Who Am I?
EPILOGUES
EPILOGUES
I'm Rajendra Lakeswara. The demon king Lakeswara. My true form is the beast you know as the Black Tiger. People used to call me Rajendra, but Lea would rather call me Raj. In the twentieth year I became Rini. I remember everything.
Remember why I felt that I wasn't me. Why do I feel like I'm not a woman. Why am I attracted to a creature called Woman. Why I always dreamed of being a man.
The answer to all of that is, Because I am not Rini. I'm not a woman, and I'm a real man.
Why my growth is slow and I seem more like a man than a woman. That's because the human body that I possess, is a body that has long died. A body that no longer functions.
I also remember why I sealed my memories. First, so as not to overload the human body that I possess. Second, tell me, which man wants to lose his 'Sister'. It is a sign that I am a real man! If I were to possess the body of a girl, wouldn't what I saw down there be similar to my wife? Therefore to dispel my shame and pride as a man, I sealed my memories. I myself will forget that I am a man.
Such is. Miris is, but that's the truth.
Oh right! I also remember why Lea called me Reindra. That's the name for my human appearance. Like Lea who changed her form to Alya Perwita. Alya Perwita is her human name. My human name is Reindra Ambarawa.
This name we created as an identity to play into the human world. I used to remember when I was about 285 years old, I was at that time being, what was his name, the term teenager today, ah! Aye! PDKT. Well at that time I was PDKT with Lea. I remember I liked Lea since we were kids. As soon as I entered adulthood I really wanted to make her my empress.
But Ayahanda once said, if you want to get his heart, I have to start slowly. Don't just know a few traits and names, I have to know how she feels about me. I also have to understand what he likes and dislikes.
Well because we are close friends, I can launch what you call PDKT easily. We went to the human world for the first time. Really first time. Despite permission from the Queen Mother, I was still nervous.
I was embarrassed to remember it too. When I was still sealing my memories, I thought I made a terrible mistake that shocked the human world until Arya Jaya Wisesa helped me. But I was wrong.
I was wrong just because I was accused of being a pickpocket. ⁇ ◉
Wanted me to cry and bury myself into the ground as I remembered those times. ( ⁇ _ ⁇ )
Ah right, about the mansion that was the setting for my and Lea's departure to the dinner festival that night. That's right what he said about 'Our house'. I remember about that. That was when Lea and I were officially engaged. Indonesia was still in 1964. It is still very old-fashioned in comparison to today which is all online.
Leah thought of housing treasures in the human world in order to build a halfway house in the human world. I totally agree. That's not a bad idea. Then I thought about building a big business in order to reap wealth with human property.
We started by learning a foreign language. Then go abroad to study in business school. About a few years later we returned and built a small hotel and restaurant in the capital city not far from the village of Lepamala.
The small business began to succeed. And we started teaching some believable demons to watch him. Then we returned to the kingdom of Lakeswara. I secretly collected the designs of beautiful houses in all corners of the human world. Then he started building the house as a wedding gift.
That's one of the reasons why my Lea loves that house so much.
~|Tamat|~