BARSHA
Drafts

In the morning I woke up very early and opened the door to welcome the return of my mother, father and Willi, after they had gone for a few days to take care of Lea before, when I was about to go to school, Wili could even take a day off on the grounds of being tired, I also did not want to go to school anyway this was a very annoying day for me, which is none other than the day where the announcement of final exam scores will be shared, everything will be announced in the school, school mading, every know I always get embarrassed because it is always in the bottom two affairs, being the subject of ridicule of other friends or made a joke that is very unpleasant at all.

"Barsha you sent this letter to Wili's school yeah, she was so exhausted helping mom keep Lea in the hospital earlier, Lea was so sick she was hospitalized a few days, you don't make trouble." Said my mother while giving me a letter.

"Mom I don't want to go to school either, can you make me a letter too." I tried to persuade my mother then.

I forget that I am not as acidic as Wili who all his will is always obeyed, nor am I like Lea who has always been the pride of the family, for sure, my mother gave me a sharp look and terjia very hard telling me to leave the house immediately.

"What did you say? Go to school, or I won't buy you new clothes this year!" Mom's screams are ear-shaking.

The terrified me immediately rushed to put on my shoes quickly, and was about to leave the house as soon as possible, but I was just about to grab the doorknob, just now, mom called me back and apparently she posed a terrible threat to her own son.

"Hey wait, look out if you get a bad grade, let alone don't pass, I won't accept you into this house!" Mom said, narrowing her eyes and making me feel so horrified to hear it.

I swallowed my saliva with great difficulty and immediately nodded to mother, as she continued to urge me back then.

"Why are you quiet, let's answer!" Shake mom again to me.

"Yes yes, I've studied very hard before, you don't have to worry." My reply was to try to calm myself.

In fact, I was already very anxious, uncertain, and afraid of my test results, until in a state of fear and anxiety like this I was surprised by the sudden appearance of Varel in front of me when I just opened the fence of the house this morning.

"Oh my God, why are you suddenly here, are you a ghost, surprise me." My gertutuku.

She just smiled at me while scratching her back, then I kept looking at her with a strange feeling and wonder because it was not usual for Varel to appear in front of me this early.

"Hey, what do you want to stand in front of my fence?" Ask him.

"I want to ask if you came home yesterday after driving me home?" Ask him to me.

I started to feel nervous and my heart started to beat quite fast, remembering the events of yesterday that still made me feel nervous to face Varel, if discussing that.

"Aahh.I went straight home after putting you to sleep in your room, I also brought you Ciko helped yesterday you can ask her." I said to him.

Intentionally I said that so that he did not ask about anything else I was afraid that he realized the very embarrassing incident, I also felt very nervous, very nervous, with a slightly trembling leg and a hand that just kept on just couldn't stay still at that moment.

"Aahh. I thought you were.." said Varel to me while staring fixedly.

I was already very tense and curious about what Varel was going to say at that time, but Ciko suddenly appeared calling me along with Niko who was beside him, I asked him to go to school together.

"Hey Barsha, let's go it's noon." Ciko's words made me just go with her and finally be free from Varel.

"Aahh.iya, Varel I have to go to school, see you." I said as I waved to her and immediately walked over to Niko and Ciko as soon as possible.

"Let's celebrate graduation together, you don't go anywhere Varel." Niko shouted at him.

Varel only responded by nodding softly with a wide smile, he also returned a wave of hands from me back then, just now I could breathe a sigh of relief from Varel's question, she said, now I have to think about the problem of graduation is not at all erratic, as long as in the bus I can not be excited, which is usually always cheerful and smiling widely now I feel like I do not have the slightest spirit, as long as in the bus, I feel very worried about the value I will get later.

On the other hand Niko who noticed Barsha's face looked dreamy since she first got into the bus, she started nudging Ciko and pointed towards Barsha.

"Shuutt's...Ciko, look at him, it looks like he's worried about today's grades, you're entertaining." Niko told him.

Ciko furrowed both of her eyebrows firmly she was not at all a good comforting person and she could not do that at all, especially to Barsha whose sense of humor was indeed different from her.

"Why don't you, you're usually the one who's closer and joking a lot." Reply Ciko reversed Niko's speech.

"Can't, I won't comfort him in this state, there he'll be angry or rampage at me." Reply Niko who really has a point.

"Aishh." Reply Ciko who asked to exchange seats with Niko at that time.

Ciko tried to open up a chat with Barsha and started to ask her with her circumstances back then.

"Ekhm...are you worried about your test results?" Ask Ciko to me suddenly.

I immediately turned to her with a look of wonder and very cynical.

"Why do you ask me that, you already know I always get bad grades, aahh what else can I expect, plus your fans at school will attack me today, it's all because of the act of just claiming to be my girlfriend, my life is going to get harder." I complained to him as I continued to bow my head in a doldrums.

"Already, after all, today is just gathered in the field, right? No one will play you, they will not dare to mess with you, as long as you continue with me as well as Niko," said Ciko made me even more astonished with him.

Immediately I turned my head quickly towards him and continued to give a probing look.

"Eehh...since when have you been so considerate of me, and wanted to be with me at school? Usually you're too reluctant to follow." Reply to him.

Ciko opened her eyes wide enough and she looked directly at each other with Niko because she was confused about what to answer me at that time.

"Have it, you don't have to take care of me, I can go alone, I still have Kesi even if Kesi isn't around, I can beat up the chicks myself." Reply while sitting up straight again and continue to cultivate my own spirit within me.

I can't be as weak and emotional as this, after all this is my last day to school in a white ash uniform, so I have to prepare myself as well as possible, maybe with whatever I will face later, whether the value may not be good, the women who will beat me, or face other things.

"I'm Barhsa, I can definitely get through it all easily, all by myself!" Shouted with a strong determination and clenched both of my hands just then.

Just when the bus stopped I stood up and walked out of the bus, fixed the uniform I was wearing and walked with courage, to make Ciko and Niko feel surprised that seeing me suddenly has a lot of energy again like before.

"Eehh..was he possessed by a demon or what? Just now complaining and confusion, why is it high spirits again?" Niko said to her own astonishment.

"It's better for us, don't entertain him anymore or have to follow him, let's go." Reply to Ciko as she immediately follows Barsha into the school gate.

Me and my two friends were sitting in different classes, so I definitely couldn't keep taking cover behind those two people, so the only way I could do that was to take care of myself, I walked around to my class to avoid the women who could suddenly appear anywhere and attack me, just like they did before.

Although in front of Ciko and Niko I was so brave and very strong, but in fact when there were no two people, I'm still afraid of Niko and Ciko's mob attacking me ever since Ciko claimed to be my girlfriend in the cafeteria before.

It was fortunate that I arrived at school so early in the morning that there were not too many students around, and I was still able to walk easily to my class back then, go slowly and deliberately continue walking by covering half my face using the sling bag I was carrying at that time.

"Oh my god, please save me, I hope I can get to class safely." I said while continuing to see the conditions around there.

After I felt safe, I ran as fast as I could to get to the classroom, but just as I was about to get into the classroom, I saw there were a bunch of women who had wanted to catch me before, they were sitting in my chair and there was Kesi there too, I saw with my own eyes where Kesi was being pushed by some women who were there and wearing skirts too short at that time, I could not go inside and immediately stopped my steps quickly.

I went straight back outside and fell silent hiding behind the outer walls of the classroom back then.

"God... What the hell are they doing? Why is this early in my class, aishh.shall how can I get in here?" My gertutuku feel anxious themselves.

I kept peering at them behind the classroom window with a feeling of wastiness, until suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder and made me almost scream at that moment.

"Aahhhhhhhhhh... Jepri, gosh.can't you don't greet me like that anymore, aahh my heart is almost dislodged because of you." I said to him with sharp eyes.

"Why do you stay here, let's go inside." He said to me, pulling my hand away.

I immediately held it fast, because it was impossible to get inside, while there were still many female fans of Ciko who were ready to hunt me in there.

"Eehh..eeehh..no, I can't go in now, Jepri take my hand." Saying to him.

"Why indeed?" Ask him again which is very annoying for me.

"Do you not see, in there are many fans of Ciko and Niko, they will snatch me if I go inside, aahh I can not fight those who are many while I am alone, if you're going in, just go in there yourself, let me stay here until they're gone." Saying to him.

Jepri stared at the many women in the classroom, precisely in the chair I was sitting in.

"Why should you be afraid of them? You're not wrong, let's go in. I'll take care of you." Jepri said as she continued to forcefully pull my hand.

I couldn't resist, because her strength was greater than my strength so I was carried into the classroom by Jepri and all the girls who were coquettish and wearing thick makeup knew of my existence.

"Don't don't, Jepri you're gonna kill me if you take me in. Gosh..." My words continued to rebel trying to remove themselves from him, but he continued not to listen to my words.

"Hey look, isn't he the Barsha." Say one of the ladies there.

Everything was staring at me and I was already completely known to all of them, I could not escape any more than to hide behind Jepri's body back then.

"God...Jepri it's all your fault you have to keep your promise to hold them, let's hurry, why you keep quiet." I said as I immediately hid behind Jepri quickly.

He continued to look relaxed and smiled as the women approached me and Jepri stood up.