Who Am I?
Family Picnic

Rev family picnic

Two days passed very quickly. The short holiday also gave me a moment of comfort. Rini's departure made me feel like something was missing. I saw my face in the mirror. Now I know that I am not Rini Ariani. From Rini I also knew that I was not a woman, but a man, who possessed a woman's body. And humans can't possibly possess anyone but ghosts, maybe? But I'm also pretty sure that I'm not a ghost. Looking at Calya's mutable abilities, I thought maybe I was the same as her.

The question is, what is my name? And what is this creature of mine? But with Alya present, I no longer thought about that unanswered question. My instincts also say that everything is coming to an end. I started to focus on enjoying the time I had left.

There was not much time passed by the joy that flowed in my blood. It is now approaching the anniversary of Indonesia. Which means it's also approaching my birthday. Some of my old friends started asking me. Like those damn kids who are calling me right now.

"Yoo chief, how are you there?"

"I'm fine Yuda, this village is quite refreshing, very comfortable here. The girls are also on kinclong tuh, I know him sometime..."

"The chairman hasn't changed yes, it's still flat. Even when I talk about something like that. Later I want to skip, so I can stop by there with the others. It's the same with Hallin." Yuda spoke with a perverted laugh at the end of the sentence.

"Hey, don't think anything about Hallin! Let me cast it your K*nt*l!"

"It's so bad Bu chief. I'll drop by and bring you a present, hehehe...."

"Originally, don't smell bad, I can't open it."

"Why really? Did you know Miss Boss?" What Yuda meant was Mother.

"Well, I'm now rooming with a girl, she's so clumsy, so she's afraid of being found out."

"It is so to. I know dong."

All of a sudden the one in question came with a plate containing a sweet cake. "Rein, Rein, try it! I'm using special materials!"

"That nongol is speaking, doesn't sound like it?"

"Listen, listen! Sounds cute! Must be cute, right?"

"I think so."

Feeling neglected, Alya puffed her cheeks in annoyance. He put the plate down and grabbed my phone. "Rein talks to who the hell! How dare you ignore me!"

He immediately turned off the phone, then threw my phone to the bed. He held my shoulder a little tight. He said with a serious tone. "I don't like to be ignored, Rein has to come with me."

He immediately pulled my hand to a place. With a picnic basket in his other hand. Alya took me to this forest. Hallin initially intercepted us. But with a small request and an alluring smile, Alya managed to persuade my sister.

Although I still do not know clearly my real name, I am very sure that soon everything will come back to me. So what's the rush for? Let's spend the rest of the time until the age of 20. I can't wait to be 20, what will happen when I turn 20? It was always an unanswered mystery that always bothered me. But Alya's presence calmed all that down.

"Rein, what are you daydreaming about?"

Before I could react, two women of different ages came. I remember them, they were Ratna and someone who claimed to be my mother. Because I already knew that I was not Rini Ariani, then their presence made me more sure that they were my real family.

Mother spoke first. "Raj-" before Mom finishes her sentence, Calya cuts. "Reindra, this name is more familiar than Mother's. Isn't Rein?"

I nodded my head. Reindra's name I've heard somewhere. The effect of the word appearing in my head was also not great, it felt like I was very used to the name. "Alright, Rein come here for a second."

I'm getting closer to Mom. My mother looked at me with a deep look. Her eyes were greenish-yellow as if hypnotizing me. It felt like there was a small electric current that stung the deepest point in my body. Then Mom took me off her gaze.

His face showed concern. "You're so exhausted! Just end the deal immediately my son! It's not good for your mental health!"

Even though I don't understand what agreement Mom's talking about. My mouth was spontaneous. "No! A promise is an oath! I have to keep it!"

"Silver spoke as if Brother remembered everything." Ratna.

"Eh, yes I don't remember... But that's instinct!" My word.

Calya hugged me from the side, then rubbed my back for a moment. "It's okay... Today I invite you all to eat together. Soon Rini's 19, maybe in a few days."

As if understanding something, Ratna and Mother nodded. Calya started taking out her picnic basket. Ratna and Mother also took out their baskets. "Rein, Mom and Ratna brought you your favorite snack."

"really? Let me see."

What Mom showed was a meal rolled by green leaves. I tried to eat it. The shape is similar to dumplings, plus the distinctive aroma from inside the leaves makes my appetite rise. When chewing it, something melted from it. Because I ate it in one bite, I don't know what it was.

"I'm also Brother! I've been studying cooking lately! I want you to be the first to try it!"

Ratna showed me a bowl. When I opened the lid, it was thick black water. "You want me to die sooner?" Mumbles.

I looked at Ratna as I was about to resist, but the look of hope made my defense collapse. "Well, I'll try."

I gulped down that thick liquid. It felt so sticky when it touched my lips. The smell also entered my nose, It was similar to the smell of blood, but it seemed to be mixed with other ingredients. When I reach the tongue, I can feel the attractive taste of this viscous liquid. It feels similar to broth in my opinion. Actually if you ignore the color, there's nothing wrong with this food.

I sipped it until I was no longer. Then I held my right thumb. "Nob."

Her reaction was similar to that of Calya a few days ago. Blink for a moment and laugh. "Why? What are you laughing at?"

"No, just weird." Calya says.

Ratna commented. "Sister's flat face when commenting is very funny"

I shrugged my shoulders. "Well how else? This body is a dead body. Give me the next meal. Looks like the food you gave me was more appetizing, than the food the house gave me."

The three women of different ages in front of me just looked at each other and smiled at the same time. That day, my strange appetite was completely satisfied. The atmosphere of the forest and the other families in front of me made me very comfortable. We spent the day talking and eating together.

In addition, the strange feeling of longing that feels heavy in the heart also pays off when together with them. This picnic was fun. That's the only conclusion I've come to.