At the End of the Waiting (Love of the Soldier)
CHAPTERS 30. Afraid of Losing you
"Do you really love her?" Rama asked Pandu who was sitting next to him while fishing in the calm watery lake
"Dad bang, I love her. She is the girl I have been waiting for and looking for" Pandu said with a smile
"The girl you're looking for....You mean the masked girl you always tell me about?" Bang Rama asked with a nod of his head by Pandu with a smile
"He was the woman who managed to captivate my heart for the second time. You know, ever since I broke up with Tara 9 years ago, I was devastated at that time, I loved her too much until I got hurt, until I determined never to fall in love again with a creature called a woman. But, my resolve was lost replaced with my hope of having it. Having a teenage girl who managed to steal my heart. Thanks to her kindness and sincerity, I started to find the right woman. He was like an angel who brought me back to life Bang. I still love him even today" Pandu explained
"I continue to reject my matchmaking because I only want to marry her" He continued, staring at the calm waters of the lake below
"Really, but why didn't you just shoot the Viaranya. Kan brother has met him" Pandu sighed harshly hearing the words of bang Rama
"I want to do that bang, but it's too late.I'll never be able to have Viara again" Pandu said with a voice that sounded trembling
"Why bang? Why do you think it's too late. Obviously Viara is still alone no, she has no husband yet. So this is an opportunity for brother" said Bang Rama did not believe in Pandu speech just now
"No Bang, I'm late because...."
"Ohh apparently you are here" Viara's voice sounded and stopped Pandu's chatter with Bang Rama
"Dad deck, hehehe" Cengir Bang Rama
"Why don't you guys drink young coconut ice before you get here. And what did you guys do that you didn't want to hang out with?" Viara asked a little annoyed
"We suddenly wanted to go fishing deck, so coming here just so happened to be very sunny this afternoon is not it" explained Pandu made Viara nod in understanding
"Ohh yaudah now brother drink first young coconut ice well" said Viara gave 2 places containing young coconut ice meddling into the hands of Pandu and Bang Rama
"Thank you deck" said the two taken by Viara with a smile. Viara then sat beside Pandu and held Pandu's fishing gear
"Bang, how do you catch the fish? If it moves like this it's been eaten?" Ask Viara
"Not yet a deck" answered Rama holding back laughter looking at Viara's bewildered face
"Jaudah here brother ajarin" said Pandu put down his drink and sat behind Viara. Pandu put both legs to the left and right of Viara until the position of his body is right behind Viara. Pandu put his face next to Viara's head and began teaching Viara how to fish with a smile.
Bang Rama also smiled to see the face of Pandu who was so enthusiastic and patient in teaching Viara
"May he be your destiny bang" said Bang Rama in his heart
"Abang, the lure is interested" exclaimed Viara happily
"The sign is that the fish have eaten the bait, let's pull the deck" Pandu said immediately stood up and positioned Viara to make it easier to attract the fish
"Come deck, pull" said bang Rama cheering
"Bang, it's really heavy" Viara said
"Come the spirit of the deck, the fish hunt is off" cried Bang Rama
"Do you want to help the deck?" Ask a gentle Guide
"Not to Bang... Adek will try himself... Believe equally adek" said Viara still trying to pull the fish.
"Hiyyaaa" cried Viara pleased when the fish managed to pull it
"Wah Bang, the fish is very big" exclaimed Viara happy to see the fish squirming on the ground
"Hahah Iyah deck, congratulations well the catch is big" said Pandu opened the fishing hook from the mouth of the fish until the fish stopped writhing again
"Well, if it is burned we are full together, right Bang" said Viara happily
"branch.. brother...."
"Astaghfirullah Brother!!!!" Shouted Viara frantically seeing Pandu slip and fall into the water
Byurrrs
"Abang!!!!! Brother survives brother hiks..hiks.." lirih Viara was frightened.
"Bang Rama, please bang Pandu bang hiks.. Bang" Pinta Viara wiggled Bang Rama's legs while crying
"But the water is very deep deck, brother does not dare to jump, fearing brother can not go up again" said Rama pretend anxious
"Don't deck, don't jump, adek can't swim right" said Bang Rama holding Viara's body recklessly jump
"Let go Bang release!!! if Pandu's brother leaves, then the adek will also go after him" said Viara makes Bang Rama silent on the spot
"GUIDE!!!!!!!" Shouted Viara loudly with her tears that continued to spill over the lake water. His voice sounded very loud breaking the silence in the lake
"Don't stay adek bang hiks.." Lirih Viara increasingly sobbed staring at the water that was no longer surging
"Abang hicks... "Lirih Viara covered her face with both of her palms
"Sad" call gentle Pandu. Viara who heard Pandu's voice looked to the side and smiled happily at Pandu who was still alive and standing nearby
"Abang!!" Excited Viara was happy to immediately run across hugging Pandu tightly
"Pandu hiks.." lirih Viara hugged Pandu very tightly as if she did not want to let go. Viara did not even care anymore with her clothes that were wet with her clothes soaked Pandu
"Break evil!! Why do you have the heart to do that, did you not see how scared was adek" annoyed Viara beat Pandu's chest while continuing to drop her tears
"Big bang!!!" Viara said and hugged Pandu back tightly
"Why are you afraid, isn't the sinking brother good?" Tanya Pandu gently rubbed the head of Viara who was crying on her shoulder
"Adek is afraid of losing his brother.. Hicks." Pandu silenced his smile hearing Viara's words just now. Her heart warmed to see the face and cry of Viara who was so worried about her
"It's pretty cool to lose a good friend adek as a child, adek do not want to lose a good friend again hiks..." hear Viara's words, Viara, Pandu remembered the speech bang Iqbal two months ago if Viara had been left dead by his little friend who was also the younger brother of the Iqbal bang.
"I am privileged in your heart that you are so anxious and afraid when you see me drowning" Pandu said happily in his heart
"Sorry brother well deck" Pandu said stroking Viara's vibrating back crying as she pleased in his arms
"Abang" said Viara slowly falling unconscious in Pandu's arms
"Astaghfirullah deck, wake up deck" said Pandu patting Viara's cheeks that look very pale as if not drained of blood
"Relax bang, he's just in shock until he's unconscious. Not long after that, he will wake up and wake up. You just calm down" Rama said with a smile
Pandu sat cross-legged and placed Viara's body on her lap, while Viara's head was laid on her left arm
"He was so afraid of losing you bang, that he was shocked and fell unconscious like this" Rama said, blaming the bonfire to warm them up. Pandu smiled and gently stroked Viara's tears that were so deep inside her lap
"Did you hear what he said just now, when he was about to jump into the lake?" Ask Rama back. Pandu smiled and nodded his head in response to Rama's question
"If she says that, is she also ready to live with me?" Ask Pandu while staring at the shady face lying on his left arm
"It looks like Iyah bang, he was even ready to stretch his life in the lake just to catch up with his brother there. As he said earlier if brother left, then he would follow brother to leave as well. Sometimes we say the contents of our hearts accidentally if we are angry or worried bang. Maybe he also has the same feeling for you bang, so he does not want to lose you" said bang Rama explained with a smile
"May it all come true for me bang" Pandu said softly
"Abang..... Brother.." said Viara slowly still closed her eyes
"Yes deck, brother here. What's the matter hmm?" Ask Gentle Scout. Viara slowly opened her eyes but her gaze was very blurred when she saw Pandu's face above her
"Never stay adek again yah" said Viara slowly at the blurry shadow above her
"Dad deck, brother promises not to do silly things like that again. Adek also never turn away from brother yah" said Pandu embraced Viara with a smile. Viara got up from Pandu's lap and tried to sit beside Pandu even though his body still felt weak
"So still strong?" Tanya Pandu brought Viara's head to lean against her chest
"The father is still strong, just thirsty" replied Viara smiling. Pandu chuckles at Viara's words, picks up the mineral bottle and helps Viara to drink
"Thank you yah bang" Viara said softly after drinking the water
"Together deck, let's burn the deck we catch fish before" Pandu
"Oke bang" exclaimed Viara enthusiastically and immediately burned his fish assisted by bang Rama, while Pandu was packing their fishing equipment and occasionally glanced at Viara who was very enthusiastic about burning his own fish
"I love you deck, love you so much. Fooling you is my Aamiin the most in all my prayers and prostrations. May you be my rib, and born only to complete me"
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