look for the woman and we'll continue to work together, but when no one comes here our cooperation is canceled," Vienna reply is no less fierce.

"Whether I go to your house right now, but remember not to say she's a gatel woman, an actor or something I don't like" Kemal said before disconnecting her phone, and putting her phone back in her pants pocket. And Kemal with half a hurry he immediately turned his car to return to Jakarta. Though he is currently halfway from Jakarta and will go to Bandung.

Only because Vienna now Kemal again have to tape-cape driving to Jakarta after that will return to Bandung.

"Huh..if it wasn't for Zifa, how would I torture my body like this," Kemal said.

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"Sorry Mas, Ifa asked ifa time leniency if we want to do it after the problems that surround us are finished, honest Ifa like a person who is under arrest and very unsettled. Please understand, Mas" said Zifa and Ghava.

"Alright Ifa, I will try to understand you and you also do not worry now you are married to me and that's a sign that you are my responsibility." Ghava rubbed Zifa's back, and Zifa simply replied with a faint smile.

Ghava chose to take a bath to cool his body which began to heat and tense, and Zifa herself chose to sleep early. "Sorry Mas Ifa is not ready, and this marriage is not because of love and sincerity there is another purpose Ifa want to marry Mas," lirih Zifa who was increasingly curious about what chatter had just happened between Kemal and Ghava.

With lethargic steps Ghava stepped foot into the bathroom. In fact, it should not be disappointed because Ghava knows that Zifa has not fully accepted him as a husband. Ghava knew very well the purpose of the woman who currently has a wife status is to protect her.

The already innocent body he was flushing with cold water. It is quite cool and also reduces its body which starts to heat and tense up.

"I promise the Fa, I will not leave you alone, I will be your protector in accordance with what I promised you."

Now Ghava had finished bathing and his body returned cold and no longer felt hot or hot especially when he saw the woman he loved had fallen asleep. Right now the most important thing for Ghava is to be able to look at Zifa every day already very grateful.

"Dear sleep darling, I love you, I won't let anyone take you away from me, even if it's Kemal."

Ghava began to crawl up onto the mattress and overtook Zifa to sleep.

In the morning Zifa woke up earlier than her husband. Zifa was a little relieved because last night nothing happened. Even the bolster pillows that he had placed for restriction in the middle of them were still safe. The risol-like object is still in place. And that's a sign that Ghava didn't do anything weird.

"Thank you, you can hold your words," Zifa said, and again a heart was pinched when Ghava treated himself well.

However, a thought that went against his intentions hurriedly he patted firmly.

"Remember the Fa, you do not use your heart in this marriage, or else you will fall and get sick yourself. Don't let your efforts that stay one step longer fail just because of that crazy feeling." Zifa's little heart went back to war.

Carefully Zifa got up and was going to head to the bathroom. However, his footsteps came to a halt instantly when he heard Ghava screaming and rumbling indistinctly.

"Ohhh...... Mamih, don't help Mih, I love Zifa, don't separate Ghava from her Mih." A faint rumble rang out after Ghava's scream.

Even Ghava's hand seemed to be dispelling something.