Who Am I?
Even semester in class XI

Even semester in class XI

The year has turned around and now I am in an even semester with not too good or bad grades. Alyas? With his brain always in use in any activity, going to class is easy for him. It does not feel like we are entering the beginning of 2024.

The bad news is that my health is starting to decline. The signs of the dead body are beginning to show. This is one of the reasons I have been practicing lately. But this time, as much as I practiced, I was only able to maintain my consciousness for twelve hours. The rest of the time I used to refit the body that almost returned to its original appearance. It's really extra work.

My focus has recently decreased. Because of worry, Alya often took me to a place where the natural energy was still pure. Ratna or Cakra also often come carrying stones containing natural energy. I feel lucky to have them by my side.

At the same time I also feel sad because my role as Rini Ariani will be completed in a few months. "For Brothers! You've always been the first to come yes, I'm not surprised anymore now."

The one who greeted was Iqish of course. Me and Iqish sat next to each other, I slightly pulled over to give him a walk. His hand accidentally touched my shoulder. I saw him frowning a little at that moment.

"Sister, it feels like your body temperature has become much cooler than the last time I felt." He said with a little worry.

"Maybe it's just your feeling." Reply thus. My body is more like a zombie now. I think I should be careful not to damage this increasingly fragile body.

The morning classes were quite relaxed without any problems. I'm happy for it too. It was the first break when I felt my nose a little itchy. While walking to Alya's desk, I sneezed. Damn, one of my eyes missed. Eyeballs hanging with black blood on the cheeks. I immediately crouched down so the others wouldn't see me. Unfortunately, some of my classmates saw it. They pointed at me with trembling hands. When the friend next to her asked why, she said. "Ma-eyes Brother Rin..."

Then he fell unconscious. Fortunately, I fixed my eyes. His black blood I also wiped with a tissue. Alya took me to a favorite place. While walking I held my eyes that had previously jumped out. My eyelids are already loose, I'm afraid that a small shock will make me pop out both of my eyes together.

When I arrived at my favorite place, the first thing I saw was Yesie cleaning up the place. There were a lot of weeds growing during our vacation. I intend to help her, but Alya gets in my way. "Rein, your eyes just came off because you sneezed. If you force yourself to lift weights, I think your bones will come off the joints."

I can only nod. There is also a point in his words. My current body is twice as fragile as before. Be Alya who helps Yesie. Yesie glanced at me for a moment. Throwing the weed in his hand he asked me. "You look worse, your face looks paler, and you seem to be weakened. It's as if a small shock can cut through your body."

I just wave my hand. "It's okay. Since the beginning of my own condition is no longer as healthy as other humans. I may be a little old."

When I say this, I feel like grandfathers are going to die, and then face off against grandchildren who are waiting for the inheritance. "Don't talk shit!"

Alya and Yesie shouted at the same time. Yesie I can understand, but why did Alya yell?

Maybe I can still see it while in Demon form. But, he wouldn't know me as Rini's friend. He may consider me an enemy because I am not human. Aihs... I feel so wrong.

"I don't want to hear that shit smell of grief. Come sit down, I'd like to hear your experiences during the holidays." Yesie said as she patted the empty spot next to her. I sat by his side to start to tell stories. Every now and then Alya would connect my sentences. I really hope time stops right now. As Rini Ariani, I'm happy to be here.

Too bad I'm not her. I'm just replacing his role. And in a few moments my role will be over. It's time for me to fulfill my other promise.

When I entered the class at the next class, I saw a friend who had fainted when I saw that my eyes were missing from the class. Maybe they're still lying in the UKS with a bad feeling. They see things that cannot be explained by logic, I'm sure his mentality is a little disturbed. And their impression of me will change.

The teacher who entered happened to be the teacher who used to stand guard in the UKS. He saw me when he was taking a class. "Mom heard earlier from three of your classmates who are in UKS. Said they were looking at Rini with eyes out of her place."

The person who heard it just laughed. Classes are crowded with laughter. Anyone who thinks will think the same. Their reason for truancy was too bad and unbelievable.

"The reason is too stupid Mom. Anyway, maybe Kak Rin's eyes can jump out." Said one of the students sitting in the back row.

"Truely, making Kak Rin as an excuse to skip. Poor little Kak Rin who was accused of no-no." It was Iqish.

"I know the heck Bu, Brother Rin is indeed pale and looks like a Ghost. But after being in his class for almost a year, I know that Kak Rin is still a normal human being." Someone said again.

"Yes, they just reasoned not to enter the hahaha class..." Another person said again with a mocking laugh at the end of the sentence.

But the teacher's serious face made the classroom atmosphere a little tense and there was fear. Even Iqish slightly kept her chair away from me. "Mothers were originally like you, thinking it was just their booze. Yet their expression and their condition almost matched that of someone who had just seen the impossible."

My eyes were staring straight at me. "If you can ask Rin for an explanation."

All the classmates looked at me curiously. There was tension and cold sweat on their foreheads. I just shrugged my shoulders. "What can I really explain? Explain that I'm not human, is that it? Or explain that I'm a ghost in disguise, right? You guys gonna believe that shit? There's Alya here, for half a year she slept in the same bed as me. He might be able to explain what you want to know."

Everyone turned their gazes to Alya. But Mother Master didn't seem to expect my answer before. He just rubbed his forehead with a tired feeling. He said while knocking on the table. "We're ending this conversation here. I don't want to hear the same thing twice. Rini, I'll keep an eye on you from now on."

I just shrugged my shoulders at that moment. I am not human, but the body I possess is human. My family can testify to that as well.