Dream Smile
Episode 117's

Kevin's face turned anxious as the look in his eyes turned towards Ayu's hand that was interlocked and squeezing.

He was not angry at the actions of Ayu who slapped her cheek. He blamed himself for being impatient.

The proof? I think he wanted to complain about the incident. He should be able to hold back more, be patient a little more to hear all the words from Ayu, then just be able to understand, his mind cried out.

Sighing repeatedly, Kevin tried to calm himself down.

"Can you explain where your disfigurement is?" kevin said after they both fell silent.

Ayu was still down, it was with Kevin's question that he sobbed. Distracted, his feelings are shrouded in guilt by squeezing his fingers Ayu channeled her regrets that have extended her hands to Kevin.

"Talk, let me know my fault" said Kevin again. "Please Yu, if you keep quiet like this, how can I know where my fault lies!" said Kevin who squeezed into Ayu's two shoulders, forcing the girl to make a sound immediately.

With breath blocked Ayu looked up her head staring at Kevin. Her eyes are red. The tears that had not been removed by him were running down the cheek. "I just found out why you want to walk with me. It's all an obsession, right? Then later after you are satisfied to play with me—Bapak will definitely be easy to throw me. Should have... It shouldn't be that easy to accept you. I should have sold more expensive. Ignoring the Father even if it is true... Although it's true that I have the same taste of Father, but..." Ayu was getting clumsy and stammered when expressing her feelings. His hand also moved to wipe his tears violently, which although the tears kept coming down did not want to be prevented.

"But I should just ignore it. Because even if we think about it, our relationship will be impossible. Impossible to survive and impossible... Impossible. And at the end of which I shall be cast!" Ayu just hardened her crying. Both hands were used to cover his face. She covered her crying face in front of Kevin.

Kevin is out of words. His heart paled upon hearing Ayu's words. Looking increasingly anxious Ayu's current condition. "Dye... Not one bit I bragged. I—"

"We'll just end it, okay?" said Ayu after pulling a hand from her face, staring at Kevin speaking in a pleading tone.

"If I'm wrong, I'm sorry" said Kevin staring in Ayu's bead. Convince the girl that she really meant it.

Ayu shakes. "First, you will be sweet. But Ayu wasn't sure you could keep him. Obviously I would not be willing to willingly pawn my heart for Father. I better feel the pain now than later I caught you with another woman out there. Already sir, I want to stop," said Ayu twisting his body to get down from the car Kevin.

But Kevin just pulled Ayu's arm. His yelling was strong, along with his clashing sound that was so loud. "Juice!"

Obviously it makes Ayu shocked at Kevin's treatment, but Kevin's face that was angry now turned to guilt. He only reflexes, not liking Ayu's attitude that is always blurred before solving the problem.

"But this is just going to torture myself."

"You don't trust me completely?"

Ayu nodded while still lowering her head.

"Then in what way can you believe? Ilove you. Is that not enough."

"Mother must have said that to the ladies of the Father out there?" ayu looked up at Kevin.

"I'll guarantee you to say it just for you" Kevin said convincingly.

"I can't believe it" said Ayu quickly.

Kevin rubbed his face. Already he said what he felt but did not gain confidence, it obviously made him emotional. And Kevin repeatedly held him back from getting out of control. "A thousand times, especially now that I say love to you, I'm sure you won't believe it. I saw you now who is Ayu. That woman a year ago, who had messed with my mind. With the activities I've been through there's always you. You—Let's a silly woman who can't even be compared to any woman. Then, what's wrong with my feelings that tend to you. Or do you forbid me to love you and you obviously have the same feelings as me?"

Tears more and more flowing on Ayu's cheeks, her chest pounding more and more.

"If you ask what is the guarantee of our relationship until when will survive— Yes, we have to live it. Of course I'll try to keep him, too."

Ayu tried hard to hold back her stuffing and said softly, "Until when?"

"Until I'm interrupting you. Making you my wife, to accompany me to my time. That's it.." said Kevin who stared fixedly Ayu, there was pain mixed with hope in the look of his eyes.

While Ayu also returned Kevin's gaze, trying to let go of all his fears and look for remnants of the strength of the hope built by Kevin.

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