At the End of the Waiting (Love of the Soldier)
CHAPTER 64. Your name is in my heart Lettu
A few days later at 4:25 in the morning, Viara who was fast asleep was disturbed with her chest that again felt tight. Viara immediately opened her eyes and immediately gently rubbed her chest which felt very tight with a dizzy sensation that ruled her head.
With her weak hands, Viara grabbed her breathing apparatus which was in her health bag which she placed beside her bed and directly attached the tool to her nose
"Oh Allah, do not be tormented... Servant Please, O Rabb" Viara felt a tightness so intense that her eyes shed tears. Viara's nose also flowed fresh blood along with his head that felt a remarkable sensation of dizziness
A few minutes later, Viara's breathing slowly regained order and the dizzy sensation in her head gradually dissipated despite the cold sweat flooding her forehead. Viara got up from her lying position and removed the breathing apparatus that was still attached to her nose.
When Viara had managed to remove the device, Viara shed tears seeing the tool that contained blood spots coming out of her nose. Viara instantly cleaned the blood on her breathing apparatus as well as on her nose
"Is my age soon enough?" muttered Viara looked at her palm that was exposed to blood from her nose
"If my age is soon enough, may my family and I sincerely accept my departure. At least I'm still given a chance to live and breathe today. Thank you Lord" muttered Viara sweeping her face with both palms
Viara got off her bed and passed to the bathroom to clean her body and get ready for school. Viara did not perform his duties as a Muslim as usual because of his condition that had just experienced the coming of the month.
After finishing her bath, Viara stepped out of the room and immediately put on her dinner clothes. Viara wore a slightly thick powder to cover her pale face. Viara continued her steps to the front of the house to wear her shoes
"Done" Viara was happy after she finished wearing her pantofel shoes.
Viara lifted her head and smiled as she saw her new lover coming out of the army post with his comrades in front of her preparing to hold a morning apple
"Because Danru is in business at the city headquarters, then I as the representative of Danru who will lead the way of the apple on this sunny morning" said Pandu who was leading the apple in front there
Viara smiled sweetly looking at the serious face of Pandu who was making a speech and conveying information in front of him
"I love you Lettu, love you so much. At first it is difficult to open the heart and love a new person again, after a name that has long been embedded in this heart. But with you, I found new hope and a way to give up my heart entirely for you Lettu. We were so sincere in loving me that you easily replaced the old name with your name that is now beautifully painted in my heart. I love you so much Lettu and I just want to spend the rest of my life with you"
"But I'm scared, baby. I'm afraid there will be another problem that will separate me from you. I'm afraid my life won't be long until it makes you shed tears again because of me. I love you so much Pandu, you are so perfect but I am not a perfect woman. If I'm any time soon, at least I've laughed and painted the beauty of love with you. Even though this heart is no longer beating, at least this heart once pounded violently when you were in my arms. Even though this body will be fused with the ground, but my love will always be fused in your heart Pandu. I love you, I never stopped praying to Him that we were destined to be together. I will keep trying to heal and recover as I have. Even if this body can not heal, at least this body was once your back when you fell, and was held captive by you when you like and sorrow. For the rest of my life, I will take care of my heart and love you, because I love you always even though this body is getting weaker and weaker. I am Viara Mutya Putri, wishing you were the Imam of the world and my afterlife, only you are Lettu Pandu Praditya Maheswara" inner Viara wiped the clear fur in the corner of her eyes and smiled sweetly at her lover who sometimes stole a glance at her while leading the apple ahead
After finishing leading the apples and all the personnel disbanded from the ranks, Pandu stepped his feet towards Viara who was sitting alone in front of his service house
Viara smiled her smile as she grabbed the hand of Pandu who had stood upright in front of her and endured it for a very long time. Pandu gently rubbed both of Viara's cheeks and carried Viara into his arms
"Sick brother?" Ask Pandu while tucking Viara's forehead
"It doesn't hurt. He should have asked like that, brother. How's the wound on your chest still hurting?" Viara asked worriedly as she leaned her palm on Pandu's chest
"Abang is healthy baby, the medicine is already here. So whatever the pain if you are near your brother, then you do not need the care of others because you already have the best nurses and medicine here. Thank you for paying attention and taking care of my brother in recent days well" said Pandu with a sweet smile
"Together dear brother" Viara replied to Pandu's sweet smile at her
"Come on deck, brother interracial to school" Take Pandu avenged nod head by Viara.
Pandu grabs Viara's hand and walks with her to his motorbike parked beside the army post.
The guide put a helmet on Viara's head and helped her up into the back seat
"Are you deck ready?" Ask Pandu while holding both motor steering. Viara wrapped her hands around Pandu's waist and smiled sweetly at Pandu through the rearview mirror
"It's ready baby" Pandu smiled and immediately drove his motorbike to take Viara to school
On the way to the school where she teaches, Viara rests her face on Pandu's back and tightens her arms around Pandu's waist
"I'll always miss you, Lattie. I will always remember this togetherness and I will always miss the scent of this body" Viara said on Pandu's back
"What's the matter, baby?" Ask Pandu while watching the streets
"There is nothing, Adek dear brother and adek always hope that brother is a good husband later" said Viara leaned his chin on the shoulders of Pandu.
Pandu backs up his smile while glancing at Viara's face from the rearview mirror
"Daddy dek, brother also wants to make you brother's wife. Brother wants only you to be the mother for your children later. Are you ready, baby?" Ask Pandu expectantly
"Adek is ready dear" replied Viara smiling with Pandu and laughing with him
"I'm ready, baby. I will fulfill my promise to you with hard work and effort to recover. I love you Lettu"
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"Thank you for anterin adek to school again yah bang" said Viara gave a helmet on Pandu
"Beloved together. If you are sick when you teach again tell your brother immediately well deck" Pandu pinta
"Ready commander" Viara said with a laugh with her lover
"Adek enter first yah bang, assalamu'alaikum dear brother" said Viara grabbed Pandu's hand and regretted it
"Walaikumsalam adek dear" Pandu replies to Viara's forehead and smiles sweetly at her who has stepped her foot into the school gate. After Viara walked into the classroom, Pandu smiled and turned his motor towards the army post
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Arriving at the army post, Pandu and his colleagues walked together to the village hall where the meeting was held which discussed the construction of the village and the complaints of the community. After arriving at the village hall, there were already many village members and village leaders gathered at the village hall. There are also police and some soldiers who are on guard and some of them also follow the meeting
While at the Elementary school where Viara taught at 1:30 pm
"Ehh Ma'am, haven't come home yet? The school hours are over" asked Mr. Dino, a math teacher who had just been in charge of the elementary school
"No sir, there are still some things I have to work on" Viara replied smiling and clawing back at the paper
"But Ma'am, the school is deserted and all the teachers have also gone to the village hall to attend the meeting. Didn't you go to the meeting?" Ask Mr. Dino back
"After this is done, I will go there Sir" replied Viara while paying attention to the results of her work
"Ohh yaudah, I'm waiting for ya Bu, let us both go to the village hall"
"Did you not mind waiting for me to finish, the meeting will be finished loh" said Viara staring at Mr. Dino
"It's okay, ma'am, here I help you with the problem" said Mr. Dino, sitting in front of Viara and taking out a pen from his pocket.
Viara nodded her head with a smile and began to compile a matter of repeated preparations with Mr. Dino
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At the village hall, the meeting was over and the followers of the meeting were welcome to take the dishes that had been available on the table for lunch together. It looks like Kiara is busy providing a side dish on a container whose contents are empty again on the table.
Kiara puffed her head and smiled looking at Pandu who was standing in front of her and was taking food on her plate
"Bang Pandu kok not taken orange juice, but orange juice is always taken by guests?" Kiara asked confused
"I can't eat a cold drink right away. Is there any warm water?" Ask Pandu
"There's a bang, I'll get it in the back. Brother just sit and eat well, later I will deliver in the brother's chair with my brother's friends" said Kiara with a smile
"Alright" replied Pandu and passed following his friends who were eating together near his chair
Kiara observed Pandu who was eating from afar while smiling
"Please set this table well, I'll be right back" Kiara said to her friend and started walking back to fetch warm water for the soldiers
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"Well, it looks like we're late for Bu Viara, now we're having lunch together" said Mr. Dino, who had just arrived at the village hall with Viara
"It's okay sir, let's meet the village chief to tell us the reason for our delay" Viara asked and immediately entered the village hall followed by Mr. Dino behind her.
"Assalamu'alaikum Pak" said Viara shook the hand of the village head and the traditional leader followed by Mr. Dino
"Walaikumsalam Bu Viara, Mr. Dino" answered the two at the same time
"Pardon us for being late to the meeting, sir"
"It's okay, ma'am, we understand the mother's work as an educator in our village. We do not mind at all, instead we are happy if the educators in our village work very well and professionally" said the village head
"Thank you for understanding us well sir" said Viara smiling followed by Mr. Dino behind him.
They continued to chat about the development and complaints that students still feel in the elementary school where the two teachers teach. Viara who was listening to Mr. Dino's proposal to the village head accidentally saw Kiara coming out of one room door with a glass of water in her hand followed by her friends who were also holding a tray of drinks behind her
Viara followed Kiara's direction and was stunned to see Kiara giving the glass of water she was holding to Pandu
"This is bang, the warm water. Calm down, it's safe. My friends are also sharing this warm water with the people behind me" Kiara smiled
"Alright, thank you" said Pandu received the glass Kiara thrust and placed it beside her.
Kiara took the food on her plate and sat down beside Pandu to eat together. Pandu ignored Kiara beside him, Pandu asked silently while devouring food on his plate
"Bang, here you are" Kiara said, pointing under her lips.
Pandu who understood that wiped the bottom of his lips, but Kiara again smiled because there was still the rest of the sauce under the lips Pandu
"It's not there bang, here" Kiara said back to her lips
"No way, I've cleaned but still nothing" said Pandu still cleaning his chin
"Here is the bang" Kiara smiled as she cleaned the bottom of Pandu's lips.
Pandu is surprised by Kiara's sudden treatment of her. When glancing to the side of Kiara's head, Pandu's eyes perfectly rounded saw Viara who stood far behind Kiara was looking at her sharply with a face like a bomb ready to explode
"Alright Mr. Dino, we will think about your proposal and talk about it with the government" the village chief said after hearing Mr. Dino's proposal agreeing with Viara's explanation earlier
"Thank you sir" Viara and Dino said at the same time
"Before going home, let's enjoy the dish first" Pinta the village head was friendly
"Alright sir, thank you" said Viara trying to smile and pull Mr. Dino's hand to follow him.
Mr. Dino was surprised by Viara pulling his hand and still following the steps of Viara who was still holding his hand
"Sir Dino would eat what, I'll get it" said Viara smiled sweetly at Mr. Dino and stared intently at Pandu who was looking at him far behind Mr. Dino
"How about we take it with the food?" Bring Mr. Dino
"Jaudah come" replied Viara smiling and taking the side dish with Mr. Dino
"Mom don't touch that soup, it's still hot mom!!!" Order Mr. Dino.
But Mr. Dino's warning was too late because Viara's hand had accidentally touched the soup
"Astaghfirullah is hot!!" Said Viara moving her heated hands.
The guide who saw it stood up from his seat and stepped his legs closer to Viara, but Pandu stopped his steps because he saw Mr. Dino who reflexively pulled Viara's hand and blew Viara's hand trying to reduce the sensation of heat in his hand.
Viara smiled and pulled her hand from Mr. Dino's grasp after the heat in her hand had subsided
"Thank you, sir" Viara smiled
"Sama-sama ma'am, next time if you take food it should focus. Indeed, the mother's hand again took food, but her view should also remain focused when taking the food, not elsewhere" advised Mr. Dino
"Hehe's ready sir" chirped Viara.
Viara and Mr. Dino again picked up the side dish while wondering about the taste of the side dish they were going to take, Viara smiled sweetly at Mr. Dino who picked up a fruit salad and ignored Pandu who was silent on the spot while continuing to look at him. Viara and Mr. Dino sat down together and began to eat their meals solemnly.
5 Minutes later
Viara sighed and kept her dinner plate beside her chair
"Why mother? Not good at eating?" Ask Mr. Dino who can hear Viara's breath
"It's good, sir, but I remember I still had some business outside. So I say come out first sir" said Viara with a smile
"Ohh Iyah ma'am, please" said Mr. Dino softly
Viara nodded her head and directly walked out of the village hall while continuing to bow. Due to the distance of the hill so close to the village hall, Viara set foot about 10 minutes up the hill. Arriving at the rather low hill, Viara sat herself on the edge of the hill while staring at the beautiful scenery below
"My Lord, why is my way of life like this" Viara held back her tears from spilling.
"When, these eyes can see and admire the beauty of Your creation. Whether until when, this hand can reach something that is in front of the eyes, whether until when this very weak body remains strong to withstand the pain that always controls itself" inner Viara dropped her tears looking at her hand that was dripped with blood coming out of her nose.
Viara felt her hair from inside her hijab and dropped back tears seeing the many strands of hair in her hands
"Is my time soon, Lord?" viara muttered clean her nose which kept on spitting out blood.
After cleaning the blood from her nose and hands, Viara again looked at the beautiful afternoon sky with clear circles that again adorned her face. Viara continued to cry looking at the beautiful afternoon sky and did not realize the Pandu who had been sitting next to her. Pandu wiped away Viara's tears and carried Viara leaning against her chest
"I'm sorry brother yah dek, adek must be sad because of Kiara's treatment earlier" said Pandu embracing Viara's shoulder
"No bang, it's okay. Adek was jealous of Kiara earlier, but adek not sad about it anyway" said Viara smiled and hugged Pandu tightly.
"Then what makes my lover cry like this hmm?" Ask a gentle Guide
"Today is nearing the end of the month right bang, there are only 5 days left brother nemanin adek here" said Viara slowly in Pandu
"Dear dear, after this brother will return to your town and serve in the battalion again"
"She will miss the same brother, adek do not want to bear longing anymore bang, adek have tired of being trained longing" said Viara increasingly hugging Pandu tightly as if he did not want to let go
"Dear baby, my brother will always miss you. But inevitably brother must be ready to leave adek here. But believe me baby we will definitely meet again" said Pandu rubbed the back vibrating Viara who was increasingly sobbing on his shoulder
"You take it easy, baby, you're just yours. Even though you are far from your face, your heart will always go with you. Only Viara is loved, and will always love until we age together" Pandu smiled as he wiped away Viara's tears.
Viara grabbed both hands of Pandu and kissed him long enough, as well as Pandu who guided Viara's head forward and gently kissed Viara's forehead
"Patience dear, stay 4 months longer adek duty in this village. After the 4 months have passed, then brother will come and ask you in front of Lieutenant General Viandro Aditya Putra and your dear mother" said Pandu gently hugged Viara again
"Dad bang, I can't wait for that day to come. The day where adek can be owned and have a full brother" exclaimed Viara happily in Pandu's chest
"Dear dear, my brother also can't wait for the happy day to come. Keep your heart, baby, it's only temporary. So is the brother who holds this longing for you dear, just for you" said Pandu looking at the beautiful sunset while embracing Viara's shoulder.
Viara continued to look at Pandu who was embracing her tightly and smiled sweetly at her heart lover
"Thank you for all the wonderful stories with me here. Thank you also for loving me sincerely and giving me the opportunity to love you. Thank you for being patient with my attitude that sometimes hurts your heart. You are my last love Pandu. You are not the first to come to my heart, but your name will always be written in my heart forever. I love you Pandu"
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