
This is the last time I can touch her. Kissing her fragrance that I always liked, inserting my finger in her dark hair. Feeling him rule over me with his body*hnya and tubu*hku responded perfectly. Last time, it made me hug her tighter and beg again.
"Moon, how could you break up with me. You need me to calm you down..."
"Alex, don't stop." I hugged her almost hunched*put my finger to her back(hung.
"Don't drink your pin, let me make you a little Mafia lord."
"Fu*ck you..." I cursed with the proposal he gave me.
"I'm ..(fu*ck you now)" I couldn't help but laugh. She tidied up my messy hair, looking at my eyes staring at her while our bodies were still wrapped around each other.
"Moon, can't you believe I can protect our son?"
"Not that I don't believe. I prefer the idea of our son having an Uncle in Paris. It wasn't the idea he had an Uncle who was hostile to his family in Paris." He took a long breath. Kissing me desperately, I was also desperate, was this hatred so hard to reconcile.
"You are the Moon angel." Those words mean nothing if I can't change his mind. I just smiled a little.
Late semankin night. I didn't want to fall asleep, all I wanted was to see his face again and hug him.
"I'll be back Saturday afternoon. When are you going to DC, say hello to Eliza, I haven't called her to congratulate you?"
"Friday afternoon."
"When you come back."
"Maybe in two weeks. I don't know, I'll be back with Mom..."
"Don't miss you for long."
"I'll miss you too." I will miss you but I know after this I will never see you again.
He looked at me gently. Unfortunately I won't be able to see that glare again. My heart is sliced now, broken I can't find that look anymore.
"Do you sleep first." He was tired, his eyes closed as he spoke while hugging me. He soon fell asleep with a calm breath. I wanted to touch her face but was afraid to wake her up. All I do now is cry in silence. Roll by tear made my eyes blur, knowing I had to leave her and would never see her again.
After this I won't see her again, I'll block her number once I'm ready to say goodbye. And won't see him again. He could only meet me after talking to Albert. Albert will defend me and talk to him.
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"I'll call you later okay." He sent me a message when he was leaving.
"Yes, be careful."
"You have panda eyes." I grimaced.
"It's just fatigue."
"Fatigue because I hugged. You were so naughty last night." I laughed at his words. I cried with satisfaction last night, I don't think I have any more tears today.
"Jaga yourself. Careful." I hold her so tight now.
"Hollow up to DC, I'll call you okay."
"Just be yourself." I was crying again.
"Why you? I'm just going to NY, for Christ's sake, you want to come to NY? Let's go?"
"No. I'm fine, go." He looked at me worriedly.
"You sure are fine. We've talked about this, we'll find a way okay. There will be a way out. You and I will not be separated. Why do you act like you won't see me again."
"It's okay, I just love you too much Mr. Mafia." I wiped my tears and tried to smile, why is this so sad. Seeing him last time, I can't bear this.