Not Just a Dream
Disconnecting

Renata. Closing his eyes with both palms. Feeling the glare of sunlight that hit his face. Wiggling, stretching his muscles that feel stiff due to sleeping in a narrow place.

"What time is this?" ask her with her eyes still closed. Faintly Renata heard the sound of music from the front. 

There's no answer. Renata slowly opened her eyes and looked around her. 

"Where is this?" Justifying his sitting position, look to the left right. The room was very small and filled with seats. 

"This is Derya's car, and where is she?" Still talking to myself. 

After exiting the hotel, Renata continued to shed her tears until she fell asleep due to fatigue. 

Renata opened the car door, staring at some passing people enjoying the beautiful cherry blossom view. 

From a distance, a wave of hands stopped Renata's eyes. Derya's figure walked towards her with a bouquet of flowers in her hand. 

"Are you awake?" derya asked while thrusting flowers in front of Renata. 

"Who is this for? Why don't you wake me up?" asked Renata to put her lips together. 

Cherry blossoms are accepted, Renata inhales deeply the distinctive scent that soothes the soul. Her chest full day was squeezed with jealousy. 

"Congratulations, this is a gift for you for defeating me. I'm waiting for you at the next gallery." Derya challenges the increasingly cute Renata with her disheveled hair. 

Renata smiled and thanked me again. 

"Re, don't fight with Bagas anymore. I don't want anyone else taking advantage of this situation."

Whether Renata should what, Derya's words this time directly penetrated into the recesses of the heart, like a brother who gave advice to his sister. 

"But Bagas is selfish, he prefers others over me." 

Derya stood beside Renata. They were looking in the same direction. 

Derya tells the beginning of the emergence of her conflict with Bagas, one by one dismantling what was hidden. 

As an older brother who saw his sister get hurt, it would definitely not be hearty. However, this time Derya began to realize that love can not be forced. Like Melinda and Bagas who ended up breaking up too despite loving each other. 

"Later I'll talk again with Bagas. Now we go back yuk, who knows Bagas already home." 

The hotel

"Where are you going, Re?"

Bagas pacing back and forth in Renata's room. Occasionally looking at the circular clock in his hand, he sometimes opened the door staring at the elevator door, hoping that Renata would come soon. His phone could not be reached making Bagas worried, wanted to contact Derya, but his ego was still too high, prestige if you have to be kind first. 

The sound of crisp laughter adorned Bagas' ears. The door opened slightly until the sound of conversation slipped in. 

The door is wide open

Renata stopped his steps staring at Bagas who was pecking beside the bed. 

"Gapain mas is here?" renata asked curiously, his face was flat like a freshly dried brick. 

Renata passed through the tall strapping body, placed the flowers and took off his shoes and bag. He came back to Bagas and looked at the light brown bead. 

"Mas has been since?" ask Renata for the second time. 

Many want to ask questions. However, he was still tight-lipped and focused more on Renata's eyes which were still a little puffy. 

"Where have you and Derya been?" ask Bagas expressionlessly. 

Renata sat on the bed, he grabbed Bagas' hand and broke his fist.

"Mas, I want to go home, my goal here is to follow the race, right. Now that it's over, I miss my mother," Renata said. 

"No way, Grandpa told me to work at his company for a few days, after everything's normal, we're home."

Bagas refused without instead. It was as if Renata's feelings were not important to him. 

"Mas, don't you feel weird about Grandpa Liam? Renata could not bear her suspicions anymore, "I mean, it looks like she's trying to separate us and bring you closer to Gina."

Bagas scrunched his forehead. Lose lips. Releasing Renata's hand from earlier grasped her. 

"Don't overdo it, it's just your mind. Me and Grandpa just talk about work."

Renata stood up until the two looked at each other. 

"But there's Gina, right? You met him? And I'm sure you're talking to each other, too."

"Gina is Liam's grandfather's granddaughter. He must be at his house" Bagas argued not to lose.

Renata snorted, in what other way explained to Bagas. Will a newly started relationship have to unravel and break up just because of a problem caused by someone else? 

"But I don't want you to see him again, Mas," Renata asked seriously. 

"I let you out with Derya, even I was silent when Derya kissed you."

Renata shook his head and grabbed Bagas' burly body. However, Bagas immediately pushed Renata's tiny body into the bed. 

"Kiss, what do you mean?" reset Renata. He wanted an explanation for the accusations he never made. 

Bagas pulled out his phone and showed Renata some photos. 

"Look, isn't this a kiss? It's hugs. Now that you can't dodge anymore, it turns out you're not as innocent as I thought."

Bagas looked cynical, his affectionate face vanished instantly. Now there is only Bagas who hunted anger. There was no mercy for Renata who had already shed tears. 

"I accidentally met Derya's mas at the supermarket, and she didn't kiss me" Renata said. 

It seemed like the demons had circled around Bagas' body so that the man could not believe Renata's words anymore. 

Bagas turned his body and walked towards the door, but his steps stopped as Renata called out to him. 

"Mas, I'm going to stay home, with or without you." 

Bagas turned his head, "Please, if you leave without me, that means you want to separate from me. The prospective wife will definitely support her partner in any circumstances, including work. But in fact, you only think about yourself."

Renata lowered his head. Staring at the diamond ring embedded in his ring finger. 

Slowly he took it off and approached Bagas. Rubbing her tears. 

"Whatever you say. We have to introspect ourselves. I'm not going to ban you from getting too close to other women, that's your right. Maybe I don't deserve you. A cleaning service person should know themselves and not dream of being the wife of a CEO."

For some reason, Bagas' chest felt pain hearing Renata's striking speech. Renata grabs the lover's hand and raises it. Put the ring on the man's palm. 

"I can't be the woman you want me to be. I want to fight with all my heart. Thank you for all this time you've helped me achieve my dream. It illuminated my pitch-black heart."

Bagas thermangu, the whole body feels stiff. His blood froze and could do nothing.

Goodbye to Bagas. I will always remember you as a good person who has been in my life.