25 Years of Father
Intentions Against Dad

My school is now in its fourth semester. Where the more courses I feel solid and also very difficult. A lot of practices where I can't go home when the holidays come. It's okay, I'm excited to go through it all to graduate soon. I want to be able to make money from my efforts when I finish college and I give it to my father and mother. That was one of my dreams. But fate actually said another, without me accidentally my phone actually brought me to know back the man who had been my lover in High School. Well, during college I never thought about getting into a relationship with the last guy at High School.

"I'm sorry, I can't confirm our relationship in the future. Before you go to my father first to ask for his blessing. I don't want to mess around. If you want to date means serious to the future." that's the answer I gave when my ex expressed his feelings.

I've experienced the saddest thing ever. Where when I wanted to seriously date for almost a year, my father refused our relationship. And we both ended up hurting each other because we couldn't be together. It made me really traumatized to fall in love with a man without any blessing from my father and mother.

"Okay, I can." We set the time ahead to meet my dad at my house while I'm off for college. Although in my heart I was very afraid if my father got angry with me or with the man. In the end we also had trouble finding a schedule because I had no vacation and he was busy working.

Called Angga. He is the son of a friend of the father also when working first. We both did not know if we would eventually re-establish a relationship. Where when I was in High School I had no serious intentions with him. And so we decided on each of them when I had to transfer schools out of town following my father's request.

When we were in college, our distance was getting further. However, the fate of the power has allowed us to re-communicate after almost six years we do not know each other.

A few months we only had communication via cell phone until finally the time came for me to take off and go home. However, for Angga I still don't know if he can come. Because his work still has no time off.

For the first time I dare to call a man home. If you remember when SMP and SMA were very scary. Dad would be so angry to see me close to any man. I know Dad's fear must have a reason. In the work environment or outside the father often finds the daughter he knows bravely presents her body to any man even for the money they are willing to. That's what you're afraid of if I get to know men like that.

All fathers would be very afraid if their children ruined their future. Therefore I also ventured to break the promise of my father. Where when my college is almost over I hope to be allowed to have a relationship with a man.

"Dad" called me doubtfully. I sat on the porch while reading a book. One of the things I always do is read books. The word father reading it will always add to the knowledge. And science must continue to be honed so as not to decrease.

This time I believe what you said is true. Because the brain that is not sharpened over time will slow down its response.

"What's wrong? Have you studied?" the first question you asked me was really boring. I'm really tired of the word study. But this time I nodded. Since college, I have been diligent in doing tasks by studying alone.

"My friend wants to come home, Dad." I said and Dad just responded nodding.

Honestly, I still can't calm down to see Dad's response. "Have prepared a meal, friend, if you go home, you should be welcomed." I kept quiet. From the tone of the talk I knew Dad must have misunderstood. But I myself do not have the courage to explain.

"Ca,"

"Yes, sister." My sister is busy with her painting tools. Ica loves to paint.

"Sister has a boyfriend. I guess you'll be angry if you take your brother to your father's house?" I had to confide in my sister. I don't care how old my brother is who still doesn't understand anything.

I am very calm every time I talk to Ica. I don't need to get important input anyone can listen to my vent.

"And you said you have to finish school first and then you can date, brother." I was silent too. Ica is not wrong, I always say that to me or to ica.

"Yes anyway. But brother will be daunted again also finished his lecture." answered me trying to find justification.

Until the figure of mama also appeared in my mind. Soon I left the room to meet Mama at the store next door. Stores that are a mamah effort to relieve stress. One of the main goals mamah open a business not to find money alone, but to relieve stress when faced with a very selfish father attitude. If the word woman is the most selfish creature, in fact I see precisely the father is the man who most wants to win alone.

I know that father's attitude has a reason. Even mamah tried to busy himself so as not to think about the father who often did not return home. I know Mamah must have been very lonely together with Ica.

"Well," I'm approaching mama.

I also told mamah everything even though occasionally our conversation had to stop because of the many people who came to the mamah shop. Mama has only two employees. But I think it has been very advanced and I salute equally mamah can manage the small capital given by father into a large store like today.

"Your mother will talk to your father. I hope your father is not angry. Remember Anggia, don't mess with your unfinished lecture. Think the main thing is school. The business of the soul mate will also come when it's time. Don't think too much of it." I'm obedient.

Mom and Dad were thinking about education. They will give education over everything else.