BARSHA

BARSHA
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I didn't want to go abroad because my English was so bad and I didn't know any language other than my own, so I didn't want to, I was afraid that I would even add a burden to Varel later, if I went with him, but unfortunately the two damn humans beside me actually rejected it subtly first to Aunt Nina, at the same time even sacrificed me to come with Varel.


"Ah... Auntie I really wanted to come, but unfortunately there's a basketball game that I have to play tomorrow, so there's no way I'm canceling it all out like this, what if Barsha's alone." His words were pointing towards me.


I had widened my eyes very wide at that time but unfortunately the Niko actually even followed me around to corner me until I could not resist anymore and could not dwell at all at that time.


"Aahh.iya is right, Barsha only, I must not be allowed by brother Anton to go that far, I can not speak a foreign language, either, and again I can't stand the weather abroad hehe.." his reply reasoned the most absurd.


"Heh. What do you think of the weather abroad? There also has the same sun as the one above our sky, you fool!" My reply was upset whispering all of that to Niko's ears.


"Yes already if you have an obstacle Aunt also can not force the will, Barsha what about you, do you want? Aunty really hopes for you, especially if you are the closest to Varel all this time?" Aunt Nina said to me.


Seeing her face and those hopeful eyes made me not have the heart to reject her so that even though I knew I would not be able to accompany Varel by a hundred percent but I had to try it first, so I could only nod my head slowly with my face down and a little lethargic, but Aunt Nina was already very excited and so happy that she hugged me tightly, he even wanted to go straight to my parents to ask them for permission.


"Wahh.. thank you so much Barsha you are the best, yes what if now we go to your house, let Auntie ask permission from them and you can pack her things first." Aunt Nina said to me.


I agreed, he immediately pulled my hand with a tight grip and his eyes just kept shining, he showed his happiness too clearly in front of me until when on the street he spoke to me again.


"Barsha, you know no, Aunt is so happy you got close to Varel, you're the only woman who can be close to him, even Aunty herself who is her birth mother can't be as close as you are to spending time with Varel, you have to take good care of her, and the benefits of time there for a vacation, are, since the lomb is only one day and it is not even half a day, you can have Varel take you to the beautiful places there, he will definitely be willing if that is your request." Aunt Nina said to me.


I could only respond to her with a big smile and continue to nod slowly to her, as I myself did not understand what Aunt Nina really meant to me, actually I feel like Aunt Nina seems to trust me so much and like throwing away her child for me to foster, the article every time only I can accompany Varel, he said, take care of him and always replace the position of Aunt Nina who is always busy with her work every day and every time.


Until after being inside the house and Aunt Nina has said all the intentions and purposes of her arrival to my house, immediately my family was wide-eyed staring with eyes that almost came out of their own petals at that time.


"Huh? Nina are you sure you can trust Barsha to look after your genius son? It's nothing, Nina, but you know what Barsha's IQ is, she's not even smarter than an ape." Said the mother who humbled her own daughter in front of others, comparing me to animals again.


"CK...Mom this is nothing, am I that stupid?" My mind feels very unhappy.


"Ahaha...Come on, your daughter is amazing, maybe she's not good at academics, but look at how she's good at socializing and communicating well in society at large, that's what my son needs, that's what my son needs, he was very shy maybe he would have trouble if there was no one who dared like Barsha to accompany him abroad later, later on, you do not have to worry about any costs on the responsibility of the race lawyer, even Barsha can get souvenirs from there later. I promise you." Said Aunt Nina while holding my mother's hand.


If hearing about souvenirs is certain my mother will not reject him, he is the most human eyes duitan among all of us, while the father always lost to the mother, while the father always lost to the mother, absolutely can not dwell and can only obey all the decisions that mother did.


Even I feel the head of the family in this house is not the father but the mother who doubles as one and the father only acts as a walking ATM.


"Ahaha.you are too generous Nina, you know what is troubling my mind, then I allow it, I also believe in you and Varel, too, it's been Barsha is indeed better to spend her time off accompanying Varel, so that her brain can be a little displaced when she goes to university later." Reply mother to Aunt Nina.


It felt so shameful for me to face Aunt Nina with a mother like this, but how else, I could not choose to be born from which woman, she said, just being able to give up and try to accept all of this bitter destiny airily despite the fact that my chest was very narrow.


Aunt Nina went straight home and she told me not to come back to her house, so I would be prepared as well because tomorrow I would go to the airport early in the morning, because the flight was on the first schedule, I nodded and obeyed him.


I just drove Aunt Nina to the front gate and just got back home, mom, Wili and Lea stood waiting for me and they immediately put on a cheerful face while continuing to help me to improve and pack my belongings into the suitcase at that time.


"Barsha look, you're gonna need this towel there, you're gonna have to take it." Mother said busy herself.


"You also bring these sandals, don't wear your already ugly sandals, and don't embarrass me as your sister, you should be able to speak English at least say yes if you agree and no if you don't want to, do you understand?" Said Leah to me.


Plus the Willi who had taken his shoes with him and had kindly lent them to me, this was the first time they had been this kind of nice to me.


"Here I also want to lend my favorite shoes to you, just be careful not to be damaged, do not scuff and do not dirty it!" Said he didn't seem sincere about lending it to me.


He said that while looking intently at me and holding out the shoes he held before me, it was obvious that he was forced to lend them to me, hearing his words and the look on his face I dared to take the shoe from him but because he urged me and the mother who followed him told me to take it, I had to accept it anyway, although it will be a troublesome thing later.


"Aishh.if you don't want your shoes to be dirty already don't lend them all, if I use them it will certainly be dirty there's no way I'm wearing shoes but walking by hand, are you crazy." I replied while shaking to him, and quickly snatched the shoe from his hand.