Who Am I?
Rainy days in November

Rainy days in November

Since the exam was close, we decided to spend some time studying. Even though it was free to me, because later I forgot what I had just read. My determination wasn't strong enough to remember it until the test came. Besides me, Alya, and Yesie, there was Iqish and Rinmie who also studied together in the library. He said they wanted to study hard, then fight which is the highest value between the two of them. That's too fierce. For me who has a dead brain, being able to function is good.

Fortunately, lately I have been absorbing natural energy under Alya's coercion. So that this dead body functions a little better than before. In addition, through the portal that Calya built at that time, Cakra so often stopped by the house. Of course undercover. It was a bit uncomfortable to see her disguise, as she disguised herself as a spoiled young girl. Maybe because I know he's a man myself, so I feel uncomfortable with him.

"By the way after the exam there's a semester off. Have you thought about where you want to go?" The one who started the conversation was Alya.

"At home maybe?" It's Rinmie.

"Or a trip to town?" It was Yesie.

"What about Alya's sister?" The one who asked was Iqish.

"Yes, don't you miss your family?" Ask Yesie.

I felt Alya's gaze. When I glanced at him there was a reddish tint on his face. "I'm always with my family."

He said gladly. Could it be that what he meant was me? Tired of Alya's strange answer, the others looked at me instead. "Why?"

"Where is Brother going?" Iqish asked representing the others.

"I'm planning to have a camp with the family, if I can get a little further away so the atmosphere of the forest feels." I relax.

Shortly after I answered the question. The silence returned. When I write one by one the faces of the women in front of me. There were sleepy and bored expressions on their faces.

Well, because now it's an empty clock. Some subjects are already finished. And, to be honest, the days at school are getting boring. Iqish and Rinmie were the first to stand by to save his book. Then leave after saying goodbye.

Shortly after, one of Yesie's classmates calls Yesie because their class has entered and the teacher is on his way to their class. "I'm bored.."

Alya started complaining to me. "I told you, there's no point. After all, with your smart brain, does it need to read every page? I'm sure your ability to flip randomly has been stuck in your head. "

"Hehe... I'm just exploring my role as a human being." Said Alya origin.

"All right, let's breathe fresh air. " Invite me.

Of course Alya who was bored was immediately nodding. He kept the books he and I read. He immediately pulled my hand out of the library. As usual once I get out the cats will run around following my every move. But this time they also surrounded Alya.

At last because I wanted to know, I asked. "Was... Does Leah want to have children?"

The question stopped his movement. The girl glanced at me with a timid face. With a small nod he turned his face elsewhere. She looks so cute when embarrassed. I didn't know Alya had that side.

"Then, if you're pregnant, what baby do you want? Tigers like me? Or a jungle cat like you?" I asked again.

At that moment Alya looked at me with a slight blush. He then rubbed a kitten whose age may not be up to a year. "It doesn't really matter to me that our son will be like you or like me. Both are equally good."

That's a pretty wise answer for a Queen. I can only look up at the sky. Now in November, the air feels humid with the sky cloudy. If we count the time, it won't be half a year before this promise ends. I also remember that I had another appointment with Mom. My real mother who was busy replacing me in the kingdom of Lakeswara. Hehe... I'm really looking forward to coming back, after all, missing it's always there. Not satisfied enough to just stop by once.

"Try to say honestly. Are you angry when I carelessly test a promise like this?" Ask again.

"Anged or not? Of course angry! We were just getting married that day, and then when you were about to 'have fun' you suddenly disappeared. When I was looking, it turned out you were in the woods with that human." Alya looked annoyed at that moment. More or less I understand a little of the problem.

I seem to be an impulsive person. I don't know why the more I remember myself the more I feel ashamed of myself. I don't think I'm a good person myself. From a faint memory, I also knew that I was the one who liked to trouble my family.

I took a long breath. Alya looked at me at that moment. "Why?"

He asked with a pair of worried-looking eyes. I just shook my head slowly. "A moment like this I remembered all my faint memories, and realized that it seemed like I had been much trouble for all of you. And you are all very good. Haaaa.... When I remember everything later, I'll try to improve."

There was a smile on Alya's face as I said that. Then he said with a happy tone. "Actually you've been good enough for me, as well as for all of us. If you want to introspect..."

At the end of the sentence his tone slowed down. He also brought himself closer to me. As he approached, he whispered softly. "Pamper me my husband..."

Deg

I touched my heart. For some reason upon hearing his whisper, this dead heart suddenly thumped. I covered my face with both hands. What's wrong with me?

I'm enchanted?

"Haha... "

When I saw Alya through my fingers. He laughed off. I could feel a faint sense of happiness as he laughed. Alya wiped the corner of her watery eyes from laughing. "I didn't know your reaction would be like that... That's pretty funny actually. It's interesting to see you misbehaving that dead body."

Alya was happy. Well, if he's happy I'm happy too. Then I felt my nose get hit by drops of water. Slowly the sky began to drip other rainwater. Alya and I rushed to our class.

Fortunately the rain had not been too heavy as we reached the front of the class. The kittens also fled to find shelter. Alya invited me to class because in front of the class, my classmates played some water. Alya did not want to be hit by the rain they were pouring. I agree with his opinion. By the time we entered the classroom, several other classmates had been sleeping on their desks.

Seeing that, Alya said that he also wanted to sleep. That way the remaining lesson hours we spent sleeping. After all according to my knowledge, when it rains like this the teacher is reluctant to enter the classroom.