Who Am I?
Arian Lakeswara's

The Arian Lakeswara Rev

"Come Brother! My brother promised me." Hallin whined to wake me who was napping.

Ah, true. I just remembered. It's Hallin's date with his shitty friends. "Then? What's your plan?"

I asked with half-open eyes. I was still half conscious when Hallin woke up. Hallin seemed to know my condition, he splashed a few times the water that was somehow in the can from where to my face. It made me realize for a moment.

Hallin delivers a wet tissue located on the table. "Lap, Brother's tangled face."

I took the knife. I was a little unwilling when my face was scratched by my own sister. Hallin then pushed me to his dresser. When I look in the mirror, my face looks wrinkled. "Why did you bring my brother here?"

"I want to make Brother look like a Human." Surprisingly Hallin's sentence made me feel a bad feeling.

"What now can still resist" I whispered

"Ouch... Brother what the hell is that? I promise you" Hallin smiled with narrowed eyes. Although his face was smiling I could feel a strong warning radiating from his smile. That way I just want to be his puppet.

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"Sister, brother is sure we won't fall or crash?"

I shook my head. "No, your brother is secretly studying it, so don't worry. You just hold on tight."

I started to turn the gas. Yeah, like you guys guessed. I've been learning to ride a motorcycle secretly lately. Even though I felt guilty for Mom, I kept it a secret from my family. That way no one will know.

Hallin promised his friends to meet at a recreational site that was quite interested in young couples, in this village. While on the way, Hallin, who initially acted as a driver, stopped a motorcycle in one of the mosques. To avoid my family's suspicions, I wear women's clothing from home. Then in this mosque, I stepped into the public toilet. After a few minutes, I changed clothes.

Seeing me come out in male clothes, Hallin immediately approached me. He looked at me from top to bottom. Then he lifted his thumb. "Perfects! Now Brother looks like a handsome Man!"

Hallin spoke so loudly that some of the people who were walking stared strangely at me. "You speak to me as if your brother is not a human being."

Hallin just smiled foolishly. Then I sat in the driver's position. And that's how it is now. Along the way, Hallin always asked the same question. "Aren't you sure we're not going to fall or crash?"

Don't we? The young girl asked again with the same worried face. When we arrived at the designated location safely. Hallin breathed a sigh of relief. As if just escaped from a death giggle.

"What are you afraid of? Your brother is good at driving. But don't tell me Mom or Dad ya." I said with a volume only heard by me and Hallin.

"Here you go, let's go see my friends." Hallin said while holding my left arm.

As we walked together while searching for Hallin's friends, I heard a complaint. "Heh. Hallin's been here a long time..."

Hallin also heard his name called. He soon found out that it was his friends. "Hei Ayla, I think the new student is just big talk. I know she's pretty, but I'm not sure if she really has a boyfriend. His face still looks innocent. Like this forbidden houseboy is the same as his Father's Mother."

"Yes, his face is innocent."

"See what I said. Besides why you're asking him anyway, he's just someone for us to cheat, not our friend."

"Hehe... You know she's beautiful, who knows her boyfriend is handsome, too. Ntar in the teasers just keep tikung deh." Whisper one of them.

I lyrics Hallin whose steps stopped. Her lips wrinkled, I could not see her face well because of her veil. He looked down and disappointed. I have to act. "Ehem... Baby, I think someone's talking about you in the back. Oh, where's your friend? Don't you want to introduce me to them?"

Even though my call was a little more, I saw Hallin looking at me with a surprised look. Hallin's friends also heard my hoarse voice. They turned to look at me. There was shock in their eyes. I held Hallin's hand that was smaller than mine. Then try to make a warm romantic gaze. Even if it's impossible with my stiff face.

"My baby Hallin, I don't think anyone wants you here. Let's just go alone. And anyway your friends don't show up." I pretended not to know the truth to comfort Hallin. By looking at the attitude of his new friend, I know Hallin is in a miserable position here.

The one who stopped us was the girl who talked bad things about Hallin. I don't like it. At first glance my impression of him was very bad. "Sister, this is my friend I told my sister." Hallin tried his best to introduce his friend with a smiling face. Even though I know he's still sad because his friend talked bad about him.

"Hello brother, I'm Fera, Hallin's close friend." Fera stretched out his hand to get acquainted with me.

I looked at him without blinking. But as my brows furrowed, it made an expression that looked dislikeful to Fera. I also refused to shake hands. I'm afraid that Fera will make it difficult for Hallin if I know my body temperature is brought in zero degrees.

"Baby, you said your friend was very nice. Why am I meeting now even a gossip?"

I saw Fera's awkward face, heh it made me happy. "Sister, don't be..." Hallin Whispers.

But I don't like his friends. "Baby, don't push yourself. There are a lot of good friends to make friends with. You better not be friends with this gossip anymore. I don't want my beautiful, pure Hallin to be stained by their poison mouth. Let's go."

I looked at Hallin's friends with a condescending look. Hallin seemed to refuse to leave. But I pulled his hand away from there. I could see her teary eyes. If his tears fell, wouldn't his friends make it difficult for him.

While I was away I said. "Till I die, Arian Lakeswara. Will never let toxic people desecrate my Hallin."

I saw a look of shame on Hallin's friends' faces. I didn't bring Hallin to the parking lot, but took Hallin to the other end of the place. Where we were far from his trash friends. I brought Hallin to sit. "Hallin, I'm sorry Brother, Brother got carried away. Brother doesn't like poisonous women like them, befriend you."

Hallin. Her tears are so bright, she's so beautiful if you ignore her snot that goes up and down. "Why crying?"

"Huwa's.... Older brother.... Huwaa...." Hallin hugged me tightly.

"Ha-Hallinen... " I want to warn you about that snot.

"Goddessa.... Older brother.... I don't know if they think so about me... L'm... Hix... L'm.... Hix... I think they're good friends..." Hallin looked at me while hugging me with snot that turned into bubbles.

Well, I wanted to say that to Hallin, but I couldn't. Afraid he'll be embarrassed. I glanced towards where Hallin's friend was sitting. They seemed to feel guilty towards Hallin. Sometimes they look at us. I used my back to cut off their line of sight to Hallin. I occasionally directed a sharp look towards Fera.

I patted Hallin's back to calm him down. "It's okay, you better not be friends with them anymore. If Hallin is lonely, you can find a new friend."

I said while giving the tissue paper in my pants pocket. Hallin took it to wipe his snot. Then give it to me. "Ih. sticky, so slovenly you are."

Hallin just looked at me with a sad smile. I rubbed his face with another tissue. I saw a small diner not far from us. I led Hallin there. "Excuse me sir, I'd like to ask you."

"You ask what is it?" Ask the shopkeeper while wiping the wet glass.

"Can you go to the toilet?"

"Oh okay, wait a minute. Is beautiful... Lovely.." The man shouted into his house.

Shortly thereafter came out the beautiful one whom he called. As the name suggests, the person is also beautiful. My eyes cannot be separated from her beautiful body shape. The Father and Hallin cleared at the same time. I immediately turned my eyes.

"Beautiful, take this Mas to the back toilet huh."

"Eh anu's... Who's going to my girlfriend's toilet sir. Go wash your face, remove that scar." Hallin went with a girl named Beautiful.

When the girls left, the father insinuated me. "Mas Apain was his girlfriend until she cried so. Anyway why the boy SMP in pacarin. Bo'yo look for one that's like it's to."

"So what the hell, I'm still SMP."

The father looked at me with narrowed eyes. "Even, From the same face Mas voice Mas, I know Mas must be a High School student, just short aka just find a Junior High girlfriend so that the height fits."

My chest feels like it's been pierced by an arrow. The words of the Father were really about the most sensitive part of my heart. I'm breaking the table. The father looked surprised, until he almost dropped the glass in his hand. "Black coffee without sugar, one sir!"

The Father immediately made my order. My father seemed to really understand me. While waiting for Hallin we talked about a few more things. Until my coffee glass.