At the End of the Waiting (Love of the Soldier)
CHAPTER 79. Part of My Destiny
After falling asleep for 24 hours, Viara slowly opened her eyes and let her smile feel refreshed. Viara tried to get up and sat leaning against the gurney, although her strength was still very weak. When her position was leaning perfectly, Viara smiled her smile at the beautiful scenery below, because the room Viara treated is on the 8th floor of the hospital so that Viara can freely look at the beautiful city illuminated by the twilight
"Thank God, thank God. Thank you for giving me the breath to set foot on this earth again. Thank you for still giving me a heartbeat to feel the beautiful happiness you give in the story of my next life. I wish there were no more problems in my body so that I could freely give happy and smile back to the people around me" muttered Viara shed tears happily staring at the beautiful blue sky that emanated the twilight sun
Chequek.....
The door of the open space revealed the Pandu who had just come
"Darling, are you awake?" Ask Pandu gently as he steps his foot closer to Viara's gurney with a bushel of food in his hand.
Viara nodded her head while smiling sweetly and immediately hugged Pandu as Pandu was already standing upright beside her. Pandu returned Viara's embrace to her and kissed Viara's forehead very gently
"Let's go baby, eat first well, let's heal quickly and strong again. Brother bribe yah" Pandu said to Viara with a smile
"Aaankk" exclaimed Pandu opening his mouth for Viara to do the same with him. Viara smiled at Pandu's behavior and immediately opened her mouth to receive a soft bribe from her lover. Viara stared at Pandu's face in front of her as soon as a clear circle escaped her eyes
"Why cry baby, is this food bad?" Tanya Pandu looked at the tears dripping down Viara's cheeks
"No dear, this food is very good" Viara replied wiping away her tears and smiling sweetly at Pandu
"Then why cry hmm?" Tanya Pandu wiped away the tears on Viara's cheeks
"So I thought I'd never see my brother again. Adek thought, adek will not feel the pounding in the chest anymore when hugging and seeing a sweet smile from brother. Adek thought, adek will never have Pandu again" said Viara again shed tears.
Pandu brings Viara's head into his arms so that Viara feels the calmness and form of her love in the warm embrace
"Never think like that, baby. All this time, he has struggled to live and become a human being who is beneficial to others. So bad caring, adek to forget if adek also need to be happy. But God never forgets the deck, God always records every happy and successful smile painted on the faces of others. God will always remember every struggle. And all of that must be the happiness God has prepared for you. Adek is still given a breath to feel the beauty of the coolness and patience that adek live to this day. And you'd be so happy if you were the only man destined to be a happy door for you. Brother wants to make you happy dear, and will always try to make you happy, until our hair is whitened together" said Pandu rubbed Viara's back and kissed her forehead affectionately
"Thank you yah bang" said Viara smiling happily and touched by the warm embrace that besides warming her body. Even the hug also managed to make him calm in the beauty of love tucked in his arms
"Together my future wife dear" immediately Viara's face blushed to hear Pandu's speech just now
"Wife candidate?" inner Viara
"Dear dear, future wife brother. So now eating adek again well, let's fast healthy then we propose marriage in the office" Viara nodded her head while smiling at her lover. Viara opened her mouth as Pandu again gently fed her. Pandu also always rubbed the traces of food spills on the chin and corners of Viara's lips without disgust at all
"Bang, adek want to walk down" Pinta Viara after chewing up a spoonful of his last chicken porridge
"May dear, but the water is drunk first yuk. After that brother accompany down" said Pandu again help Viara to drink while smiling sweetly. After Viara ate and took her medicine, Pandu lifted Viara's body and sat her in a wheelchair
"Let's go downstairs, let's walk down" said Pandu carried by Viara with a smile. Pandu dips the top of Viara's head and pushes Viara's wheelchair towards the place she wants to see
Arriving in the front yard of the hospital, Pandu pushes Viara's wheelchair while telling her something that makes Viara laugh. Viara asked Pandu to stop his wheelchair near the fish pond so that he could easily sow fish food in the pond. Pandu smiled his smile seeing the happy smile that emanated on Viara's face that was getting more beautiful when she sparkled like this
"Well, you see the fish, pretty, don't you think?" viara said sparkling while holding Pandu's hand
"Dad deck, beautiful" Pandu replied with a smile staring at Viara's bright face. Instantly Viara's bright face turned into tension which again filled the recesses of her heart. The guide who noticed the change in Viara's face turned Viara's wheelchair to tap her. Pandu sat on his knees in front of Viara's wheelchair and rubbed the back of his hand gently
"Why dear, how moody is her face?" Ask Gentle Scout. Viara controlled her breathing and advanced her hand to rub Pandu's cheek
"Abang, how's your brother's wedding with Tara's sister?" Viara asked rubbing Pandu's right cheek with teary eyes
"Tara's brother's marriage was annulled dear, because this marriage was made by mistake. Before spending life with him, brother does not want to start with a deck error, because it will not bring happiness in married life. So the wedding is canceled dear" Pandu explained as he wiped the tears in Viara's eyes
"But what about Tara's sister, she must be sad because she's not married to someone she loves?" Ask Viara
"His love is right deck, but how to get it is the wrong way. Brother does not want to marry based on mistakes, because it will not bring happiness" said Pandu again. Pandu grabbed both of Viara's hands and kissed the back of her hand gently
"branches just want you deck, not the others. This heart has been attached to you since 9 years ago, this heart has also been given to you completely dear. You are the future brother and you are the one who was born to accompany brother. Will you spend the rest of your life with me? Will you be the last for me? I just wanted to be asleep, your last face I saw and when I woke up from my sleep, your first face I wanted to see. Will you be the most beautiful part of my life?" Viara shed happy tears and rushed to embrace Pandu
Viara hugged Pandu tightly and nodded her head in the arms with a smile
"With God's permission, you're ready to bang. Thank you for coming and being present in life. Adek love the same brother" said Viara smiling in Pandu's arms
"Together my dear" Pandu replied to kiss Viara's forehead crying happily in his arms
"Thank you for presenting it to me, Lord, thank you for sending such a woman to complete me. Thank you for making this woman the guardian of my heart and the owner of my love. I love you too, baby"
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After being treated for a few days in the hospital, Viara was allowed to go home, Viara's condition also improved. But Citra's doctor previously advised that Viara should continue to do chemotherapy to kill cells that are still separated in her body.
During her hospital stay, Viara did not feel afraid or lonely because Pandu always took the time to accompany Viara. Viara was previously afraid to linger or stay too long in the hospital, but since the Pandu who always encouraged her to stay in care Viara finally resigned and let herself be hospitalized. But Pandu will not make Viara uncomfortable in the hospital, Pandu always come and invite Viara to laugh so that Viara does not feel lonely or afraid in the hospital. Sometimes Pandu also accompanied Viara who could not sleep at night because she heard voices that disturbed her mood. After going through the days in the hospital, Viara smiled with relief because today she was allowed to go home and breathe fresh air outside
"How dear, are we going home now or are we going to stay in the hospital for a long time?" Ask Pandu
"You go home bang, you don't want to stay in the hospital for long" said Viara while packing her belongings
"Why deck, not healthy well if long in the hospital"
"It is not healthy bang, it is even more stressful if long here" replied Viara made Pandu hold back laughter and head bobbles. Pandu approached Viara and hugged Viara from behind while putting her chin over Viara's shoulder
"Honey, there are hospitals that are much more haunted than this. If you get sick again, brother will take you directly to the hospital" he said to prank Viara. Viara gawked in disbelief and stared intently at the man's face on her shoulder
"Don't hear baby, brother will still take you there because the hospital is closer to brother's house" replied Pandu holding a laugh
"Alright bang, then adek also do not want to apply for marriage equally brother"
"Well, don't take the deck, Iyah-iyah is the wrong brother. Let's go home" said Pandu embracing Viara's shoulder and walking out with her towards the hospital
"But to the haunted hospital is also nothing bang" said Viara while walking out of the hospital
"I mean dick?" Ask Pandu confused
"And there is a brother, later you can throw everything out with a brother's voice, so be calm deh"
"Well, your voice will wake up everyone dear"
"What matters is that no one bothers you"
"Hhmm Yaudah deh, let's take you home, in a few days we apply for marriage in the office. So try to be healthy well, do not be weak or sick anymore" Pandu said helping Viara up to the back seat of the bike
"Okay dear Brother" Viara smiled and embraced Pandu's waist. Pandu smiles and starts running his bike through the city to drive Viara home.
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Days have passed, as well as the engagement day that makes the journey to the Viara household has been passed and managed to carve happily in it. Currently, Viara was standing in front of the mirror looking at her reflection while smiling happily. During this time he only saw his mother who was wearing a green uniform, now Viara also finally able to match her mother in wearing the same uniform
"It's not the uniform that I want to wear, but the guidance and affection of my future priest that's what I dreamed of a long time ago" Viara murmured inwardly
"Alhamdulillah can also wear the same uniform with Mother" he continued again in his heart.
After being neat with her uniform and all the filing files, Viara once again saw her reflection in the mirror and stepped her foot out of her house.
When opening the door, Viara smiled at Pandu who was waiting for him on the porch while leaning on the pillars of the building with his two hands inserted into the pocket of his pants
"How are you, baby?" Ask a gentle Guide
"I'm always ready dear" Viara replied while showing the map containing the file
"Jaudah come on" Take Pandu step closer to Viara. Viara nodded her head with a smile and wrapped her hands around Pandu's arms. The two walked with him because the distance of Viara's house was not too far or about 50 meters from the Battalion
Arriving at the office, both of them faced for their marriage submission business. Many times questions have been asked of Viara and all of them have succeeded Viara replied excitedly. But just one question that made Viara a little sad, indeed Viara answered that question out loud, but in her heart there was a slight sigh that made her hesitate. Seeing the slight worry on Viara's face, Pandu grabbed her hand and rubbed it gently
"How's the deck, still strong?" Ask Pandu
"Ready, still strong bang" Viara replied smiling
"Well, the nature of the prospective wife of the soldier has come out" said Pandu happy
"Dong bang, I'm the future wife of the army, so it must be strong"
"But my brother is not strong on the deck" replied Pandu with a laugh.
After all the marriage filing business was completed and took not just a day, Viara finally breathed a sigh of relief and walked out of the office full of excitement
"Finally the marriage submission is finished as well" said Viara happily
"Dad deck, you can't wait to quickly halalin you" said Pandu grasped Viara's hand and stepped hand in hand with her
"Dek" Call Pandu made Viara stop her steps
"Dad bang" Viara replied with a smile
"On the question that is answered the time of submission, is there a question that slightly upsets your heart? Brother look at your face slightly tangled at that moment" Tanya Pandu landed her palms on both of Viara's shoulders
"Dad bang, there is a question that is a little hesitant in the heart. When Mother (Bu Danyon) said are you ready to conceive and give birth without a husband beside you because your husband is carrying out state duties?. At that time the answer was ready to bang, but in my heart there was little doubt. Adek thinks whether adek can or just the opposite" said Viara with a moody look on his face
"What is your heart saying now?" Ask Pandu gently while rubbing Viara's cheeks. Viara controlled her breathing and smiled at her future husband
"Adek ready to bang, because this is a risk if you become the wife of a state servant. Although later brother is not always there next to adek, different from the husband of good friends who are always with him every day, adek still love the same brother. Adek will live it with a heart that makes a bang, because as long as the adek sincerely believe that adek can pass all that" said Viara with a smile with sincerity. Pandu rubbed the top of Viara's head affectionately and carried her into his arms
"I'm sorry brother for being a state servant well deck"
"Don't apologize bang, it's very proud to have a husband Abdi state like brother, after all the prospective husband adek very noble duty. So there's nothing wrong with that bang. One adek message, in each assignment later, brother must still go home and return safely well bang. Because it is not abundant money, not also souvenirs from ssberang area that adek want. Only one wish adek, namely brother returned home to the arms of adek safely, because only brother is the source of happiness adek in this world" said Viara hugging Pandu tightly while shedding her happy tears on her chest. Pandu nodded his head with a smile and rubbed Viara's back affectionately
"Thank you, thank you for being present at my brother's life on deck" said Pandu happily
"Together my dear husband-to-be. Let's go home bang, he said he wanted to ajakin adek to brother's house" said Viara rubbed Pandu's cheek
"Hahah, come on" Pandu smiled and clasped Viara's hand again to step with her
"Thank you for sending it to be my destiny. I know, choosing me is a tough choice for you. On the one hand, I am a country man who cannot always be beside you, but on the other hand you are my woman who also needs me beside you. But believe me, though I am far away and my life is in the shotgun, but my love is only for you. I love my homeland, but I'm also an ordinary human being who sincerely loves you. I'll take care of you and I'll protect you because I love you always, even if my life is in the bullet. I am Lettu Pandu Praditya Maheswara, and this is my sincere love for you, my chosen woman"
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