Who Am I?

Who Am I?
Lea



Lea Rev's



The next morning came back. And this is the weekend. At noon, I walked to the back of my house. I sat down to enjoy the morning breeze. I look at the forest where I was kidnapped to another realm.


I recalled the pair of almond green eyes that were staring at me back then. Every time I remember that, the name 'Rajendra' is ringing in my head. I don't know who Rajendra is, but my instinct reminds me that it might be my name.


"Well, it turns out that Brother is here." Hallin appeared at the back door with a radiant face.


I looked at Hallin who was pulling the chair. Even though his face was radiant, I saw the worry between his eyebrows. "What's wrong? You must want to say something."


He smiled with flushed cheeks and eyebrows that dropped down. "Hehe... I know ya."


"Even if our body size is about the same, I'm still a few years older than you. Now tell me what makes your eyebrows go down like that?" My toot.


Hallin looked nervous with a furrowed forehead. "Sister..." He looked at me with a sad look.


I rubbed her fine hair. "Tell me."


"My friends are mocking me. They said I'm single don't do it."


"What!" I immediately rose in blood when I heard it. Hallin is so sweet and beautiful, the word 'jomblo not sellable' is an insult to him.


"Who said that!? Let Brother beat him." I said with clenched hands.


"So calm down first. Because my friend said that, I was getting emotional and said that I also had a handsome and cool girlfriend. They laugh, I keep trying to bring my girlfriend when we meet tomorrow. The problem is I don't have a boyfriend, how dong Kak?"


I'm musing. I could have asked my friend for help. But because I moved, the distance between their house and mine became far apart. While in this new place I do not have a male friend who is close enough. I took a long breath. "Then how? You want your sister to find you a boyfriend?"


Hallin looked at me with excited sparkling eyes. "No." she said.


"Then? What do you want your brother to do?" I'm confused. I'm sure Hallin thought of something. I sip my favorite black coffee.


"I want my brother in disguise to be my girlfriend."


"Ohuk..." To my surprise, I choked on the coffee.


Hallin patted my back and gave me some water. "How do you mean?"


In my eyes the girl smiled. But in her smile there was fear, as if afraid that I would reject her. If I am in this position, I don't know what to answer. If only Hallin was someone else maybe I wouldn't care at all. But this person is my brother, I can't ignore him.


"Haih.... indeed your friends do not know the face of Brother?" I asked while looking at the Forest.


Hallin. "Tell me I just moved in not too long ago, so my new friends haven't seen my sister's face."


"Yes, then fine. Brother will help you. But Brother is not good at disguising, you should take care of it, Brother will follow what you say." I said as I sipped my last gulp of coffee.


"Okay, leave it to me! I'll make you handsome!" There was passion and determination in his pair of eyes. I'm sure rejecting even me, Hallin won't break my repulsion.


"Just whatever. Already there, do not disturb your brother who is relaxing this." I said.


Hallin just stared intently at me. Then left me with a smile on his face. I shrugged, and the deal was tomorrow. Yes already, the thing of tomorrow think of tomorrow only.


The morning breeze blew my face. The wind was blowing gently this morning. It was as if they were trying to get me to sleep. The wind made me sleepy. Slowly my eyes closed.


.....


I'm sure my place now I've never been before. And this place is so beautiful. A meadow is soft as its floor, and a stretch of blue sky as its roof. The glint of the golden sun was not even enough to dazzle me, even though I looked directly at the sun.


Maybe I am still dreaming now. "Rajendra, don't you miss me?"


Calya hugged me gently, she leaned her head against my chest. His arms encircle my body. With closed eyes he said to me. "Rajendra, I really miss you. Aren't you? Almost twenty years we're no longer together."


His eyes looked down and his hands clasped me tightly as if I was not willing to leave him. "Ukh. This is all because of that man!" Calya sneered in annoyance with a frown.


"Who do you mean?" I was confused by Calya's words. He said as if he himself were not human.


I immediately saw Calya's surprised face. He immediately shook his head. Then pull my hand. "Forget it, come with me."


"Where are we going um... Miss Calya?"


Calya's spirit seemed to fade as I called her Miss. He turned around suddenly. His eyebrows furrowed the sign he was angry. "We're no longer strangers, Rajendra. I don't like that call!"


"Then how should I call you?" I felt uneasy in my heart as Calya sulked.


"Think about it yourself! Hmphh!"


I'm trying to think. Although I'm not sure, I know that the familiar feeling Calya gave me was not a lie. I'm pretty sure he and I have a relationship. But I forgot about it for a reason I didn't know.


All I remember clearly about Calya was the throw of the slippers back then. Her name is Calya Bawita. What name should I call him? And again I was sure that my relationship with Calya was very close, so I couldn't call her by her usual name.


"Alya?" Calya shook her head.


"Yesia? Aly's? A defect?" Everyone gets a headband from Calya.


I'm thinking again. If it was me, I would call Calya by a name as beautiful as her person. I will also call him by a name that only he and I know. That means the nickname I pinned to Calya shouldn't be a common name.


"Could it be Lya?" Calya seemed interested but the end result was not.


"Oh I know!" I thought of a beautiful name that wasn't very common.


Calya looked at me with an impatient look. "Tell me Rajendra. Do you remember that?"


"No, but something occurred to me. What about Leah?" I said with a smile on my face.


Calya looked enthusiastic as I said that. There was a smile on his face. "You finally called me again. I love that call! Since you can't remember me, I'll help you remember."


Calya pulled my hand back. The scenery in front of me turned into a clear river in the middle of the bamboo forest. Then in Calya's hand appeared a long bamboo fishing rod, which came out of nowhere. The fishing rod is also simple without any modern touch on it.


"Try fishing. I'm sure you'll like it." When Calya gave me a bamboo fishing rod, I felt like fishing. I also sat a rock on the river bank. Surely after digging up some worms.


As soon as I dipped the strings, a strong pull appeared pulling the end of my fishing rod. There is a slight pull, until the pull strength decreases. I quickly pulled the fish before he left. Waahs... I got a pretty big fish.


My heart says that Calya should love this fish. But as soon as I turned around, I couldn't find the woman anywhere. Where's she?


When I called him. My sense of hearing caught the soft sound of water. I followed the direction of his voice. The sound came not far from my fishing position. Behind the bamboo grove, I saw a woman bathing.


The clear river water only exposed his body to half of his back. His white, soft shoulders reflected the morning sunlight. His gray hair was already wet when splashed by the river water. Really am... Is beautiful. Too bad that woman turned her back on me.


The woman dived into the river. Leave air bubbles that rise to the surface of the river. When his head stuck back up, his wiggly arm was raised upwards. To cover his eyes from the sun. I saw half of his face. Her cheeks looked red with a wet face.


Wait for... This is not good, is it? Am I not peeping now at a bathing woman? But the scene I saw felt strange. I think I've been peeping like this before. But I don't remember for sure whether it was true or not. Because my heart only gives a familiar feeling without any memory.


"Sister, get up." Hallin's voice echoed in my head. When I opened my eyes again, I was back in the back seat of my house.


Hallin woke me up with Virong in his arms. I took Virong, and rubbed him. I felt her soft fur between my fingers.


"Rajendra! You're cheating behind my back! Hmphh!" Calya's distinctive voice echoed in my ear. As soon as I turned towards the origin of the sound, I found nothing but a swaying green bush.


"Lin, did you hear anything?"


Hallin just looked at me with a confused look. "Aren't you delirious, huh? Already, get up and wake up, I said Brother went to sleep in the room alone."