Not Just a Dream
Go home

Bagas staring at the mobile phone screen. Repeatedly looking at the photo of her togetherness with Renata. Kangen, maybe that's the right word for him right now. His chest tightened until he had to supply oxygen to breathe. Renata's figure diverted his heart and could not move. His mind was tormented from always thinking of Renata who was far away. 

Do you miss me, like I miss you, Re. Will you forgive me. I'm sorry I let you go alone.

"Master is okay?" tanya Akio made Bagas surprised, swiftly putting his phone into his pants pocket. Scared, everyone knows what happened to him. 

"No, when do we leave?" ask Bagas on some of Grandpa Liam's bodyguards. Make sure, want to quickly arrive at the land of birth and meet with the lover. Error, more precisely the former fiancee. 

Grandpa Liam's departure to Indo was pushed back due to his poor health, even Liam's grandfather had to be treated for two days to recover his condition. His age is too old to make his endurance weak and often sickly. Moreover, Grandpa Liam has a history of stomach acid disease that often recur. 

"Awhile more. Sir, we've set up a private jet, waiting for the great sir." 

Hearing that, Bagas moved and walked into Grandpa Liam's room. 

The old man with the characteristic wrinkled skin as well as the gray hair was sitting in front of the window. His eyes focused outward. People whose lives are full of puzzles. Since the departure of his son and the death of his wife, Liam's grandfather never told anyone about his life, including Gina. 

Bagas walked slowly towards Liam's grandfather. Kneel beside him. Looking at the eyes that are so cute and glazed. 

"What did Grandpa think?" ask Bagas without hesitation. Wanting to help Grandpa Liam, shouldering a little of the burden that befell. 

"Gina's Happiness." Grandpa Liam clasped Bagas' hand tightly. "promise! If I die someday, take good care of Gina" Grandpa Liam asked. 

Bagas lowered his head. The request was very heavy to be directly accepted by him.

There are a lot of things Bagas has to think about to nod. Not willing to lie and give hope that can not be ascertained, at this time his heart is still sculpted for Renata.

"Grandfather." exclaimed Gina from the doorway. 

The arrival of the girl saved Bagas from Liam's grandfather's unanswered question, Bagas was relieved, at least he still had time to think again. 

Not only Gina, Akio and Mondi also come and tell if the plane is ready. 

There is no discussion whatsoever, although curious about the purpose of Liam's grandfather coming to Indo, Bagas did not dare to ask, he just followed what the bodyguards said to continue to be beside his Master. 

During the trip, Gina sat in front of Liam's grandfather, facing each other with Bagas who was at his grandfather's side, slightly talking about the newly designed business. 

The plane with a passenger capacity of sixteen people was very comfortable, spacious and luxurious bed, but still Bagas' heart felt narrow and agitated at the thought of Renata. 

Upon arrival at the international airport, Bagas immediately contacted Jerry who was already in the parking lot. It took them a few minutes, they met. 

Bagas approaches Jerry and the two drivers are busy stuffing Akio's luggage.

"You take grandfather and the others to the hotel, me and Jerry want to go for a while" said Bagas slowly.

"Well, sir," the two drivers answered in unison. 

Back to approach Liam's grandfather who was sitting in one of the pickup cars.

"Sorry, I can't take Grandpa to the hotel" Bagas said from outside the car.

"I want to come with you." Gina said with spoiled. Pulling the Bagas hand tight to make the empu grimace.

"I have important business. It's a matter of work." Bagas assured, he hoped Gina would not be a hindrance to his business this time. 

Forced Gina to nod and close the windshield. After the car carrying Liam's grandfather's entourage passes, Bagas rides in the car with Jerry. 

"We're going to Aunt Nurmala's house, I want to see Renata."

Bagas bit his finger, a sense of regret re-emerged to fill his chest. 

I'm sorry, Re. I'm selfish, I should be more concerned with you than work. 

Aarrgghh

Unconsciously Bagas groaned to make Jerry shocked. He stared at Bagas from the hanging reflection of the rearview. 

There was a long sigh, Bagas returned Jerry's gaze directly. 

"Did you know Renata's home?"

"No, after the race announcement, I thought you and Renata were still together enjoying spring."

"He went straight home with Derya" Bagas quickly responded. 

"What's? How can?" his screeches. 

As Bagas left, he was too focused on work in the office and there was no time to relax outside. 

"Could, he, would have had legs. It's all my fault. I made him go." 

Bagas' face looked gloomy. Holding regrets that have no edge. The feeling of wanting to meet is so great. Bagas was impatient and wanted to hurry to the destination. 

"Do you think he'll forgive me? The ring I gave you has been removed" he said. Finally he solved the problem that had been residing in the chest. 

Bagas did not tell anyone and chose to hold it himself, for him quite Jerry who knows. Only that man can help her. 

"Then, where's the ring?" jerry asked later, his hands still focused on the steering wheel. 

Bagas reached into the pocket of pants. Take the diamond ring that was thrown. Grip it tightly. 

"I'm sure Renata will forgive you, but __"

Jerry's words stopped, he stared fixedly at Bagas' increasingly riled up face. 

"But what?"

"But you have to promise not to repeat the same mistake. If that happens, maybe Renata won't forgive you either." 

If it can bring us together, I promise I won't listen to anyone but you.

The car stopped in front of Ms. Nurmala's house. Bagas down and run. Going inside without knocking on the door, the only place she was going to was Renata's room. 

"Re, open the door!" exclaim Bagas while knocking. 

The atmosphere of the house was quiet, even Nurmala was invisible. Several times Bagas kept tapping and calling Renata's name. There is no truth from within. Bagas ran into the kitchen looking for a maid. 

"Bi, aunty," cried Bagas. 

"Is there a pa, Den?" Aunt wiped her hands, approaching the worried-looking Bagas. 

"Bi, is Renata here?" tanya Bagas enthusiastically. 

"Anu, Anu Den, Non Renata is leaving the house."

"I mean, Auntie?" Bagas made sure the aunt's words were not yet fully clear. 

"Non Renata left here, he said he wanted to live alone in the apartment."

Feet Bagas bending. Tired of heart, tired of soul. He leaned his back against the solid white wall. 

"When did it go, Bi?" 

Bagas lirih's voice. Take off the jacket that wrapped his body for a few hours. 

"Yesterday, with Den Derya." 

Why should Derya, I'm jealous to see you with her. Didn't you realize when I showed you that photo. I'm jealous to see you with him.