BARSHA
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Until my name began to be mentioned by the teacher's mother and I came forward to take my graduation decree, the medium-sized, long white envelope was given to me and the teacher's mother patted both my shoulders with a small smile, it made me even more anxious.

If I don't graduate this time, then I have to repeat 12th grade one more year and mom will curse or or even throw me out of the house and erase my name in her family.

It made me so anxious and so scared to open the white envelope with me at our high school, I can't wait to open it and just keep reading slowly and carefully in the faithful word, the sentence in the paper, and, until the middle part began to discuss about me and my last test scores that had been given by the teacher's mother before.

But that value still does not necessarily guarantee whether I will graduate or not, because the graduation value will be taken from the progress of students from one year ago, and compared to the current value, as it is, if it is better then he will pass if nearby it will still be understood, but if it is far different from reality then finish my history, then, will not graduate and still have to go back to school in this place while repeating everything from the beginning back.

And it was the thing I didn't want the most and it was a very annoying thing to imagine at the time.

"Let's open your envelope quickly." Say Kesi to me.

"Sissy, I can't afford this to be too scary for me, how about you just help me open it up?" I asked him for help at the time.

"Aishh .ya already, but you have to get ready yes, the problem is that I will open and read the contents of this envelope at once, there is no repetition of the word let alone have to repeat it, read it, can you hear it from me?" Say it to me at that moment.

I nodded quickly and confidently to him, until he began to open the envelope, in accordance with what Kesi had said before, the boy actually opened my envelope at once and was quite rude, until he started reading it out loud enough.

"Happy you graduated with an average rating of 80, and can get in your favorite university." The contents of the letter are accompanied by a row of test scores obtained by Barsha before.

I immediately widened my eyes very wide and felt very distrustful of what was said by Kesi at that time, so that at that time I took back the paper in Kesi's hands and read it directly.

The contents turned out to be the same and I couldn't help but feel good about myself, nor could I know the time, because it was free now, I immediately pranced in excitement standing up excitedly while brandishing my graduation scores with my right hand up, I want to tell everyone about the average value in my report that was obtained from the results of my efforts in the past few days, including the blessing of the prayers of my parents who accompanied me, even though I never saw my father and mother give me their full support, let alone pray for me as I had hoped for so much before.

"Aaahhh.I really did not expect, this is why it can be this way, aaaahh.I am very happy Kesi, must how now huaa.." I said to Kesi while continuing to pull Kesi clothes at that time.

"Hey..hey.keep your boundaries, there's still Master Ma'am, are you crazy huh?" Said the woman in front who looks like a student she's at the bottom of my school or often called a school where homeless children actually.

I immediately stopped and apologized to the woman as soon as possible, Kesi also immediately pulled my hand quickly until I sat back in my chair right then and there.

"Aahaha.sorry, I'm so happy, I'm sorry." I said using sign language to the woman who seemed annoyed with me, when she held her paper which also passed like me, but did not know what made her mood even worse like that.

"Aishh .. You've sat down so quickly to be ashamed, let's be quiet and not be excited like a madman!" Said Kesi looking at me sharply and gave me a warning.

Besides apologizing to the strange girl sitting in front of my desk, I also apologized and bowed to the teacher who had shared the graduation letter including all the classmates who had given me a sharp look before.

"Well kids if you want to see the rankings, you can see them in each shoe, all the rankings are unified into three classes because this is the end of your high school education, you will pursue a higher education at the best university and live a more mature life from now on, so many of you thank you." Said the teacher and left the class immediately.

All the children immediately ran outside and towards the mading in the main field that had been installed by the school before, I'm not interested in seeing it at all because I already know I can't possibly get a ranking, even though my test scores are good, it's still a daily test and the others are very bad, too, only the national exam is good, other than that everything else is very bad, so I don't want to see it. It would only make me ashamed of myself.

Kesi has even run fast, even he is willing to jostle with other children just to see his rank in the other four classes that compete with him. I just sat alone in the classroom and started to feel peace because no one was there.

"Aaahhh, finally I can be alone too, why not every day like this, would be happy to be sitting in a class like this, wahh. they are like ants that swarm sugar in the field." My gertutuku spoke to himself as he stared from the classroom window into the lower field at that moment.

Until not too long later, there was a Jepri who suddenly appeared beside me, almost making me shocked and aghast at that time.

"Oh my goodness..why are you here, didn't you come out?" I asked him while massaging my own chest.

He only smiled at me until the moment Jepri was about to speak and open his mouth, instead, Niko and Ciko appeared from the entrance of the class until Niko immediately walked in to me right when I turned to her at that time, he also directly pulled my hand and took me away from there quickly.

"Barsha." His voice called me at that moment.

"Ehh ..Niko, Kiko. Since when have you been there?" I asked them in wonder.

"Let's go home you're in fifty business that's so good compared to the previous one." Niko said as she continued to pull my hand forcefully and quickly.

I just raised both of my eyebrows and continued to feel astonished by what he said to me back then, I thought it was impossible to get into the fifty rank, which was impossible, because I usually rank 118 or 119. And the number of all the students in my class of 120, yes I was often in the second business from the end or the third, so when Niko said I was in the 50th, I was in the second business, it made me very surprised and unexpected, even I felt that my brain was increasing very rapidly.

"Eehh, right, am I really ranked 50th?" I asked him during the trip.

Niko did not answer me at all, she just pulled my hand and continued to take me by force to get away from her as soon as possible, she also looked like she was angry at me, she also looked like she was angry at me, though I have absolutely no idea where the mistake I made, to the point that he could pull my hand like this.

"So let's hurry you'll just mesh, don't talk too much." Reply to me.

"Hey ... Slow down dong, Niko you're what the hell, hey...Niko my hand hurts you keep pulling it so, I can walk alone!" My jolt began to get annoyed with him and immediately threw out my hand strongly.