BARSHA
Looking Varel

I quickly pulled his hand and immediately took Varel away to a crowded place and many roadside food wheels there.

I kept asking for his wallet so I could hold it, because then I could use his money freely, I also do not need to feel bad for him because I have asked for permission and in accordance with what he gave.

"eeehh.. Barsha why did you bring me here?" Ask him at that time.

"So, let's give me your wallet quickly." I said to him, extending my hand at that moment.

"This, but we'd better just go, yeah, there's too many people I feel uncomfortable with." Said to me at that time.

I knew Varel was indeed a very shy introvert and a loner, he always felt lethargic and lacked the slightest energy when it came to a place that many people like this, he said, but that was his punishment I deliberately brought him here to make him dare to face many people, not to remain silent and only have friends around the complex, even if I invite him to play, if not since childhood he is always away from everyone and it is very difficult for me to persuade him at first.

Now that he can only play like this with me and can chat cheerfully to me freely, previously he was so closed and rarely met many people, at all, his days are always busy with work and work, there is nothing he does anymore than work on the robot project.

But indeed he has a brain that is very clever and rarely owned by humans in general.

It's just that his reticent and shy attitude always makes him buried and away from many people as if they consider him as someone who is not good at socializing and strange, as if they are, though Varel is just an ordinary introvert like other introverts and a little busy with lessons.

So when he asked to leave from there, I quickly pulled his hand and held him firmly, I will not let him go and talk about him leaving just like that.

"Eeehh..where are you, anyway today you have to accompany me to try out all the five-footed foods that are here, you know that the chicken satay there is very good, let's go buy it." I said as I continued to forcefully withdraw Varel's hand.

Even though he seemed so distressed by me and just kept holding my shoulders tightly, because he did not want to get close to others, I also felt a little uncomfortable because he just kept sticking and did not want to walk a little away from me, until several times my shoes were stepped on by his feet and made me feel annoyed.

"Huhh...hei Varel can you walk a little far away from me, I've already held your hand, what else do you need to worry about?" I said to him with a pretty upset face.

But at that time I was still trying to hold back the resentment in me because I didn't want to get angry at people as good as Varel, especially I knew he was like this because he had his reasons.

"Barsha I can't, I'm afraid you and I will split, I don't know the direction and can't walk find you if we're separated, because there are so many people around here." Reply to me.

I could only exhale violently hearing the words from him, he was really very silly in my mind back then, how could an adult seem to be directional blind and so scared of getting lost, she said, even in the middle of a crowd like this even if we get lost he can go home first by himself, later also will definitely meet again with me.

But how else, his name is also Varel I cannot do anything to him, other than to grasp him and speak slowly to persuade him not to continue to hold my shoulder or the tip of my clothes as I am today, because it makes it very difficult for me to move and move my legs freely.

"Huh....Varel I tell you yes, I will not let go of my hand to you, and you will not be lost as long as I am beside you, but if you continue to hold both of my shoulders like a blind man, you're the one who's gonna be embarrassed to see so many people, and to be honest I feel so uncomfortable in this kind of position." My reply was to try to give him some understanding.

He finally wanted to release his grip from both shoulders slowly and immediately return hand in hand with me.

I was so glad that he wanted to obey what I said to him, at least now I've been able to move freely and there's no need to fear that my clothes will be damaged because they continue to hold and pull strong enough.

"Well, so good, let's get in line." I replied with a big smile to him.

He is already like a child that I must refer slowly to a well-arranged and kind speech, only then willing to obey me and not fight back in the least, until my order was ready and I paid for it immediately, I had to give up my hand on Varel because then I had to open his wallet including taking the food from the seller there.

But when I let go of her hand for a moment, she was already dragged away by someone else and I couldn't see her anymore, only hearing her screaming voice calling out to me frantically at that moment.

"eehh...Varel..you where...astaga..the child is-anything, why he let go of his hand, he can continue to hold my hand even though we do not join hands, aaahh...Varel where are you hey!" I called him at that moment.

"Barsha.I'm right here, Barsha..." Shouted Varel again at that moment.

I couldn't see it with two packs of satay in my hand I just kept staring around where there were a lot of people passing by and around and it was quite difficult for me to find Varel's whereabouts back then.

As I know, Varel must be in a panic right now and he can't if left alone in this crowded place, I can't wait for long if Varel's wallet is in my hands, he didn't bring any money, I called him and tried to reach him until he answered my call in a loud, vibrating voice.

I knew he would definitely panic to this kind of fear.

"Hello...Varel are you okay? Where're you?" I asked in that phone call.

"Barsha, help me... I'm afraid Barsha I don't know where I am right now, but there are so many people around me and there's only a chair next to the road, I'm afraid there's a bad guy who's gonna take me, I don't know where to go, what should I do Barsha?" Reply to me at that time.

"Take it easy, you stay there and don't show yourself as if you're lost to someone else, just stand by and wait for me there, I'll find you, you don't go anywhere, do you understand?" Saying to him.

"I'm afraid Barsha, please don't close the call." Varel added to me at that time.

"Can't Varel my cell phone the pulse is limited probably will ma...." My speech wasn't finished yet but the call was cut off because the pulse on my phone was up and I couldn't make another phone call to him.

I just kept getting upset because I was so worried about Varel at the moment, especially when his call was cut off, I was afraid he was getting anxious.

"Aishh...fuck why must I die at the wrong time anyway, aahh I must immediately look for him, but where should I look for him, the place is very wide and there are so many people." My gertutuku feel confused on their own.

I kept thinking and trying to figure out the best way to find Varel faster, until half a thought for a while, I remembered what Varel had said in the previous phone call, who said that he was beside the road with a chair there, I think only this part of the road is close to a small park next to the city that only has a chair, I think, so that I just go there immediately.

Although the road was quite large and just as crowded as the previous street where the festival was held, I did not give up, just continued to walk around looking for Varel non-stop, but of course it takes time for me to go through all the streets on the edge of the big park, but everything is not in vain even though half an hour I walk it was not all the way just a few, just a few, I finally found you Varel's whereabouts.

He was crouching in the middle of the street holding his phone and looking pathetic, I was shocked to see it that way, even with the roaring breath and the sore knees from running around here and there nonstop, but seeing Varel in such a state, I can't wait any longer.

Immediately I called out to him and ran over to him at that moment.

"Varelle..." I screamed very hard at him.

Varel immediately raised his head and he immediately got up while running towards me very quickly.

She immediately hugged me so tightly, even to the point of twisting with my body lifted by her, I could feel Varel's embrace being so tight back then and I knew she must have been so frightened before.

I felt really guilty about him at that moment.

"Barsha I'm so anxious, I don't think you're gonna make it to me, and I'm not gonna be able to go home because it's late and the visitors are getting more and more." Said to me.

I patted her shoulder hard enough at the time.

"Yet... You idiot! Who says I won't find you, I'll always find you wherever you are, you don't have to be that scared, you've grown up you've got to learn to remember all the directions, you know, you can't keep going like this." I replied to him until Varel looked a little grimacing in pain.

"Aaaahh.but for what I did that, the proof is that you can still find me, wherever I am so I don't have to worry even if I get lost, later, because I knew you'd come find me." Reply to him so confidently.

And without him knowing I needed a lot of effort to get to this place and find himself, besides that I had also been misplaced three times, because I myself don't really memorize all the streets around here.

But she easily spoke to me like that.

"Huh, if I'm not with you anymore what? You must learn to remember the direction of the road and you must never get lost again like this!" I yell at him hard.

"It's easy, you have to stay by my side so I don't have to remember all the ways, do you?" Reply to him who is still ridiculous.

"God, how else do I have to tell you, it's all wrong, you have to remember it yourself in order to go everywhere yourself too, you're a genius, you're a genius, your brain can absorb all the lessons easily and can remember them quickly, but why is it so hard to remember the direction of the road, aishh, so strange!" I replied to him with an anxiety to face him at that moment.

He just replied to me with a small laugh and I immediately returned his wallet to his pocket immediately, I no longer want to hold the money like that, because if he gets lost I don't have to worry too much, because he brings a lot of money with him, he will definitely go home alone with the money he has.

"Here, here I return your wallet I used the money to buy two portions one and a few drinks because I was tired of looking for you here and there before" I said as I gave the wallet to him immediately.

"It doesn't matter if you can use as much money as you want and whenever you want." Reply to him again as relaxed as before.

I could only nod my head with her and immediately hold her hand again, I deliberately pulled Varel's hand and wrapped it in my hand so that he could not escape again like before and made me have to look for him to and fro until the energy in my body became pregnant at that time.

"Come, stay like this while walking in the crowd with me, don't let go of your arms in my hands, do you understand!" Said telling him.

He nodded with a big smile and I patted his head because he was willing to comply quickly.

"Good.ayo we go home." Reply again and bring her home immediately.

I've been like a babysitter who had to look after a big baby like her, while walking I continued to enjoy the rest of the satay that I bought before and occasionally fed Varel with satay I think he wanted it because he kept staring at me who was enjoying the satay.