25 Years of Father
The Energetic Woman

After Dad's departure, three nights in a row we continued our home studies.

“Mah, how do we before returning to the village go visit Mom. Maybe this is the right time.” my suggestion to remember there Mother is not healthy for a long time.

It would not be repeated with us who were together to visit a mother we had never seen before.

“You're right, Anggia. Mamah also agreed with the proposal. We can meet your mother there. She must be very sad about the passing of your father.” Mama right has a heart as wide as the field. It is heartened to accept fate if it turns out that Dad has two wives.

And now that Dad's left us all, I want us all to be close to it so Dad's gonna calmly go.

After talking about this, we finally conveyed our intention to come to Mother's house to all brothers. Luckily, our good intentions were also well received by all of us.

The fourth day of Dad's departure, we all left Dad's grave after saying goodbye to visit Mom.

“Dad, we'll go visit Mom. Cut our way with Father's blessing. Let us Father stay by staying in harmony. Dad no longer exists. Let us have two great mother figures.” My prayer for leaving Dad's grave.

I shed my tears back to see the tomb I was leaving tonight.

It was hard leaving Dad so far away. Not willing to feel a day not to see Dad's grave.

That morning we all stepped into my car. I think Dad is still there with a million memories he left in this car. The car that used to pick me up when I got home from college at the airport.

During the trip there was no chat we let out. All thoughts still feel so empty. Dad's departure is still a very painful wound. If there wasn't much we needed to do, it would be like to stay home just to go out and visit Dad's grave.

I know Mamah is not strong enough to think. However, circumstances really forced Mamah to focus on the work.

“Anggia, your father's rice business is coming. Mamah already had to pay for the rice about twenty tons.” I was surprised to hear Mama's words.

“Twenty tons, Mah? That's a lot. But, wait. Maybe Dad has money. Mamah knows Dad's money in his atm right?” Mom nodded to hear my words.

“Mamah doesn't know atm your father. But everything is in the bag really, later pinnya we look for the same.” My mind's screwed over hearing Mamah doesn't know about Dad's money.

I almost forgot that all this time Mamah and Dad were not so compact in running everything.

From here I can learn a lot about what you do. There is a good side and a lack side.

“So. Mama don't worry. Let's find out first. If later we can not ask for help from Bank.” Mamah just nodded softly.

Tears fell on both of his cheeks.

“God, Mamahku has not healed his wound. Why are You forced to think this heavy.” I cried seeing the current state of Mamah.

It was heartless to see a beautiful woman who was usually so energetic now fragile without direction. I know Mamah lost her life support.