BARSHA
Stay at Ciko's House

But unfortunately whatever I did was still not able to run smoothly my door was also not open and no one opened the door even though I had knocked it very hard continue continuously with all my strength at that time, even though I had shouted as loud as possible while continuing to call Wili and mother at that time, but the results were really very nil still no one wanted to open the door for me at that time.

"Tok ..no....Mothers....Wili hey.open the door, mom! Why did you lock me out hey did you guys forget about me huh? Mommy ...." I screamed very loudly at that moment.

Even I had yelled for too long to make my voice almost run out and my throat felt very dry at that moment.

Even so, there was no law from inside until I had to give up and go to Varel's house, but I forgot that Varel was not home and I couldn't if you have to go back to Niko's house because it is quite a distance away and I don't dare to walk in the middle of the night this way to Niko's house on the other end, so that I also have no other choice but to stay at Ciko's house at that time, although I actually feel very embarrassed to go there and disturb an aunt who may have been sleeping at this hour last night.

But if I don't go there I don't have anywhere else for me to sleep so inevitably I have to go there with my feet sluggish and keep my head down.

I started to press the bell there and knocked on the door of auntie loudly while calling Ciko's name and aunt's at that time, so that they could open the door quickly.

"Dude.bibi...tok... Ciko it's me Barsha.bi open the door bi...." I shouted very loudly at that time while peering from the glass beside the door at that time.

Until aunty finally came to open the door for me at that time and I felt very happy because she was willing to open the door for me and I will not sleep outside now.

"Barsha, what are you doing here at night?" Ask my aunt by looking at the confusion.

"YES...that's bi as usual mom forgot me she locked the door from the inside so I couldn't get in and Aunt Nina didn't seem to be home, so I came here to hitch a ride at your house, is it okay to bi?" I just spoke honestly to him at the time.

I was very anxious and nervous at the time but luckily my aunt wanted to let me in and sleep at her house, even he was being so friendly to me and directly allowed me to go inside immediately at that moment.

"Ohhh.so yeah let's quickly enter outside this is very cold, aahh you even wear thin clothes like this again, do you not feel cold." Said aunt to me as she immediately brought me in quickly.

I smiled very happy because my aunt was very good to me and I felt very happy to get to know a person as good as him who would accept me into his house this night very well and open up the door was friendly even when my aunt offered me to eat.

Because apparently there is also Ciko who is enjoying instant noodles with boiled eggs in it which I rarely can eat because the price of instant noodles in our place is much more expensive than eggs who can get a few seeds with just money for one instant noodle only.

"Let's Barsha come in, have you eaten yet?" Auntie asked me and I shook my head at her slowly.

"Why can your mother always forget about you and not give you the same meal as your brother and sister, my God..already let's hurry you go eat there Ciko is also there quickly sit aunty will cook you instant noodles, do you want?" Said aunt offering it to me first.

Of course I will not refuse this very lucrative offer and just nod at him with the best face possible so that auntie will cook it for me and give boiled eggs in it later.

"Eumm yes I want bi, if only it didn't bother you," I said as I stood beside Ciko who was preparing to eat her instant noodles on the table.

And of course Ciko stared cynically and he clucked softly at me because it was always him every time I came to his house because all he thought I would do was come to ask just food, please, but even so what he said was true whenever I was hungry I always came to see my aunt for various reasons so that aunt would offer me a meal first and luckily this aunt was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was going to eat the first very sensitive and understanding so without me giving a code that is too flashy aunt already know it and she has directly offered anything to me that is in her house.

"Aishh.has quickly sat down, you're like with anyone, auntie has said whatever you want just talk to your aunt you've considered like aunty's own daughter, aunty, auntie loves you so much, let's sit and wait for auntie to cook her noodles yeah, it won't be long." Reply aunty while leaving immediately from there and I only replied with a nod at that time.

I immediately sat down beside Ciko who just swiped her chair quickly to get away from me at that moment.

"Ehh.Why are you away are you afraid I'll take your food huh?" I said to him at that moment.

Because obviously Ciko was avoiding me at that moment, she shifted quickly and directly away from me right then and there, even she shifted her food as if she was afraid that I would take her noodles back then.

"Of course I'm afraid you're a greedy man who will always take everyone's food, so of course I'll be scared of you, go all the way from me!" Said Ciko while pushing beside my shoulder at that moment.

I could only stare at him by furrowing my eyebrows and trying to hold back the emotions inside me because I knew that I was hitching a ride in his house right now so of course I had to be aware of him.

"Aishh.ware you if this wasn't your house I would've grabbed your hair, how dare you push me so!" I yell at him and pose a threat.

But instead of being afraid or apologizing to me Ciko just kept sticking out his tongue and he followed the words I said to him at the time.

I was really very upset with him but I had to be able to hold myself back with all my strength and luckily auntie quickly came and served the noodles she had cooked by then.

"Barsha is ripe you wait until a little cold yes, aunt will sleep first if you want anything all take it alone is in the refrigerator," said auntie to me while gently rubbing my head at that moment.

I could feel the sincerity and affection of my aunt that had been so amazing to me all this time, I also just responded with a big smile and nodded back to her, nodding back to her, even somehow I feel that living in Ciko's house is more fun and makes me more free to do anything because aunts and uncles never scold me and always allow anything I do, but in my own home I often run out of side dishes to eat, not to get the water in the bathroom also always get a cut of pocket money and have to work more than my brother must also be as smart as my brother Lea, Lea, it is clear that I am me, I cannot be like anyone in this world even if it is my own brother and sister.

Although we have different blood types but still me and him have different brains and thoughts with each other.

If Wili has a handsome face does not mean I have to be very beautiful like a Cinderella to get the full affection of my mother and father, if Lea is very smart and can get a full scholarship at a favorite university, not that I also have to be like Einstein who is very genius in the count and can always find new findings and complicated formulas. If a lot of people want to get on a plane, it doesn't mean that I can't get on a water boat, I'll sail my own way, not wanting to be what my parents want me to be or like the taste of people in general. I have decided to live according to what I want instead of what is good in the eyes of others. Because I am the one who will live my own life happy and sad I feel, so others do not need to be involved in my life goals and dreams.

Back again how my appearance and how much intelligence that is in my head, I am still me, until whenever I never want to be another figure or become anyone, I will be, I'm just proud and loving myself, which is why sometimes I want to keep going like this, I just don't want to compare myself to anyone and I don't want to try to meru ah me anymore for anything and anyone in this world.

For now I have understood all that I do not need to be anyone to be liked by others or my parents, for the one who loves me will still love me no matter how I look and how clever I may be, while the people who are in the early universe do not like me, even though I will be as beautiful and as smart as anything, they will still look for the mistakes and shortcomings that I have, they will still look for mistakes and shortcomings that I have, because most humans only focus on the outward appearance, while they never know what is in it and how exactly the people they often say are arrogant and indifferent, the judges.

I immediately enjoyed the instant noodles made by my aunt at that time and it felt really champion among anyone made in this world even though I knew what I said at that time still sounded better too excessive, but it does not matter as long as the intention to give encouragement to yourself is not to show off whatever we have whether it looks or cleverness and money though.

Every time I eat breakfast or lunch, I only eat once or twice, it happened because I ate at school during break time and I often even almost every day do not eat at home at breakfast because Wili who always gives me food with salt or the dry mess that mom cooked, whereas he himself was not even seen enjoying the food that he should have for me or when mom wanted to make more for me, Wili could still know that and she was more often opened the ice lemar that was in the house at that time.

I myself have always not been at home and spent more time in the neighbor's house or out of the streets unclear and have no purpose alone, he said, moreover, tomorrow is the weekend I do not need to work anymore because this is my time not to wait for my mother's jongko in the market anymore because I have done it today.

I continued to enjoy the delicious noodles while as I used to see this time Ciko was staring hard and cynical at me, I knew he hated me so much when I came to his house all of a sudden like this back then.

"CK...Why do you have to come here anyway, it's a place that you can be deaf not my house what?" Snapping Ciko looked really upset at me at that moment.

"Eehhh, of course I only came to your house because it was just your house that was next to my house while Niko's house was too far away for me to go there last night, while I was about to go to Aunt Nina's house I couldn't deal with anything, because I can confirm that Aunt Nina has to be overtime tonight and she will not go home, so of course because there is no other choice I go to your house, only your house is close to mine, and plus your mother is very good compared to anyone I've known all along. So going to your house is the best option for me right now," I casually replied as I continued to blow on the noodles I was about to eat at that moment.

Ciko could only stare intently after I told her this and I knew that she was very upset and so emotional about what I said but I didn't care at all I continued to enjoy the food that my aunt had made at the time, but unfortunately, when I was focused on enjoying noodles on the plate of the damn Ciko actually stabbed the only boiled egg in my noodles at that time and he ate the egg with one mouthful alone made me very upset when I saw her, and I really don't accept what he's doing because I deliberately let the egg so I can eat it last because the egg can already be made sure it will be very delicious if I enjoy it at the end with a little rice that is united in the noodle sauce later.

But because of Ciko's fucking behavior all the shadows I expected instantly disappeared just like that and I can't do it anymore, everything I wish for is just a memory.

"Ee ..eee.ehh, Ciko don't then.." said my words that did not arrive because the egg had already entered entirely into Ciko's mouth at that time.

"Aishh fucking you! How dare you eat my eggs, Ciko give me back my eggs, Ciko! I snapped at him very tightly while patting him on the shoulder with all my might at that moment.

But however I rampaged and beat him still will not be able to return the egg again because the egg has been eaten by Ciko and has been crushed in the chew in his mouth is very annoying that's.

"Ahaha.nih.ini just take it in my mouth if you can.eumm.this is delicious, aunty-made food is always delicious and never fails." Said Ciko who even hurt me continuously.

And worse, he followed what I did to him by talking and his face was following my style, it was so annoying that I couldn't help but be patient with him anymore because this time I think he's really out of bounds and I can't forgive him again this time.

"Huaa...Fuckin' ciko in here you don't run hey..Lecko..." I yelled even louder as I ran around the table to catch Ciko in order to teach her a lesson because she had dared to irritate me and was furious at that moment.

Unfortunately he just kept running around here and there and I was already tired so that I could only adjust my breath while holding my knees and holding my knees continued to regulate the breath that was panting because I could not catch up to Ciko when that's.

"Well.hah.hah..Damn you Ciko watch out for you aaahh.I'm so tired," I grumbled as I plopped down on the sofa at that time because I couldn't stand the fatigue anymore.

Likewise with Ciko who also laid her body on the sofa right beside me at that time, and it made me have a chance to press him and I just slowly kept quiet and kept saying very hot and tired until half I felt I was very close to Ciko just right away I embraced his shoulder and strangled his neck with my hand that I wrapped around him next door to lock him in and keep shuffling his hair back then with all my might and as much as I could.

Although at that time Ciko looked violently rebellious and he kept telling me to stop all this but I still could not stop him because I was already upset and emotional to him at that time, and the emotion in my heart cannot be extinguished so easily.

"Ahahah.taste this euh.I will continue to shuffle your hair until it falls out and you will not have any more hair, eughhhh," my words continued to scramble her hair and grab it with all my strength until it sounded a ringing from Ciko and her who kept yelling at me to stop it.

"Hey.hey..hentika.aaaa..my hair, damn you Barsha stop right now or I won't let you sleep in my room!" Shouted Ciko who threatened me.

I was of course very afraid of the threat because there was no way I would sleep in the living room which was definitely a lot of mosquitoes later, I immediately let go of her while tidying her hair back up because I just realized that there are only two rooms in Ciko's house, one room aunt and uncle and the other is Ciko's room that I always stay to sleep because inside there is quite spacious and there is a folding mattress under the bed that belongs to Ciko and I always sleep there every time you stay at his house since childhood until the size of now.

"YES...AA.aahh.hahah.you don't say that dong, yes time is just a problem like this you threaten me so, do you have the heart I am a young and sweet woman, you know, you are a young and sweet woman, what if I get picked up by these damn mosquitoes that love my sweet skin, you don't want that to happen to me. eumm.eumm," I said as I directly persuaded Ciko and gave her as sweet a look as possible so that she would not really leave me outside alone.

Ciko herself who got such a gaze and instantaneous sweet treatment from Barsha who kept on repairing her hair and looked at her hair properly she actually felt very uncomfortable she felt the flow of blood within her body it was getting hotter and too fast that his heart was pounding so fast when he saw the sweet face and expression that Barsha made before him like that.

Until Ciko quickly turned her eyes away because she did not want to be conquered by that unclear feeling.

"Aishh..bring aside from you, clean up the rest of your meal and then you can go into my room!" Snapped him to me while brushing my hand that was tidying up his hair at that time.

"Aishh.iya.iya.I will clean it up now," my sloppy reply got angry and yelled at him again then.

"Did you say you want me to really lock the door?" Threatening Ciko Lang made me very afraid of him and right then and there I immediately put my best face back to him.

"Ohhh..hohho.no no, I'm just acting.haha.I'm just acting like a bad woman.... I'm Barsha the evil Aishh.hehe, let's just go in first, I'll clean up her desk and your food marks too" I replied immediately turning away the conversation and had to pretend to act like a madman at the time.

Everything I did was so that he wouldn't get angry and try to think with me, so of course I should be nice to him if I wanted to sleep in his room with a bed and a blanket later.

Or if not, I would really be in the lock and could only sleep on the front sofa alone accompanied by a lot of mosquitoes as well without pillows and blankets that could warm my body at that time.

Ciko herself only replied to me with a small whisper then she immediately turned around and entered immediately into her room.

"CK..just watch out for you if you dare to curse me!" Say it to me at that moment.

"You're a good man I can't possibly curse a good man like you, let's just go in, sleep comfortably okay," I said as I continued to keep a smile on my face until he actually entered and closed the door of his room at that time.

Even though at that time I was very upset and emotional once to him but had to remain strong pretending to put a smile when I was very upset and emotional to him.