At the End of the Waiting (Love of the Soldier)
CHAPTER 72. Tell Him to Miss
The next day, Ila who had just entered the room again was stunned to see Viara who was tidy with her batik clothes
"Viara, want to go to school again well" asked Ila to Viara who was tidying up the book on her desk
"Dad Ila, I still have to replace Mr. Dino's teaching schedule again" Viara replied smiling at ila and wearing her bag
"I go firstwell, assalamu'alaikum Ila" said Viara
"Walaikumsalam Viara, Be careful well" said Ila reciprocated a nod of the head by Viara. Viara smiled and continued her steps out of the house followed by Ila behind her
When Viara opened the door of his dinas house, immediately his happy smile was painted beautifully on his face to see the motorbike Pandu parked on the side of the road in front of his dinas house
"Director!!" SeruViara was happy and ran closer to the motor guide
"This is my brother's motor..Where's brother!!!?" call Viara happy to look around for Pandu.
While the soldiers guarding Viara yesterday, continued to observe Viara from in front of the barracks, the soldier kept hearing Viara who was calling out the name Pandu, as if someone named Pandu meant a lot to his life
"Where!!! Brother don't hide from adek... Where's brother?" Summon Viara continued to surround the surrounding area with a bright smile that did not fade from her face. Not seeing Pandu in front of her, Viara turned her body and ran towards the bang Niko who was standing not far from the motor Pandu
"Bang Niko, this is a motorbike. Then where's the Pandu bang? Adek has been fretting but still did not meet bang Pandu. Where's he going bang?" Viara asked puzzledly but her lips still kept smiling at Bang Niko
The soldiers standing in front of it were still observing Viara and could listen to Viara's words to Bang Niko.
Bang Niko let out a rough sigh and turned to look at Viara
"Dek, adek patient well, bang Pandu is not here" as soon as the clear circle escaped from the eyes of Viara heard the words bang Niko
"But bang, this is obviously the bike Bang Pandu, bang Pandu must be here right bang. Answer bang!!" Firmly Viara wiggled the hand of bang Niko who could only be silent on the spot
"Abang, brother where, brother must be here right!!!" Shouted Viara still continues to call Pandu but the person in the car did not see him
"Say where Pandu bang hiks.. Brother don't lie, bang Pandu must be here. Say bang where Bang Pandu is!!!" Pinta Viara expectantly stared nano at the Niko bang
"Calm down the deck, bang Pandu is not here. Patient well deck" said Bang Niko passed leaving Viara. Viara sat her head down and shed tears accepting the reality that slapped her heart back
"Abang.." lirih Viara stepped slowly closer to the motor Pandu.
"Abang why do you have to dinggalin adek here hiks.." lirih Viara rubbed the place that often Pandu sat on his motorcycle.
Viara held both of the drivers of the Pandu motorbike and returned to drop her tears
"Where's aabang? Adek misses" said Viara continues to sob with his hand still holding the steering wheel of the Pandu motorbike.
"Abang Where!!!!!!!" Viara screamed hysterically until Ila and some of the soldiers were worried about her
"Abang Where!!!!! Don't hide brother hicks.. Listen to the bang first. Not wrong!!!!!" Shouted Viara crying hysterically continuing to look for the existence of Pandu around her
"Via!" call Ila slowly come to shed tears seeing the chaotic condition of Viara.
Viara turned her body to look at Ila and ran to hug her
"Pandu Ila hiks.." - Viara shuddered violently in Ila's arms.
"Dad Viara, I know. But Pandu is not here Viara" Ila said gently rubbing Viara's vibrating back sobbing on her shoulder as she broke into tears
Not strong enough to hold everything, Viara ran to the school where she taught while crying
"Vyara!!!" Shouted Ila who was not ignored Viara.
Viara continued to run away, even Viara no longer cared about the few citizens who greeted her
"Once the name means in your heart, until you suffer like this deck" muttered the Soldier continuously observing Viara's back who kept running away
"Bang Praditya, why are you here?" The soldier reflexively turned around and looked at his friend who was standing beside him
"I'm just looking around the bang, let's go straight to the location" replied the soldier who was presented with the name Praditya and immediately boarded the truck with his colleagues to the location they will be training for the next 7 days.
After boarding the truck, the soldier turned back and looked at the motorbike he often rode first which was 2 meters behind his truck. Even on the motorcycle seat, two drops of Viara's tears still pooled there
"I'm sorry, I can't go back to you. I was so hurt by your treatment 2 months ago and the pain always tormented me at all times. From then on, I hated you Viara"
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"You're so angry with me that once you didn't turn to look at me. Tell me what's my fault until you punish me this cruel. You know, it's really painful.I can't stand it anymore. Living the days that are getting longer is increasingly torturing my mind and mind. Please listen to me just once" said Viara, bowing all the way.
His puffy eyes unceasingly shed tears of his heart's destruction along his footsteps
Viara continued to bow along the road until he did not realize, from the opposite direction there was a sand truck car ready to hit him
PIIIIIIIIIIIPPPP
"MISS LOOKOUT!!!!!!!" Shouted the truck driver
"I'm sorry" muttered Viara shut her eyes as the truck was 5 meters in front of her
"Yahoo!!!!!!!" Shouted Bang Zardan pushing Viara's body
Brucks
Bang Zardan hugged Viara and protected her from getting hurt while rolling on the road
"You're why Ara!!!!!" Firmly Bang Zardan was angry, inexhaustible with Viara who almost killed himself
"Why brother pushed me!!!!!" Shouted Viara releasing Bang Zardan who was hugging her
"Did you like to see me suffer every day.... Why is Ara still breathing if every breath of Ara only suffer torment...this hurts my brother!!!" Shouted Viara crying profusely in front of Bang Zardan
Bang Zardan cupped both of Viara's cheeks and rubbed them gently
"Istighfar Ara, Istighfar" pinta Bang Zardan wiped the tears on Viara's cheeks.
Viara shed tears again and hugged Bang Zardan
"O Allah hicks.... Forgive Ara brother, forgive Ara!!" Isak Viara was crying profusely on Bang Zardan's chest
"I'm sorry Ara sister hiks... Ara wrong sister" said Viara increasingly sobbing until his voice sounded bitter to anyone who heard it.
Bang Zardan gently rubbed the violently shaking back of Viara who was crying in fear while hugging her
"Why Ara, why did Ara endanger herself earlier. Doesn't Ara want to live anymore?" Bang Zardan asked gently trying to speak to Viara
"No brother hicks.. Ara was still happy for the Ara family before Ara went to the hyx.. But Ara could not hold on anymore sister Hiks.. These wounds torment me every second. Tell brother, was Ara wrong for loving him sincerely? Does Ara not deserve to be loved?" lirih Viara tearfully stared at Bang Zardan
Bang Zardan smiled and gently wiped the tears on Viara's cheeks
"Who said Ara doesn't deserve to be loved? Precisely the man who managed to get Ara was the luckiest man in this world. Ara good and also sincere women, it is very difficult to get a woman like you deck" said Bang Zardan gently rubbing tears on Viara's cheeks
"But Ara that woman......" Viara's speech was interrupted because Bang Zardan placed her index finger right on Viara's lips
"Ara is not a cheap woman, but Ara is a great woman and would be very lucky if she managed to have Ara. Ara has been sincerely loving all this time, only she does not understand it" said Bang Zardan softly
"But sister hiks.. Ara was too in love with her that the wounds left from that love were very sick.. Ara couldn't hold all this sister Hiks.. Ara is not strong brother!!!" Lirih Viara back sobbing
"Cry the deck, shout and take out all the burdens that are in your heart. Don't be alone on deck, it will hurt your mind even more" said Bang Zardan gently rubbing Viara's vibrating back
"Learn to recap the feeling of the deck, so that your heart may be at peace. Let go and forget what hurt you slowly, do not always accept the pain. Our hearts also need a break from the many burdens of the deck, so learn iklas and forget the pain slowly well. It was very painful at first, difficult and draining of the deck tears, but as time went on, Ara would get used to it and slowly managed to forget about the wound that was still gaping now. Ara must be happy even if not from the person that Ara loves" said Bang Zardan softly reciprocated a nod of the head by Viara who still hugged him
"Oh Ara, believe me as time goes by, everything will be fine" said Bang Zardan replied to a nod of the head by Viara who was calm and stopped crying.
Viara took off her embrace from Bang Zardan and smiled sweetly at her brother
"Dad brother, Ara will learn to take it slowly. Thank you for always being there for Ara yah sis" exclaimed Viara smiling
"Together Ara, don't cry anymore. Ara is much prettier when she smiles. If your mother knows if you cry when Ara is with sister, how will the fate of brother later" cried Bang Zardan made Viara laugh again painted on his face
"Come deck, we take a walk to the city yuk" Invite Bang Zardan to help Viara stand up
"Alright, sister, maybe with a walk can make Ara's heart feel a little calm" said Viara
"Dad Ara, let's help" said Bang Zardan, taken by Viara with a smile. With the help of Bang Zardan, Viara has now been sitting comfortably beside the steering wheel. After Viara boarded, Bang Zardan ran around the truck and sat in the steering wheel. Bang Zardan smiled at Viara who was also smiling at her and ran her truck down the street to the city
"Keep strong and survive the deck, Brother sure soon, everything will be fine"
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After returning from the city and congregational prayers in the mosque, Viara and Bang Zardan have now reached the post at 19:30 p.m
"Ara let's go down" said Bang Zardan softly and extended his hand to Viara. Viara nodded her head and began to accept the helping hand that helped her to get down
"You guys, please lower the logistical needs I bought in the city market" Bang Zardan ordered his personnel
"Ready to Do" said 4 soldiers and began unloading the goods from the truck
"Thank you brother" said Viara, showing a genuine smile
"Together deck" Bang Zardan replied helping her smile Viara
"Because!!!! bang Niko's turn to sing!!!!" Ila's voice was accompanied by the laughter of the soldiers
Bang Zardan and Viara turned to the source of the sound and saw the excitement of the soldiers sitting in a circle and playing around the bottle in front of them
"Come on Ara, let's play yuk" Invite bang Zardan
"No one plays well, you can't" refused Viara politely
Hearing Viara's rejection, Bang Zardan took her breath. Bang Zardan knew very well, since the last two months, Viara always stayed away from the crowd. For two months Viara never again joined the excitement around her, Viara actually prefers to be alone because when she is alone, she is alone, she could shed her tears and cry without anyone else knowing
"Come Ara, it's been two months that Ara has never joined Ara's friends at the army post. We play with them yuk, at least with joking and laughter they can make your heart calm and forget all the pain" Invite Bang Zardan gently
"Sister's words have a point too. Let me follow this so that my heart can slowly forget something that is distressing to me. Maybe laughing and playing with friends makes me happy" Viara said in her heart.
Viara turned to Bang Zardan beside her and nodded her head with a smile
"Come Ara" cried Bang Zardan happy and began to step up to join the excitement of the soldiers in the front yard of the army post while holding Viara's hand
"Danru, deck Viara let's join" exclaimed Bang Niko begged his colleagues. They slightly retreated backwards to make room for the two people who had just joined
"Come on Ara, sit next to big brother" Take gentle Bang Zardan. Viara nodded her head and began to sit down beside Bang Zardan and Ila who were on her left
"What game are you playing?" Ask Bang Zardan
"It's bang, we're playing a bottle-turn game. When the bottle is turned and stops turning, the tip of this bottle will be directed to someone. Anyone who is appointed, must be ready to sing even though they do not know how to sing" Viara and bang Zardan understand the explanation bang Rama
"Alright if everyone understands, let's continue the game" said bang Niko called by his colleagues. Bang Niko started to advance to the center and turned the bottle.
The game continues exciting where the soldiers who are appointed bottle forward to the middle and start singing accompanied by a guitar. Fun and laughter occur when the soldiers who forget the lyrics of the song they will sing and choose to replace it with Candaan.
But for Viara, the excitement in front of her did not succeed in making her lips reveal their original smile. Viara continued to pretend to smile and had always been silent since then
"Viara, are you okay?" Tanya Ila was worried that seeing Viara not enjoying the excitement in front of her
"I'm fine Ila" Viara replied smiling faintly at Ila
"Will we continue tomorrow. Now we see first the excitement in front of there" exclaimed one of the soldiers who gave training instructions to his junior soldiers with 2 lethiingnya
"Ready" replied the soldier simultaneously and began to observe the excitement in front there
"Bang Praditya, why not join us?" Ask Bang Rafael
"No Bang, I'm kind of lazy to sing now. We better watch it" replied Bang Praditya
"Well bang" replied Bang Rafael and began to observe the excitement in front there
"Viara!!!!!" viara's daydreams instantly froze to hear Ila and the soldiers calling out her name
"I?" Viara asked in surprise
"Daddy deck, see the tip of the bottle stops right to refer adek" said Bang Niko. Viara turns to look at the bottle and is surprised to realize that the tip of the bottle is pointed at her
"But...."
"Come on deck, sing!!" exclaim the soldiers simultaneously. Viara smiled bitterly and lowered her head again if she was not ready to sing
"Viara, are you okay?" Ask Ila softly
"I'm fine Ila, I'm just not ready to sing" Viara replied glancing at Ila
"So calm, there is a brother who will help you. adek just sing let brother play his guitar" said Bang Dani softly. Bang Dani had since continued to observe Viara differently from his other comrades. While everyone was singing and laughing together, it was just Viara who kept bowing down since then
"Come deck. If you want we can duet together really" replied Bang Dani softly and took the guitar in the hands of Bang Niko
Viara nodded her head at Bang Dani but her gaze remained fixed
"Come on, please encourage Viara!!" deck!!!" bang Niko
Ila and the soldiers who were sitting in a circle smiled at Viara and gave her some spirit support
"Let's deck Viara, spirit!!!" exclaim the soldiers simultaneously.
Bang Zardan advanced her face in Viara's ears while smiling and whispering
"Come on Ara, get excited. Show me who Viara really is" whispered Bang Zardan gently in Viara's ear who was met with a nod of the head by Viara
"Want to sing what song deck?" Ask Bang Dani softly
"It's up to you brother but let the adek who sang alone, enough brother play his guitar alone" Pinta Viara smiled at Bang Dani
"Well deck" Bang Dani smiled and started playing his guitar
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Seeing you happy, one of the most beautiful things
Anug'rah the love I once had
You made me believe in the sincerity of love
It's like the perfect story will arrive
Still clearly remembered your warm embrace
As if everything couldn't disappear
Now it's just the memories you've left behind
There is no time left together
Why there is still
The rest of the taste in the chest
When you just left?
Can I survive
Without you, baby?
Lord, please miss him
(Viara again bowed down and held back her tears so as not to spill, but her efforts were nil because her eyes could not be invited to cooperate until the clear circle again flowed profusely on her cheeks. Ila gently rubbed Viara's bowed back trying to calm her down, while the soldiers who saw it sang along followed Viara)
Still clearly remembered (obviously remembered) your warm embrace
As if everything couldn't disappear (disappear)
Now it's just the memories you left behind
No more time together (time together)
Why there is still
The rest of the taste in the chest
When you just left? (That's it)
Can I survive
Without you, baby?
Lord, please miss him
Oh, still saved
Every spare, ho-wo-wo-oh
All the love you gave
You will not be replaced
Why is there still (there is)
Residual feeling in the chest (feel in the chest)
When you just left?
Can I survive
(Without you, baby?)
Lord, please miss him
Give me my miss for him
Prok.... Prok.... Prok.... (The applause of the soldiers)
"That's a good sound, don't you Bang!!" fun Bang Rafael
Because he never answered, Bang Rafael turned to bang Praditya who was silent staring at the girl who was crying in front of him
"Snack....."
Bang Zardan gently wiped the tears on Viara's cheek and carried her into her arms
"Already deck, Ara calm well. everything will be fine" said bang Zardan softly
"But Ara was wrong sister.... Ara wrong sister!!!" lirih Viara sobbed on Bang Zardan's shoulder
"No Ara, Ara is not wrong" said Bang Zardan rubbed Viara's vibrating back
"But if Ara is not wrong, why did she leave and not want to turn to look at Ara again.. Ara's wrong sister!!" Viara firmly stood up from her seat and ran into her service house
"Ara!!!!!!!!" Call Bang Zardan unheard of by Viara
Bang Praditya stood up from his seat and ran over to Viara, but he stopped his footsteps and only remained standing at the army post
"Why bang?" Bang Rafael asked confused
"There's nothing" replied bang Praditya flatly
"Why can Viara's deck be like that? I've been watching him since he just kept bowing down and not laughing with us. He was here, but his mind seemed to be somewhere else. Has he had any problems before?" Bang Dani asked confused
"The story is long Bang. But ever since the problem hit her, Viara who was cheerful and always smiling every time was gone and went somewhere" replied bang Zardan
After that there was no more excitement heard on the army post page, everything went away and disperse carrying out their normal activities
"Sir, so fragile is Viara now" said Bang Rama looking at Viara who was sitting alone in front of his house with his eyes staring straight ahead
"Dad is right Bang. Since Pandu bang left, Viara was like a lifeless body.If she did not cry, then she would sing to comfort her heart all this time. He is always smiling and strong in front of the world, but when he sees it closer, it will be clear if he is very fragile and so destroyed . Every day he prayed that he could meet and explain everything that actually happened to his lover, but his lover never came to see him, even if only for a second." Answer Ila who sat with Bang Rama in front of the army post. They did not realize that in front of the barracks that were adjacent to the army post, there were a pair of eyes that had heard the chatter of the two.
"Adek.." muttered softly the soldier
Viara wiped her tears and took the guitar that belonged to Pandu who was beside her. Viara took the guitar into her arms and looked at the beautiful stars shining brightly up there
"Before I became a star like the one above, I just wanted to meet you again bang. Adek dear brother" lirih Viara continues to stare up with tears that slide back on the cheeks
Uhuk... Uhuk..
Viara reflexively closed her mouth while continuing to cough. As her cough had stopped, Viara stared at her blood-filled palm with a bitter smile
"Before bang, adek to Viara first" said Ila on the Rama bang and immediately ran closer to Viara.
Viara who saw Ila running over to him reflexively cleansed the blood in her hand so that it was not there
"Viara, are you sick again?" Tanya Ila was worried to see Viara's face as if it was not covered with blood
"No Ila, I haven't taken any medicine, so I'm weak again" Viara denied trying to smile to convince Ila
"Judah I'll get you the cure, yeah"
"No need, I'm okay. I just need to rest" Prevent Viara because she's been taking her medicine before
"Yaudah I helped you in" said Ila, letting Viara into her room.
After Viara lay down on her bed, the already-powerless Viara slowly closed her eyes and became unconscious on her bed
"Good night Viara, good sleep well" said Ila put a blanket on Viara's body.
Ila also laid herself on her bed and slowly closed her eyes following her two friends who had fallen asleep very fast
"I miss you" said Viara deliriously in her deep sleep
Seriate..