At the End of the Waiting (Love of the Soldier)
CHAPTER 47. The destiny of my love
"Dadress, Viara bang Iqbal say goodbye to home first well" said Viara greeting his parents' hands followed Iqbal
"Dear dear, Mother's children are carefully on the road" said Mother Hana touching the cheeks of Viara and Iqbal
"Mother's Father, Assalamu'alaikum"
"Children's Walaikumsalam" replied Father Vian and Mother Hana together.
After doing a hug and farewell greeting, Viara again joined Iqbal to return home to the village
"Hows it? Are you satisfied with your parents?" Iqbal asked as he watched the streets
"Not bang, still want to play and tell them many things. But I can't ignore my work and my students in the village" replied Viara gloomily
"Hhmm Iyah also well, keep the spirit of Ara, do not frown so dong, if the sullen becomes not beautiful" Iqbal exclaimed glancing at Viara from the rearview mirror of his motorbike
"Heheh ready to bang". Iqbal smiled and increased the speed of his motorbike to get to their destination village soon
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After saying goodbye, Viara waved her hand at the Iqbal bang that had been speeding on her motorbike and turned her body into her service home
"Viara out of where's the same handsome brother?" Syifa asked Viara who had just entered her service house
"From Syifa's city, meet my parents" Viara replied with a smile
"Ohh yeah, is there a souvenir?" Syifa asked raise her eyebrows
"Hahha of course there is, but please spend as much, but remember, for the same cement" said Viara handed over the pocket of crackle he held
"Well, ready commander" exclaimed Syifa glad to receive the crackle bag from Viara's hand and shouted calling for the teachers to eat together.
The exhausted Viara just entered her room and cleaned her sticky body. After finishing her bathing ritual, Viara immediately went out of the bathroom and put on her nightgown.
Viara slid her tired body on her bed and before closing her eyes, Viara picked up her mobile phone that shook on the nightstand
📩Bang Andra❤
Dek, are you home from town? How is his body, tired?
📩Viara
Alhamdulillah already home bang, although the body aches anyway, but it is usual
📩Bang Andra❤
Poor prospective wife brother, if your brother has halalin you, will brother incandescentin to relax his body
📩Viara
Heheh, thank you dear brother. When's brother coming home?
📩Bang Andra ❤
Why did you miss yah?
📩Viara
Hehe Iyah bang, always
📩Bang Andra❤
Hahahha, come home tomorrow baby. Wait for my brother to come back
📩Viara
Ready to bang, later on again yah bang, adek want to sleep first
📩Bang Andra❤
Iyah deck, good night, do not forget the dream brother yah dek
Viara smilingly read the message from Andra and slowly closed her eyes
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The next day, after finishing teaching in class, Viara sat herself in the teacher's room chair and pensively thought of the confusion that had re-entered her mind
Viara massaged her temple feeling extremely frustrated and covered her face with the forearm of her right hand
"It seems like I'm winning should give this feeling away. Sis is a good person and also very healthy. He could definitely accompany bang Andra all his life. As for me, I am not a perfect woman, I have a disease that can take my life at any time. Is this really the right way, to sacrifice for the one we love so that he lives happily even though he is not with us?" viara said in her heart.
"Viara!!!" call Ila suddenly
"Astaghfirullah Ila, before entering the greetings first, do not immediately play break" said Viara stroked his chest
"Udah thousands of times I greet you and call you, but you never answer. Why are you alone here? What are you thinking?" Tanya Ila immediately sat down beside Viara
"I was just confused Ila, I lost my way because I was stuck between a love triangle that I didn't understand. On one hand there is a heart that I have to keep because I love her, but on the other hand there is a heart that loves me very much, but my heart is not for her yet" Viara said with a rough sigh
"It doesn't mean it won't be Viara" Ila said with a smile
"What do you mean ila?" Viara asked confusedly
"Try you to see and understand the Pandu side. He loves you very much, but he realizes to have you only as his wish because Pandu knows from the beginning your heart is only for others. You love that person, and that person loves you too. Then is there a way for Pandu to be loved by you? Of course there is Viara" Ila said trying to make Viara understand
"Let time answer all these things so that you may understand the meaning of my words. Have you ever heard a piece of advice that you can get happiness from the people you love, but you can also get happiness from the people who love you?" Tanya Ila nods her head by Viara
"Now understand the meaning of that expression" Ila said
Viara began to remember her mother's story yesterday, and related it to the truth told by her mother Andra. The tears escaped his eyes. Whether what decision will he make, letting his love (Andra) be happy with the other person he is betrothed to, because it is impossible for him to live with Andra because of his illness? Or choose someone who loves him very much (Guide), but it is also not possible because of the disease problem he suffered again, especially Viara has not loved that person. All the choices are only in Viara's hands, and she alone will determine what kind of way her life will look like
"I understand Ila, thank you for listening to my complaints all this time. I will think about the decision I will make later. Hopefully my decision for my future will be the best decision" Viara wiped her tears with the back of her hand
"Daddy together, friends, let's go home, already want this afternoon" said Ila embraced Viara with a smile.
Viara packed her things and walked home with Ila
"Help me to make a decision, Lord, hopefully my decision will not be a symbiosis of parasitism that will harm one of them"
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After arriving in front of her service home, Viara was waiting for the arrival of the army truck back to their post accompanied by Ila beside her. After waiting for 15 minutes, Viara put her smile on her feet and stepped forward when she saw the army truck that had been seen approaching the army post.
Viara smiled and ran to hug the person in the future who had just gotten out of the truck
"Abang!!!" Call Viara happy. Andra smiled and spread out her hands to welcome her heart that ran towards her
"Does how you do? You're healthy, right? It's okay" asked Viara in Andra's arms
"Dad, brother is fine" Viara smiled and let go of Andra's embrace at the sound of her tummy rumbling
"Have you eaten yet?" Ask Andra softly
"Not yet bang, will you wait for your brother to come home" said Viara to get a laugh from the soldiers, while Andra smiled and rubbed the top of Viara's head gently
"dear baby, we'll eat together" Invite Andra to hold Viara's hand to sit on the chairs and tables available in front of the army post
Viara held Andra's hand that opened the food box so Andra turned to look at Viara with a smile
"Bang, there are people who want to ask the brother" said Viara seriously
"By the deck, go ahead" Andra replied with a smile. Viara controlled her breathing and began to stare at Andra
"Well, if for example we are not a match how? If for example we are not meant to be together are you ready to accept that?" Viara asked looking at Andra seriously
"What do you really mean deck, brother doesn't understand"
"Don't you ever hear? No matter how long we date or love, but if fate says he is not your soul mate, then as strong as love the two will remain separate as well. We are not married, but we are human beings who can make mistakes at any time. So how's brother's response? if, for example, fate would not unite us, would you hate a bitch?" Viara asked withholding her tears from spilling.
Andra nodded with a smile and turned to rub the top of Viara's head affectionately
"If for example we are not a match, at least my brother has loved and loved a woman like you. But back in the hands of destiny, if indeed we are not allowed to be together, it does not mean that brother will hate you and hate destiny, it is not true deck. Brother will always love and consider you as a brother if indeed we are not a match. I'll find you a much better man to be with you later. Brother understands the direction of your conversation, and hopefully we are destined to be together. Brother only loves you, but if brother's destiny is with another woman, it will be very difficult to love that woman. But for the sake of happiness we both, we try to be together well" Andra said, wiping away the tears on Viara's cheeks.
Viara stood up and scattered tightly to the man she loved long ago and cried profusely on her shoulder. Viara further tightened her embrace and increasingly cried profusely unwilling to part with the person she loved so much
"It's deck, don't cry anymore baby. Brother just came home already dapet snot anyway" said Andra rubbed Viara's back
"Hehe Iyah bang, let's eat" Viara said, smiling at the man she loved so much as she gently wiped the tears on her cheeks. Viara smiled and began to feed Andra, and vice versa
"Truly I was afraid to lose you, unable to see myself with another woman who was not me. But I will try to stay strong to accept all the possibilities that will happen. You are my love from a long time ago, and the most beautiful love I have ever fought for in my life"
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