Who Am I?
Rested

Rested

Ah, it's the next day. I tried to move a little to check my condition. But when it was done, my body seemed to crumble into thousands of pieces.

"Aaaarr!!!" I'm sure this is what I call pain. Strange, why do I feel pain?

I can't move a bit. Moving a little can make me scream because of the excruciating pain. I looked around, as if I didn't know this place at all.

But it seems like my screams were heard by someone. Proven by some hasty steps that come to this room. The first person to open the door of this foreign room was Ratna. The young blonde girl who claimed to be my sister.

"Sister! Is brother okay?"

"I'm fine, just a little sick" I said.

Remembering one thing, I asked Ratna. "If I'm here, what about my school?"

Ratna's face was very upset at the time. He acted like I made a mistake, it confused me. Ratna asked the waiter standing behind her to get something. It was a mirror. Ratna turned the mirror to my face.

"Indeed Brother is able to go to school with this face? There's a human on the fear later." He said with a sneer.

What I saw in the mirror was not a pale cold face. But the face of a black panther. Maybe it's just a picture, not a mirror. I blink my eyes, if the picture flashes then it's really me.

I saw the tiger blink as well. "It's like a dream, how could I be a tiger? Hallin must not have woken me."

I still can't believe the truth. What the hell am I looking at? It must be just a dream. I may be a big tiger. Even if I was a male spirit, it must be human. The image that Rini made at that time was human.

"Dreams can make you feel this pain?!" Ratna reached up to my arm, then moved it to the area where I could see my eyes.

"Grraaoooo!" The roar came out of my mouth. To vent the pain I had never felt before, I shouted. But what was heard from my throat was a roar.

"really right? Still saying this is a dream?" Ratna looked annoyed as she spoke.

Shit, reality has slapped me. With pain I've never felt before, I'm pretty sure this is the truth. I took a long breath. Then start saying everything I know to Ratna.

I spoke at length while looking at my hand, which turned out to be the claws of a savage beast. I'm lyric ratna, he just shrugged. "I don't know Sis, but Sister-in-law isn't anywhere. I'm sure he's the one who helped Brother keep his promise. Neither I nor I knew that Brother had an appointment with that human man, but we didn't know what made Brother say the promise. Only Brother-in-law knows the truth. We all know how my brother is. Even if Big Brother's memory seals, Big Brother is still a man who holds his promise. I love you very much, but I'm also worried about you. For now I hope Brother rests well. Let Brother-in-law help you."

Ratna rubbed my head, her tiny hands as if they hadn't touched my head. But I still want to know one thing before he leaves.

"Ratna, tell me one thing."

Ratna who will stand up again sits down. He did not speak as if he was waiting for me to speak. "Tell me, until when am I going to lie down like this? And why did I become a tiger? Rini said that I was a grown man, so why did I become a big tiger?"

"Of course until Brother is healed. Why become a tiger? Brother, we are the Leopard Demon. We are able to attain human form once our strength reaches a certain limit. Yet after being severely injured or having our strength drained so much, we will return to our original form." Ratna shrugged her shoulders. Before leaving he approached my ear and whispered.

"Hei Kak, when it's time for lunch later Mother will help Brother Eat. Be ready to hear the talk, prepare your ears not to bleed. Ehaha..." Then he left me again. With the whole waiter accompanying him.

I just sighed. Ever since I was able to remember something, I hated long sentences or nagging. My ears are itching when I hear it. It was a natural feeling. Something that is with me.

I took a long breath. Some of the secrets I know are not enough to evoke the memories held in my soul. I wanted my memory back, but it wasn't too rushed. Let's relax and sit down to enjoy what's there. Sleep, dreaming will make you better. By embracing beautiful dreams, your mood can be better.

I stared at my claws that had been moved by Ratna. The short black fur strands felt beautiful and dazzling. Hehehe, it's only fitting that I've loved black all this time. Looks like this is the reason.

.....

"Rajendras... Wake up... " I admit that it's my name. The soft and soft voice sounded comfortable in my ears.

When I opened my eyes, I smiled when I saw her. He rubbed my head. The rubbing feels very comfortable and soothing. "According to Mom's estimation, you'll be cured in a few months. This small wound should heal within a few hours. But your own soul is exhausted. Your power is reduced by half after you seal your memories. The absorption of your power by the cat woman has made you weaken to the point of having to change to your original form to maintain your existence. If only Calya hadn't brought you to me right away, you would have been my son! You little fool! If I had banned you from dating out back then, you wouldn't have made that stupid promise! Ughhhh! Every time I think about it, I want it to feel like I'm grilling you into a barbeque!"

Mom looked very upset, her hands looked like someone who wanted to hit me, and punished me. But not because I am sick. "Mom can punish me after it's over. Wait for me to finish my promise. After that I will do whatever it takes to make up for what I have missed over the past nineteen years. "

Mother grinned until her long fangs were seen by me. "Hehe... Then make Mother the cute little grandkids. Whether it's a jungle cat or a tiger doesn't matter."

"Mother..."

"Why? He said he'd do anything..."

I just gave her a smile. Then Mom started feeding me with red porridge. It doesn't feel bad even though the color is too eccentric.