
“Her heart is already happy in Heaven, Mi.”
Episode 46:Keinya In Memories of Her Family
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Rara stepped uninspired, very lackadaisical leaving Kai's ward.
Rara's steps were very slow with her heart that felt so gamang. The incident earlier, the togetherness of a middle-aged couple who were so worried about Kaiya was full of sincerity, it made Rara feel so sick because for her, if Kai gets it, Keinya also has to get it.
After leaving the hallway of Kaiya's outpatient room towards the other side of the hall which only made him spend no less than five minutes with his steps so slow, Rara had arrived in front of the door of Yuan's outpatient room.
Rara did not directly enter the quiet inpatient room. Rara stared at him for a long time with the pain filling her chest. Rara was sure, Keinya didn't know anything yet. About Kaiya, here's her family.
“If Keinya finds out, he will definitely be very hurt .. why did they do all this to Keinya? This is not fair!” Rara relentlessly screamed, denouncing what Kai was following the middle-aged pair that had done deep down in her heart.
Rara's cry broke, her tiny body to the point of being shaken by a whim. But shortly after, a hand restrained next to his arm, pulling him away from the door of Yuan's ward.
When Rara made sure, it was Kimo. The man who was so fond of wearing a hoodie jacket for his appearance was dragging him full of emotion. Rara tried to release her arms following her body which was carried by Kimo. But his strength is not comparable to Kimo who looks so angry with him.
“K-kimo, what the hell, anyway? We have no business, yes!” rara was full of warning.
Kimo takes Rara away to the stairs which are located at the end of the hallway of Kaiya's nursery. The stairs that connect the floor of the room of their existence with the floor of the room below. The atmosphere there is so quiet. Only the two of them were without anyone else and were indeed far from the reach of the occupants, except for those who wanted to use the emergency staircase of their existence.
Rara immediately broke away, away from Kimo while tidying up the origin of the sweater that wrapped his body and until it fell apart due to what Kimo did. The man before him carried his body as if, the body of Rara an item that could be plucked and moved at will.
After staring at Kimo's annoyance, Rara passed by while snorting.
“Do not bring up the past, if that reality only hurt Keinya.” Kimo stared firmly at the back of Rara who left him. “I told you, Keinya has Yuan. He doesn't need anything because Yuan will give it his all.”
Rara who reflexively stopped her steps shortly after hearing Kimo's statement, became unmoved.
“Now let Keinya and Yuan determine their happiness. Let them face what they have to face. Also, let yourself live a quiet life ...”
Rara's tears welled up. In silence, he thought, if he was a super hero who could eradicate all evil, he had made sure Kai and the middle-aged pair had become part of the crime that he would solve. But then again, if indeed they only had a bad impact on Keinya, what Kimo said was the thing that Rara had to do. Once again Rara must realize, Keinya has Yuan who can give all the happiness for his best friend.
“Good. From now on I'll take off Keinya.” Rara took a deep breath at the big decision she had just made. But still, the pain in his heart was unwilling to leave him or at least lessened.
When Rara stepped away without a word of farewell even though it was just a small talk to Kimo, the reality immediately made Kimo uneasy.
“But, you also must not forget my offer.”
Kimo's statement just broke Rara's steps again. “Offer?” he thought he didn't understand. Suddenly he remembered, a few hours ago, the man asked him to make a deal.
“If it can't, we can try it.” Kimo felt hesitant even nervous to continue his words. “He said, he will allow me to be your best friend, if I can make you happy.”
What Kimo said further confused Rara. Without giving an answer, he again continued his steps while shaking his head to dismiss the assumption and strange thoughts that suddenly adorned his mind. Because what Kimo said made him think, Kimo was expressing feelings even seriousness to him. However, Rara had no confidence in Kimo. Not only because as far as I know and still in a matter of days, Kimo is so emotional and can change with time so quickly, but also about the status of those who considered Rara different and Kimo once said that to Rara. Rara was not comparable to that man.
“I'm serious. Let's make a deal. I really don't like to be considered evil let alone by a woman like you!”
Remembering Kimo's words, Rara really does not want to have business with Kimo especially if you have to make a deal.
In silence, Kimo let go of Rara with full of anxiety and regret. “He's really angry. You grumpy woman!” his lips watered as well as screeches.
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Keinya was still awake for Yuan. While in the next bed, in the form of a stretch of folding sofa that is soft and indeed comfortable for sleeping, Rainbow is fun playing while on his stomach. Because even though toddlers are not allowed to stay, but after doing permission regardless of the rainbow that had arrived infused, Rainbow can stay there with extra supervision.
“Sleep. Rest.” Keinya stared anxiously Yuan was no different from the anxiety of a mother who loved her son so much.
Yuan shook his head amid the look on his face that looked pain-resistant.
“Why?” Keinya closed his distance from Yuan's face. He who was sitting on the small sofa next to Yuan, stared fixedly at the man. Next to his hand gently rubbed Yuan's head. From there, he could still smell the carnation. Even Yuan's thick straight black hair felt so stiff because the blood content had not been completely cleaned.
“I am afraid, traumatized if you just leave me, when I sleep,” softly Yuan while staring fixedly at Keinya.
Keinya shook his head while continuing to take care of Yuan. “I will take care of you until you are completely healed.”
“After that?” tagih Yuan fast.
Keinya fell silent thinking about Yuan's question. His hand that had originally caressed Yuan's head reflexively stopped. He looked up, staring blankly at the ceiling of the room where they were.
“We're married, yes?” pinta Yuan broke Keinya's thinking.
Keinya became nervous that second as well without being able to cover it up. He became busy brushing off Yuan's gaze with lips that sometimes pursed.
“Kei ..?”
Keinya. “Tadi, Athan sent me a message. She wants a divorce as long as I don't limit her relationship with Pelangi.”
Yuan was still staring at Keinya. “Indeed so he had to do. He can't be selfish after everything he did to you.”
Keinya sighed softly. The look on his face was filled with sadness while his gaze was blank. “The world is really full of surprises. Everything changed so quickly. .. I thought, yesterday I just got married. But a moment ago, you actually invited me to get married and made me realize, the marriage that felt like just yesterday, had ended.”
Next to Yuan's hand that was not bandaged and was right next to Keinya's hand, grabbed and held the woman's hand.
A smile adorned Keinya's face, returning Yuan's smile.
“Everything will be fine.” Yuan said it was full of confidence.
Keinya. The side of his hand that Yuan did not hold, clasped Yuan's hand. “I'm fine.”
Keinya immediately nodded. “After arriving at the apartment, I will directly cook a lot for you.”
Yuan has indeed requested a referral to Jakarta. He deliberately did so after getting news from Kimo about the cause of his accident. In fact, he deliberately closed the case of his accident to the police including limiting Keinya's activities in the hospital, so that the woman did not know the truth. Good about Kaiya, as well as the pair of middle-aged accompanying her.
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The next day, when Keinya accompanied Yuan's transfer to an ambulance provided by the hospital, he almost passed by a middle-aged woman who was so similar to him. The woman did have time to see Keinya's face at a glance and immediately made him surprised and curious. But because at the same time the Caucasian man suddenly called him from behind the door of Kainya's ward, until his focus became fooled. Moreover, when he returned to ascertain Keinya's whereabouts, Keinya was no longer there and out of nowhere?
“Mi, hurry here!”
Although half-hearted, finally Khatrin, a woman who was so similar to Kaiya and Keinya, approached the man Caucasian.
“He asked to be delivered to the patient he hit. Please Mami take care of the problem Papi wants to take care of important work. Client phone keeps, Papi so not good at them.” Philips, who was Khatrin's husband, rushed in and left his wife without waiting for a reply or approval.
Khatrin soon followed the departure of her husband. He looked at Kai with affection. “Apologies tomorrow only. After all you also can't move much,” he said.
His kai shook with so spoiled. His face was sad. The fact made Khatrin could not bear and immediately grabbed the wheelchair that was available next to the small sofa in place and Philips took turns to keep Kaiya.
“Alright .. alright.” Khatrin brought her wheelchair closer to Kaiya right next to Kaiya's body. “But how do I move you to a wheelchair? Your body is even bigger than Mami?”
“I mean Mami, I'm fat, so?” rutuk Kaiya who was immediately replied to laughter by Khatrin.
At the same time, Philips accidentally looked towards Khatrin and Kaiya. Realizing that the wife was confused in helping Kaiya move into a wheelchair, the tall man immediately approached and moved Kaiya to a wheelchair with great care.
Seeing what Philips was doing, Khatrin's heart rippled with a sense of comfort that instantly made her feel so calm. Holding Philips' phone still connected to the client's call, Khatrin stared at Philips following Kaiya. But the shadows that adorned his memory, about him seeing the woman who was holding a baby and so similar to Kaiya a moment ago, disturbed his happiness. Earlier, Khatrin saw Keinya who was carrying a rainbow.
“Kok can look a lot like, huh? But right, Keinya is dead?” his mind became sad. Given that, Khatrin's feelings became deeply shattered. Remembering when for the first time there was an innocent girl who suddenly just called him “mama”, about nine years ago.
At that time, Kainya came to Khatrin home. And after an ART told Khatrin, Khatrin also met the girl who immediately made him a fog just from her name—Kunya. And when he made sure impatiently filled with hope that was immediately held back, right, a girl was observing the beauty of her house full of admiration.
“True you Kini?” khatrin asked at that time and immediately ended Kaiya's observation of the splendor of the Khatrin house.
He turned back and looked impatient. “Mama?!”
Seeing the appearance of the girl who inherited her beauty, Khatrin's heart churned with excitement. Khatrin immediately spread her arms to hug the girl who was none other than Kaiya when she was a teenager, where, what she did was also immediately warmly welcomed by Kaiya. Kai immediately ran and grabbed Khatrin very tightly.
“Mama I finally got to meet Mama! Mother of the parlor said, Mama looking for us?” Kaiya asked enthusiastically in the midst of Khatrin's bustle smirking the face following his head.
Khatrin who continued to shed tears, so happy, unable to speak. Khatrin nodded with a burst of gratitude filling her heart.
“Ah Mama .. I miss Mama ..” Kai tightened his hold. Hugging Khatrin was much tighter than before.
“Sorry because Mami abandoned you. Mami was forced to do it because at that time Mami really had no money. Not to mention, your papa also went to leave Mami. But Mami promised, Mami will make amends Mami ...”
Kaiya nodded enthusiastically while shedding tears.
“Now Mami can love everything for you. Oh yes, call her Mami just let it be like your sister. You have a younger brother, his name is Daniel. You also have a very good papi. His name is papi Philips. But ..?”
Khatrin's happiness dimmed when she found no one else with Kaiya.
Kai looked down deep and looked very sad.
“You came alone?” guess Khatrin.
Kai nodded.
“Where to Go?”
Kai remained down.
“Honey, where is your sister? Mother of the orphanage said, you guys grew up to be such a beautiful girl as well as smart?” Khatrin is so proud to remember the story of the caretaker he titipi Kainya and Keinya. The poor twin, who he had to leave for an orphanage in search of a better life, grew up so well. Being a beautiful and smart girl where everyone who knows also likes them.
But what power, happiness Khatrin instantly disappeared when he found Kainya just covered in tears while looking at him full of guilt.
“Sorry, Mi ... I can't take care of Keinya.”
“Can't keep Keinya, means how?”
Kaiyah brushed off Khatrin's gaze and looked down again sadly. “Two months ago, Keinya accident. Keinya is already happy in Heaven, Mi.”
Kainya's confession at that time was so difficult for Khatrin to accept. But how else, because in reality, Keinya was already happy in Heaven there? So now, after Khatrin accidentally saw the young woman holding the baby and so much like Kaiya, she felt it was part of God's rebuke because she still could not accept the reality, a twin daughter is happy in Heaven.
“Mi, why is Mami crying?” kaiya asked confused.
“Honey? You okay?” Philips was no less worried about Khatrin.
Khatrin shook her head without being able to stop the sadness following her cries. Moreover, regret and guilt always made him not okay, if he remembered Keinya. The reality occurred because Khatrin had not been able to give a decent life to Keinya, but God actually took Keinya back.
“Mami kangen Keinya's. Mami Kayak saw Keinya.”
Khatrin's confession immediately made Kainya's heart beat uncharacteristically. Kai became frightened. “Don't you, Mami actually saw Keinya?” batin Kaiya.
Philips grabbed the wife's body. The woman he loved so much was always sad and would blame himself if he remembered Keinya Kainya twin. “Pattern, Mi. He was happy in heaven. Tomorrow if Kaiya can go home, we together to Keinya's tomb, yes.”
Kaiya tried to control his fear. Relax, Kai. “Casual. At least so far you have been trying to be a good brother for Keinya.” In his heart, Kaiya again justified all his deeds, without being surprised by the madness that had made Khatrin and Philips believe, Keinya had been happy in Heaven.
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