Who Am I?
Healing

Healing Revision

After Mom gave Hallin and my friends some advice, we headed to one of my friend's favorite destinations. It is also not too far away and the place is quite hidden. Rinmie said this place could be called a virgin. Because it is still awake authenticity and only a few people know this place.

This place is a green hill located not far from my house. On the left side of the hill there is a small river whose water flow is still very clear. On the right side of the hill there is a green Ilan. Iqish spread out the carpet, and placed the food and other items we brought in the middle of the carpet. "I brought tongsis, a photo with yuk."

"I don't like taking pictures." My word.

The three girls looked at me disappointedly, their eyebrows dropped as proof. "Oh, brother, these are our happy memories."

I still refuse. For me whose memory is this short, short memories like this will usually be forgotten. So I'm not too ambitious to make good memories, because in my opinion, it will all be forgotten.

"Sister please..." Hallin pleaded with teary eyes as if he was about to cry, his face and nose even flushed red like someone who had cried.

What the fuck!? Why can he act to his fullest extent? The Queen of drama. But I really can't let it. I couldn't bear to see the tears of the girls I knew, be it my sister or my friend. The feeling of wanting to protect and obey his desire to make him happy exists.

I gulped, then shook my head to get rid of the inappropriate thoughts. "Okay but only once."

"Yay!!! My best brother!" Iqish and Hallin said simultaneously. While Rinmie he just smiled with relief. Her smile was sweet too.

Argh... I fooled the sweet promise of women!

He said just once! But instead took photos more than five times. When eating, you still need to continue the photo. Whether it's a photo of animals, the sky, the river, everything in the photo as if the memory of the phone is infinity aka infinite. Not long after Hallin opened the food, I thought it was time to eat. But when I wanted to grab the extra snack that mom gave me, Hallin patted me on the arm.

"In the meantime, I'd like to take a photo of the food to show to my new friends."

I rolled my eyes, it seemed like for a while I had to eat the wind. Soon my stomach sounded like an alarm. The three silly girls looked at me, then looked at each other.

"Well, looks like it's time for lunch." Rinmie broke the silence.

Then we ate together, exchanged stories and also exchanged food menus of course. I listen more than talk. "Actually I invited Brother because he wanted to invite 'healing' here. I didn't think it turned out that Brother had a beautiful and caring sister"

What exactly does a girl want? This is why he so wanted to interrupt my day? Honestly, the happiness and comfort of my version is very simple. I just want to be alone and enjoy my time. Spending a weekend writing a poem or story is my favorite thing.

"Sister, don't be so moody. We're here to relax. Come on Lin, persuade your brother." Iqish smiled seductively.

Argh... I really wish that Dad was here. Being a girl with a man's mind is hard! What more if you have a sexy girlfriend and a sweet sister. I really wish I were a real man.

I dismissed that thought, impossible.

Rinnie? He accompanied me on the carpet. I can feel his sharp glare. "Did you know this place was my favorite place since childhood. I rarely bring my friends. Iqish was the first person I brought here, other than my family of course."

"Then what's wrong? I'm sure you two invited me not just to 'healing'." I looked at Rinmie while closing my book.

"Actually Iqish had just broken up her boyfriend, so she felt heavy, frustrated and sad." Rinmie.

"Then what does this have to do with me? We haven't even met for a week. At this stage, we're still strangers you know." I said with a little bit of annoyance in my heart.

"Well... Iqish it's always been that way. He's a very pleasant type, he's close to everyone. But there's another reason too." Rinmie said, if I wasn't close to her, I might not have heard what she said.

I didn't say anything, but I approached Rinmie to find out more clearly. Looking at my behavior, it seems like Rinmie knows what I mean. Rinmie sighed.

"Iqish considers Brother mature and nice to be friends with. He feels comfortable with his brother."

I looked up at the sky. The average friend does say that to me, especially a girl friend. "What's the reason?"

Rinmie shook her head. "I don't know either, but since Iqish says it's comfortable, yeah. But, honestly, I don't feel like a daughter. That's why I thought Brother went to school while using Crossdressing. But I know from Hallin, that you're a woman's pure sister."

I snorted and scratched the ink pen back into the book. Rinmie just glanced at me with her pair of narrowed eyes. Iqish comes with Hallin to the carpet. "Everybody take a bath! The water is clear and refreshing!"

Iqish shouted in excitement, in tandem with Hallin's nod. I saw the three of them one by one. Just imagining the three of them getting wet in the river alone, I've been thinking somewhere. Can't! "Anu. I didn't take a shower. I'll just go fishing" I said.

Hallin laughed softly, as if he understood what I meant. He said. "It's okay, but heart is heart."

I'm nodding. Then go find a long branch. I used my sewing thread and the needle as a hook. His bait? I dug worms under the trees. I think this little river might only have a few small fish.

But who would have thought it turned out that the fish that grabbed my bait was so big. I pulled it with a little technique that I learned with my brother. The youngest loved fishing, although the twin didn't like it very much, but I was always his fishing companion.

I don't know exactly how heavy this fish is, but the size alone is large. Maybe the size of my arm, from the palm to the elbow. Its length is about Forty cm, with a diameter of fifteen cm. I'm sure the fish is pregnant.

I turned around to show off my catch to Hallin and the others. But what I saw made my body temperature rise. So the blood flowed upside down and out of my nose a.k.a nosebleed.

Hallin and the others did not take off their clothes. But the water washed their clothes. You know, I can even see their bra colors, damn it. Well better ignore them.

I started to separate the hook from the fish's mouth.

Well, just think of this fish as a gift for my mother later. After putting the fish in a plastic bag, I went fishing again. This time I got a little fish, maybe four. I didn't count it right.

I saw the sun start to lean west. I turned to look at the girls, they seemed to be changing clothes. I looked at my phone to count the time. It was almost Ashar. I fixed my emergency fishing line.

Sort out four little fish to give to two of my pretty friends. The size of the fish is not so small, I estimate seventeen to twenty centi meters long. Tonight I want to eat my mother's spicy sour fish. Nyams... Just thinking it felt like my saliva was already wet in my mouth.