Touch Me!

Touch Me!
Why?


Nath threw his body on the bed, not having an answer to the question that a moment ago engulfed his heart. Nath breathed a few times. It is still difficult to deny his interest in Vanya. He felt that there was something he needed to find out. I don't know where to start. The person he had so much hoped for, couldn't possibly answer the question in a stressful state right?


Stress? Nath smiled imagining how stressed and depressed Lexi was right now. And suddenly, he recalled some things that he did not remember lately.


Aye! Lexi really likes Gaby, right? in fact, it's been going on for years. But why am I engaged to him? since when have I been so bad? grab Gaby and encourage her to marry another woman? does Lexi hate me so much right now? why am I so stupid? all I remember, I was Gaby's lover and in fact, we were engaged. But since when? I don't know myself so much? my God!, Lexi. Sorry, I'm sorry for this stupid act of mine.


Nath reached into the phone that was stored in his pants pocket. He looked at the clock that was already showing twenty-two o'clock. Nath, who was already in a fog because his heart was so agitated, just got up and rushed towards Kevin's apartment.


***


" So, are you sure you want to tell Nath everything? " Ask Kevin. Right now, Kevin is deliberately lying to Nath. He said, if he's on duty tonight. But, the truth is, Kevin is discussing something with Vanya. Yes, of course with frills. Sherin has to go with Vanya so she can meet the woman, right?


Truly, this world is completely filled by men who do not want to lose. Inner Vanya grumbled.


" How do you think? " Tanya asks Vanya who asked for Kevin's opinion back. In fact, Kevin himself had not gotten what he had just asked.


" It's up to you. You don't have to be afraid of anything anymore. " Tell Kevin who already knows everything Gaby does. And evidently, the people of KBR Group, are very protective of Vanya. Oh, no exception Mr. Miskana yes, because Mr. Miskana was the messenger of Nath's parents. His job is just to follow and report everything Nath does. And those who disappeared without news, were Gaby's messengers who were assigned to eliminate Vanya. So different tasks, different risks are also my darling,...


" Is it still long? it's been almost two hours. Are your mouths not gouty? " Task Sherin who's already really fed up. For the past few days, his head seemed to be filled with Nath's name. Want to sleep must listen to Vanya mention Nath's name, want to eat the same, not to mention Nathan who continues to whine asking his father. When defecating or small, Nath's name is also still ringing in his brain.


" Dear, are you tired? " Task Kevin softly. Ah, that look made Sherin goosebumps.


Goddamnit! that kind of bastard smile why dare he show it to me?! does he never look glassy? such a smile, made his face look like a drunk fly! wasn't! meaning, pig! yes, drunk pigs!


" Wull... Dr. Kevin really likes to joke. Hearing the words dear, the fur on my body was almost running away leaving my skin, you see..." Sherin replied with the face she made not looking angry at all.


" Good to hear it. " Say Kevin. Still with such a sweet smile.


It's disgusting of them. It was upset that Vanya saw Kevin and Sherin arguing.


***


" Take wherever Nath goes! and report everything. Remember that! you have to tell me first. Before you tell Nath's parents. You gotit?! " Gaby snapped alerting to someone across her phone.


Gaby threw her phone violently on her bed. The feeling of anger, that was all he always felt when it came to Nath's name.


Has love? or just obsession?


Gaby looked at her reflection in the mirror.


" If it wasn't me? who then? Vanya? nay! just me! because I deserve it. And I'm Nath, you need to wake up. Me, is the best life companion for you. Exactly does not mean it fits right? I mean the exact word in my own opinion. And I'm not blind to my feelings, Nath. I understand quite well how I feel right now. If you suffer so much, then just blame your parents. "


Gaby clenched both her hands tightly. His face stared angrily remembering what happened Fifteen years ago.


Flashback.


" Mom, Mom, Dad, Sister..... Wake up! don't leave me! wakeup! brother! Mama! Daddy's! bring me! I want to go with you guys. " Little Gaby shouted hysterically as she shook the three bodies lying lifeless. Namely, Father, Mother and older sister.


" Daughter, sabbath and let them go? pray for them to be calm in heaven. " Say one of the mourners.


" No! I want Daddy! I want Mom! my brother! I want them! they're evil! why leave me? " Gaby was crying again. Heart's broken. A twelve-year-old teenager, had to deal with it. Losing his father, mother, and brother at the same time.


" Rose, relax. " A grandfather walked over to her. He gave a light pat on Gaby's back to make her stronger and be patient with the line God had set even though it was painful.


Rose, was Gaby's name fifteen years ago.


" Come with me. I'll take care of you. I will help you in everything. " Say the old grandfather with a loving smile.


" You who? why take care of me? are you a family of Mom and Dad? " The teenager's eyes looked at grandfather with his innocent gaze.


" I'm just your Dad and Mom's business partner. " the answer.


" Why do you want to take care of me? " Ask Gaby.


" Because, there's something you have to do someday when you grow up.


The innocent girl's eyes looked bright. I don't know what his brain caught at that time hearing the words of a grandfather he just knew. But, as time went on, the affection as well as some facts he discovered. And day after day, he went through with a grudge that grew bigger every day.


Flashback.


" I've come this far. Then there's no way I'm coming back. Even if I come back, I must come back proud of my success to do what my heart and brain have planned.


" I, won't budge Nath, especially about you. Even if you don't choose me later, then not Vanya. You can't be with him. Because, your parents have to pay for what they did to my family. They, and you. Must disintegrate!.


Gaby smiled wickedly looking at herself.


The To Be Continued.