Not Just a Dream

Not Just a Dream
Retaliated


Renata sat on the edge of the bed. The sun has already revealed its light. However, flinching is the only way to relieve pain due to an overnight incident. 


The door was knocked from the outside many times 


Renata just looked over without moving. The knob also turned. It seemed like someone behind the door wanted to force their way in. 


"You've gone too far, my dear. You're more concerned with others than I am." 


Renata grabbed the phone that was on the nightstand. One hand still holds a pillow that is pure white. Some of her tears were soaked to the wet. 


"Hello, Derya, what else?" asked Renata with a loud breath. 


From the bottom of his heart, he did not want to deal with other men, but Bagas' attitude encouraged him to do that.


"Jogging, it's over soon. Why why?" Derya rubbed the sweat that soaked her entire body. Surprised by Renata who contacted him early in the morning.


"I'm bored in my room, I want to get out." 


Renata's brain could not think clearly and wanted to reciprocate the behavior of Bagas that made his heart hurt. 


"Well, you wait there, I take a shower." 


After getting an answer from Derya, Renata got up from her seat. Staring at his eyes from the mirror. 


"I can't look so sad. Let it be, if Bagas has not yet understood my feelings, it means that he does not love me completely. I can't expect more from him. I don't want to love, it'll hurt more."


The sound of knocking still echoed. However, Renata did not care and chose to go to the bathroom to clean himself. 


Cannons her face with a slightly thick makeup to cover her eyes that are still reddened. Wearing pretty sexy clothes to look beautiful in the eyes of Bagas. Renata grabbed her handbag and opened the door. 


Bagas was still pecking at the door. The man was astonished by Renata's appearance. 


"Do you want to take me out?" tanya Bagas enthusiastically. Can't read Renata's sad look wrapped in a sweet smile. 


"Aren't you busy with Gina? I'd better find someone else who can accompany me" Renata said without staring. 


Bagas furrowed his brows. He felt overwhelmed by Renata's words. 


"For last night I'm sorry, it was __"


Bagas stopped his words as Renata raised one hand. 


"Not to be discussed anymore, we are not husband and wife yet. It's up to you to walk with anyone, I don't care."


Renata's eyes had been bathed in clear liquid. If he remembered about that, his heart felt torn apart, a bloodless pain.


"Why are you, I just took Gina to the supermarket, is that wrong?" Bagas did not want to budge, even he raised his voice. 


Renata folded her hands together, her eyes constantly staring at the door of Derya's room that was still tightly closed. 


There was a long breath of Bagas. The man was silent, continuing to digest what mistake Renata was angry about. 


To the supermarket but up to three hours, what a natural mas, I don't even know what time you go home and what you do with it. 


Renata only spoke in his heart. This sunny morning did not want to dissolve in the debate caused by a small problem. 


"It's none of my business, want you to anterin to the supermarket or college every day, I don't care, either" Renata replied.


Bagas rubbed his face rough, he did not understand Renata's way of thinking. Just this time facing a lame woman. Melinda used to be mature and understand herself, even though she was never angry with her attitude that often left her. However, Renata was already angry with just one small matter. 


"Re, if you're angry because last night, I'm sorry. Now we better eat, I've been waiting for you." 


The loud voice disappeared. Bagas grabbed Renata's hand. However, quickly the girl brushed him off, as if resisting the touch of Bagas.


"I've eaten." Still a tinge, according to Renata sorry alone is not the end of the dispute. He wanted Bagas to be sensitive and tell him what he was doing with Gina without being told. 


Gently stroked Renata's hand. 


"I have an appointment with someone else, so you just take a break."


Bagas closed his eyes. Having to behave how else, sometimes Renata's childish nature makes her anxious, but currently makes Bagas upset. 


"Who's the guy?" tanya Bagas is getting smoother. Curious, the article in Japan Renata does not know anyone but himself. 


"Mas Derya," Renata replied hesitantly. 


He did not want to make the problem more complicated, but all was already done. 


Bagas wide with hardened jaws. Both of his hands clenched perfectly and were ready to hit something. The fire had enveloped him. Angry, maybe the right word for Bagas at the moment. 


The sound of a cell phone in a pants pocket parses a rumble in the chest. Bagas reached into it and stared at the name that was flashing on the screen. 


Without waiting any more time, Bagas shifted the green badge of the receiving sign. 


"Hello, Kek, what's wrong?" ask Bagas. 


It must be Liam's grandfather again. 


"Bagas, can you come here?" 


Bagas looked at Renata who looked indifferent to him. 


"What's up, Cake?" Is this important?" ask Bagas later. 


"It's important that I have a big company. Looking at your intelligence, I want you to hold that place."


Renata lowered her head, albeit from a cell phone connection. He could hear Grandpa Liam's words clearly. 


"Ta.. but, Cake __" 


"Have it, don't think much more, many want the place, but I have to rethink. I think you are the most appropriate person" said Liam's grandfather, who left Bagas speechless.


"Hurry up, I'll wait."


Not yet able to answer, the connection has been cut.


"Grandpa Liam told me to go to his house."


That's just the reason for her, and I'm sure there will soon be drama between you and Gina.


No more words than that. 


Bagas stepped straight into the elevator. Not heeding Renata who was staring at her back with tears in her eyes. 


After Bagas' back disappeared, Renata collapsed on the floor, shedding her tears that had been held in the fertilizer. 


"You're bad, Mas. I thought you would prevent me and apologize sincerely. But what, you're more concerned with other people."


"Re, what's wrong with you?" asked Derya suddenly, not knowing when the man came, Renata did not realize because he was busy with what happened. 


Derya crouched down to embrace Renata's back which shook with tears. 


"Mas, I want to go out to calm my mind" Renata said on the sidelines of her crying. 


Derya smiled, "I'll accompany you."


Derya's heart throbbed when she saw Renata's tears. Still vividly recalling her mistake that almost made the girl unholy again.


I'll make amends for what I did, Re. I will always be there for you. Back up when you're sad, I'm sorry.