Dream Smile
Episode 86's

Several times swallowing his saliva, Ayu also wet her lips as a form of nervousness in answering Kevin's questions. Because this question Ayu feels so risky.

"As per the book in my religious teachings it has been written, which women are good for good men. So are vile women for vile men. But in reality there are good women getting vile men. So in understanding the verse in the book I mentioned earlier is as an order to create good conditions. Motivation and advice to condition and not as a determination that the good will automatically get a good partner, it certainly needs improvement efforts."

Ayu paused her speech remembering what she had experienced, more precisely her mother. A proud and bitter smile became one, then he said again, "Have you heard the story of Fir'aun who is a bad man but has a partner named Asiyah? Then Noah and the Prophet Luth, who had a wife, betrayed her husband? Logically, that's not unfair. But the ugliness of the couple could be a test to increase the degree of each man in the eyes of God. It is also explained that you may not like something, even though it is good for you. You may like something when it is not good for you. God knows what you need instead of what you want" Ayu and Kevin certainly listened in silence.

"Do you understand?" tanya Ayu made sure.

And what Kevin did was the most annoying thing for Ayu, because right now Kevin is shaking his head. Suddenly it makes Ayu so upset. He clucked and almost reflexively shook Kevin's head using the spoon in his hand.

"In conclusion, I would reject someone like you!" firmly Ayu. "As long as I can still choose, I will choose a husband who fears God, whose life is guided by religion. He will surely pray for my kindness. If and if only he or my husband would someday not like me anymore he would not apply dzolim to me."

"And there is more," said Ayu who still did not give enough explanation. "The process of choosing, and then marrying the stage is still long. There comes a time, and for sure we will be parents. Educating children, is not easy like weaving a beautiful cloth. But also need Mujahadah. Fighting lust, and certainly not only the provision of property and heritage but children also need to be instilled in it in order to create good morals. If only later the parents die the child can send prayers through teaching."

"Then is the reason you have a crush on Akram?" knock Kevin out suddenly.

Ayu's eyebrows shot up. "Why suddenly carry the name of Mr. Akram," his inner.

"Yes because what you mentioned earlier includes Akram."

"But I'm not talking about Mr Akram?" sahut Ayu. He was confused, this is what was discussed earlier about—

Not finished assuming Ayu jerked when Kevin said by snapping his finger. "So this guy like me isn't your type?" guess Kevin and laugh. Laugh, laugh at yourself.

"If you know a lot of women bend their knees to me," said Kevin admitted even worse impressed bragging.

"And you clearly know why. My own father told me to offer them pleasure."

The look on Kevin's face slowly changed, the corners of his lips were attracted but formed a wry smile.

"It could be said that you need pleasure, those women too. But isn't it for the pleasure that they still need in return. If only now you come and stand between them without giving them a reward— of course they will not be willing to offer, sorry— satisfaction for the Father."

"I'm sorry I was so presumptuous" Ayu said seconds after they kept quiet.

Kevin's lips are silenced by Ayu's words that he may have heard from others. But this time the words seemed entrenched in his mind, making it hard to ignore.

Ayu poked her lips. Put the old spoon he held onto the table. "Near yet difficult to reach. Admiring is a choice, but to have it feels impossible. I have no right," said Ayu smiling forcefully.

"Why? Not confident?"

"No," Ayu shook her head. "I don't think I know myself if I admit this feeling. Who me? It's nobody." sank.

From Kevin's gaze the girl's eyes before him looked desperate. "Wouldn't you say, if you still have time will try to improve yourself. Then where are those words, if it's nothing, even starting the starting line never—you're desperate."

"Because I don't deserve it sir!" sahut Ayu with a slightly raised tone.

"Try to show me where you don't have the right to have Akram?"

A drop of tear that fell on the cheek was violently driven away by Ayu. "Pak Akram once said, if one day we are reunited he wants to see me in a better condition. He also advised that I could take care of myself, study and—" Ayu shook her head. Ducking hid his increasingly rushing tears. But she tried to hold back her cries, not wanting to show her fragility to the person before her.

After he was able to control himself, Ayu raised his head but was unable to look at Kevin's bead to say, "It is precisely when we were reunited that my situation even worsened."

A bitter smile appeared several times from Ayu's lips, and Kevin understood that. "It should be at this age that you and your sister are still the dependents of your parents. Then where are they?"

"should. But the truth is I'm here, it means my father doesn't care."

Kevin took a breath. Yes, it should be if his parents care about Ayu and his sister stay in the house, not to be driven to roam around in people's house.

Slowly Kevin's smile was etched. He's throttling. "It's my turn to tell the story."

Ayu's head was raised, venturing into the face before her.

Take a breath, exhale it long. Kevin said, "As you know I am the son of Bramantyo. But— listen carefully I will not repeat these words again." Kevin said giving a warning, and Ayu with pursed lips nodded albeit faintly.

"I'm not his real son. And hearing your story earlier, I felt like I was even more fortunate. Because until a second at my age my parents are still so concerned about me," explained Kevin with the index finger pointing at himself.

While Ayu with a thin smile and tears that began to water, said, "Iya—Bapak is a lucky person."

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