
Six months of marriage, everything's fine. I am so happy with my marriage. We lived well without any problems. Our new relationship still feels like dating. We often spend time walking or just hanging out.
Until at dawn my mind was reminded of the coming time of the coming month a few more days. I don't know why my feelings are happening to my body. Especially the chest part that is very different from my time will come the moon.
“Ah am I pregnant? This will also be the same as coming months.” I rushed to the bathroom to pee.
My mind kept fidgeting at the thought that there was a great expectation that what I thought would happen. Until I finally took the initiative to order an online testpack. The lady did not wake up that morning. He's very soundly asleep. Without him knowing if outside I was waiting for my groceries. Thankful that someone received my online order.
My order arrived and soon I checked what was making my mind uneasy. In the bathroom my chest skipped a beat waiting for the results while crouching.
“Hah? Positive? Oh my God, this is really positive right?” I was so happy that I quickly went out of the bathroom and into the room.
“Angga! Angga, wake!” The movement of my hand made him realize. My eyes on the rubbing kasara looked at me with the still difficult mind connect.
“What's up?” he asked, but I immediately handed the small object to his hand.
He also woke up his body that was still lying down. He sat down and stared at the thing in his hand. I smiled and explained the results.
“That's if line two means positive. But the other one is faint. I read it no problem. It remains positive.”
“Honey, try later in the afternoon we buy a few more tools and we test again well?” I nodded though a little disappointed with my husband's reaction.
Am I the only one too happy with this result? Even that day Angga did not enter work to wait for noon to arrive. Where we will go back to do a pregnancy test.
I went into the bathroom with three tespecks in my hand. My husband is standing in front of the bathroom. Is it possible that he doesn't believe what I'm showing?
Ah stupid time. I'm sure I'm pregnant now. The first shadow when the results of this morning came out was the happy face of my father. I know if I'm pregnant the number one person who's most happy is dad. Although everyone would be happy too. But, ayag is a person who always looks forward to this good news until they often contact just asking about it.
“That's the same result. Line two, Angga.” I showed you three things that I had removed from my liquid.
I'm out of the bathroom soon. Angga pulled my hand slowly towards the sofa where he was currently sitting and made me sit on his lap.
“Congratulations well, Honey. Thanks yah?” Only then did I see him smile at me and kiss my cheeks lovingly and happily. He held his arms in my body.
“Take good care. Honey don't be tired. I'd like to send a photo to mama first.” He took pictures of my test pack and I did the same. Sending that picture to my mom and dad.
Long time I didn't see my dad open my chat. It is my mother who is contacting me at the moment.
“Anggia, congratulations son. Mamah was happy to hear it. Remember not to be tired. Reduce work at home, huh? If you need to find someone to help you at home. Later mamah who paid his salary.” There was a warm feeling running through my heart hearing a very attentive greeting.
Hearing that I was even more afraid of losing both my parents. Where I'm getting older and mom and dad are getting older.
“Mah, our house is small. What do people do? Anyway if only cooking I usually help Angga. Mamah don't worry.”
“See, your sister smiles herself hear her sister is pregnant.” I chuckled as Mamah told my sister.
I know best how Ica really wants to have a sister but dear God has not given fortune.
“Yes, you rest. Don't overwork the weight. Reduce washing that shirt. If you need to buy a washing machine just let it be safe.”
“Iya, Mah.” I just agree because buying a washing machine also feels useless. I'm afraid my pretty clothes have to be broken by the washing machine.
In addition we also have to think about finances to build a terrace and fence of the house.
The call was decided. I got back Angga's hug as he called my mother-in-law. This happy news really makes me feel good. At least my fear of barrenness is not true. Although there was a sense of uneasiness before when I did not get pregnant.
There are so many of my friends out there who are two months and three months pregnant. And now it's my turn. God, thanks. I've trusted you and this can be a joy for you before you have surgery.
Shortly after, my father replied to the message I sent.
“Thank God. Thank goodness, son, you are pregnant. I heard from your mom earlier too. Remember to eat nutritious food. Frequently see a doctor to control. Don't be fond of money for that kid well?” I smiled reading a reply from my father.
My prayers all this time wanted to get pregnant so that my father could have the passion for surgery. I know my dad's been putting off surgery for years for fear of complications.
In addition to heart and high blood pressure, the father also has diabetes at this time. It is sad to hear that my father often gets ulcers that have been healed for months. Falling down a little sometimes it's hard to get back to health.
As a child everyone would be very sad to see disease after disease approaching his father. Thus with me. My greatest hope is that my father and mother live a long life in good health. Even though I finally have to go, I want them to go well, not suffer pain for so long until they finally give up.
During college I always asked for my father's surgery until I finally married my father never did the surgery.
One month of pregnancy is all right. I called back mama.
“Mah, I'm out of control to the doctor. All good kok.” Mamah gave thanks and I heard that mamah was delivering to dad.
Even though my own heart was a little agitated when I heard the doctor's words that I think made me shocked at the moment.
“This is the bag does not exist? Well, let's check it out for a second. Yes, this does not exist. Can this possibility is pregnant outside the womb.” A statement I never expected now I heard from the doctor. My chest felt like limp stopped my heart beating right then and there.
I felt Angga holding my hand. He seemed much calmer than me. While I who think about many things already find it very difficult to calm down.