AFTER THE DIVORCE
Chapter 75: God, I Want to Live

“If I love you, of course I want to marry you!”

Chapter 75: God, I Want to Live

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In his helpless and miserable state, Tiara, who was swept by two policemen, passed through Rara's whereabouts, unceasingly chuckling. Tiara laughed at Rara who was being held captive at the same time by Kimo. Happy to see one of his targets really dying helpless just because of his shot.

“Flora, wake up, Ra! Come on, open your eyes! Ambulance, where's the ambulance? Police, why are you guys just quiet? Call the doctor and help Flora! In any case, if something bad happens to Flora, you must take responsibility because this is your negligence!” Kimo almost lost his mind. He really can not control the emotions that make his tears continue to glow, apart from his body that has been shaking violently like someone who shivers because of the cold and even sakau.

A lot of people are crowding there. It was just that, they were actually watching and occasionally gossiping while staring at the pity of what was happening. Regarding Rara in Kimo's lap deck, where, Kimo who can't wait for the arrival of an ambulance, chose to mobilize the rest of his energy to bring Rara, so that Rara get help as soon as possible.

Kimo tried hard to do his best, because what happened to Rara made some of his life as if floating. 

Kimo's bones felt so painful. Moreover, his heart and heart that have been out of shape and difficult Kimo expressed using words, so sick. The woman he loved so much and the last three days had silenced him, too, the woman who a few minutes ago had just rejected his proposal, was now peacefully covered in a skin tone resembling a shroud. 

Fresh blood continued to flow from Rara's left chest, and it frustrated Kimo. The blue long-sleeved shirt that Kimo wore had also become bluish purple due to Rara's blood. Even Kimo who initially continued to thrash for help, now no longer voice. Kimo lost his way, gagged, his tongue was too faint and maybe the man was crazy no different from the woman who shot Rara.

If Kimo could hold Rara, Rara would not enter the parking area. Of course Rara will not be a victim of the shooting. Of course the woman Kimo still insists is part of his life, still fine.

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Rara continued to cry out to Kimo who called out to her. Moments before meeting with Tiara, Rara had actually just left Kimo. 

At first, Rara had intended to end their relationship, but Kimo did not want to budge and asked for time first, then suddenly knelt before Rara in front of many people. Kimo proposes to Rara in the middle of the Fahreza Group mall. Of course, this fact makes Rara impossible to refuse because if that's what she did, Kimo would be very embarrassed. Not to mention, in the long ongoing holidays for Christmas, mall goers are completely full.

Cheers become Kimo's savior when Rara receives a ring in a blue plash following a bouquet of white roses that Kimo faces. Although after the ring is attached and Rara also invites Kimo to leave the crowd, Rara is honest and returns the flowers to her. However, as Kimo's ring cannot escape his right ring finger, Rara asks Kimo for time to return it on another occasion. 

Kimo is angry and cannot accept Rara's decision. Kimo is Kimo. Although the man was angry like a demon possessed man, but Kimo who had already loved Rara hurriedly chased after, shortly after picking up a bouquet of large white roses that reached Kimo football.

“Ra ... Flora, stop. I beg you to stop, Ra!”

“Kimo, you have to believe, all this time I was just playing you. If I love you, of course I want to marry you!”

Although Kimo continued to follow, Rara continued to move on without turning a bit.

“It's impossible. You love me! Dan—?”

“I never said that. All this time, you always make your own decisions, right?”

Then, Rara turned around and made him look at Kimo. He found Kimo so frustrated and unrelenting to cry.

“You're angry because I haven't cut my hair?” kimo Stirrup.

Rara shook her head and continued to do so.

Kimo brushed it off with a shake as well. “For God's sake, after this, I'll get a haircut right away, Ra. You know for yourself, right? My schedule has been very busy lately. I don't have time for a haircut. This is it, I just got home and another hour already have to meet client.”

Rara continued to shake her head in every speech following the reason Kimo gave.

Gets that, Kimo becomes shrieked in his head depression using a hand that does not control the bouquet. “Why do you keep shaking, heum? Your head hurts? Even you cry? Please don't cry, Ra. Ii'm sorry. I beg you to forgive me,” he said when he found Rara teary-eyed. His hand that had taken a bite to the head, he used to wipe the tears of Rara, then held next to the woman's face. But there, Rara who had been fixated on staring at Kimo just brushed off and ran away leaving the man.

Rara did apologize, in her last seconds before her consciousness was completely gone. However, can the apology he said remove the wound he had instilled in Kimo? So, blame if now, in his subconscious, he just wants to live? He continued to beg and unknowingly rejected the reality that he had wanted the last three days so badly; to die.

“God, I want to live. Just one more time. I have to live because Kimo loves me so much. No matter what hardships I have to go through when I'm with her. Although I had to bear the shame when people especially the Kimo family found out that my mother was a mistress and even a destroyer of people's households. I will stay together and will only leave if Kimo leaves me.”

“One more ... Keynya ... God, I really have to live so that Keinya doesn't fail to marry. Her mother's blessing has made it difficult, especially if I die? Lord, let me live and make those who love me happy ..”

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Athan, who had just come out of the examination room with a wound on his neck that had been plastered, was, immediately stunned when Rara was sprawled in a sickle bed stricken by hospital officials following Kimo who even the front shirt is covered in blood, towards the ER

Athan immediately followed let alone coincidentally the group that brought Rara also passed in front of him. “What happened? Why is this so?” ask Kimo until he holds one hand.

Gaining the voice of even Athan's touch, Kimo was initially helpless, as if he instantly had a lot of energy. Kimo took off Athan's prisoner with a raw bogem which he immediately placed on the man's face. 

However, even though Tiara's face was covered in sweat and some hair, Kimo still recognized her as Athan's wife.

“Why are you so rude? I just asked—”

Athan had not finished speaking, but Kimo immediately shouted. “This is all your fault. Your fault! You and your wife are the same! You guys are always troubling people's lives! I make sure not only your wife enters bui, but you! You must get a proper reply for this!” shout Kimo.

After speaking explosively to become the center of attention of the people who were there, let alone the atmosphere was quite crowded with patients, Kimo passed chasing Rara's departure to the ER, whose existence is straight with the hallway of its existence.

“Wife? What does Kimo mean ... Tiara?” Athan's heart seemed to be out of position.

Athan just remembered, Tiara who was carrying a knife following a gun, he just left it. Even his presence in the hospital also did not escape because of the woman's knife.

“Sial! I'm kecisongan! P-rainbow? Keinya? What about them?” Athan who that second also became frightened even chaotic, immediately contacted Keinya.

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At the same time, the new Keinya will turn off the power of his old phone, made furious because Athan contacted him again. So, he who did not want to disturb Yuan who was doing a lot of work, was forced to answer the phone.

“Kei ... Kei, where are you? How rainbows? You're safe, right? Kei, quickly call the police and ask them for protection. Tiara had a knife and a gun. Even now Rara is in the ER because it has been shot by Tiara!”

Athan's panic from across the decorated clasps Kimo's voice complete with irregular footsteps and heard from many people, making Keinya numb. Even for a while, Keinya forgot to breathe.

“Keep away and go! Don't bother us again!”

Kimo's voice was becoming clearer. And that fact made Keinya's manta water free.

Keinya, who had originally intended not to disturb Yuan, contacted the man instead. Luckily, on the connection to the two, the call is directly connected.

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Despite being repeatedly expelled and even Kimo was tired of expelling him, Athan was still awake in front of the ER where Rara was. Kimo, who was sitting next to a straight leg next to the ER door, looked very pitiful. While Athan sat on the waiting bench right towards the ER, looking like a missing person. There may be ten meters, the distance of the ER door by existence 

When the ER door suddenly opened, both Kimo and Athan both jumped and woke up.

“Patients are losing a lot of blood,” said a nurse who happened to open the door. He opened only a few doors, and then closed them again after carefully exiting.

“Consider the same blood stock as the patient is empty, so please help us find the same blood. Is there a party from the patient's family?”

“Take my blood!” Kimo extended both hands to the nurse.

“My blood is also okay, just take it!” sergeant Athan without hesitation.

The distraught sister looked at the two men who were so swift in front of her. “What is your blood type?”

“Rara need what blood type?” sergeant Kimo.

“B,” reply sisters.

“OK. I'm O!” kimo.

The nurse looked at Athan. The man in glasses was closed.

“By my A ..!” inward Athan who was forced to shut up and did not speak.

Kimo immediately grabbed next to the sister's arm. “Come fast. Patients should be treated immediately. Other than blood, Rara had no serious injuries, right, Sus?”

“A-ya .. yes,” sisters who look Rara's age become nervous because Kimo to hold her even talk to her, with a distance too close.

Realizing that, Kimo immediately took off his armband and even raised both hands. “Sorry. I don't mean .. the patient in that my wife. And we're newlyweds, so Sister knows how I feel,” she said. Moreover, he was also afraid that the sister was carried away and became a baper.

Kimo and the nurse, who were looking for a blood donor, left Athan drowning in grief. Athan lamented the door of the ER room which was closed again shortly after it opened.

“Why is it always like this? I always try to do my best, but I also always make mistakes. Even I have tried to do everything with my heart, but what I have produced is still a mistake. Am I meant to be a useless person? Let alone protecting others, protecting myself alone, I always fail.”

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