Touch Me!
Past Times

Vanya walked into the main door. For a moment he took a breath and exhaled slowly. After five more years, he has now returned to the place where his wounds were.

Vanya recalled the oath he had sworn without hesitation a few years ago. A vow he remembered clearly. There is a sense of doubt when we step. But never mind, he only fulfilled the invitation, not to sulk the tangled thread between them.

Slowly, Vanya enters the magnificent house that bears witness to the growth of a Vanya up to the age of twenty-one years.

Vanya recalls all the memories that happened in that magnificent house. The house where she spent the day with her mother.

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" Vanya, pretty, would you like to taste my cake?

" Vanya, have you drunk the milk?

" Vanya, take your medicine.

" Vanya, finish your meal.

" Vanya, let's go for a walk.

" Vanya, come on, let's go to the doctor.

" Vanya, you're really great. This time you are also champion one.

" Vanya, look at this. Mom made it for you. " Mom showed me a ribbon of flower-shaped hair.

" Vanya, you're everything to Mom. You are Mother's heaven. You are Mother's life. You are Mom's heart.

Vanya smiled remembering the childhood she spent with her biological mother. Until suddenly, bitter memories that he wanted to forget once flashed through his brain.

A couple who were arguing violently without realizing a child continued to pay attention with tears that drenched his cheeks.

" Get out of here, you son of a bitch!!

" You think, who do you dare call me a jerk?

" You're such a jerk! if you don't want to live with me anymore, you can say it early, right?! why do you have to cheat with the people closest to me?!

" It's because of your fault! you never understood my feelings! I never loved you! you know this too, right?

" Where is my fault?! you should have said it earlier. Why should it be now? now, I really love you. " The woman fell down while crying.

" I never loved you. It's your business if you love me. I'll hand you the divorce papers tomorrow.

" No! don't do that. I don't want Vanya to lose her father. " Say, the woman fell down and clenched her palms begging.

" I'll come once a week. " The man replied coldly.

" What?! how are you so unfair? you spend your days with your other daughter and only once a week seeing our daughter? why are you so unfair?!

" A once a week? or, not at all?

" why? why aren't you being fair?

" Because of Vanya, there are you who look after her every day right?

" Your other daughter also has a mother right?!

" That's my business. " Say the man as he steps his foot.

" Wait!

" What else?

" What if I don't exist? you're gonna keep Vanya?

" Of course.

" all right. " The woman got up from her position. He grabbed a knife that was located in the fruit basket.

" What are you doing?! " Snapped the man while looking at him pushyly.

" Put down the knife! don't threaten me with your stupid idea!

" Stupid huh? I also realized from the beginning that I was stupid. I'm devoting my life to you no matter what, do you love me or not? Rudi, listen to this carefully. My Vanyaku is everything to me. I know, you don't love Vanya like you love your other daughter. Because Vanya wasn't born to the woman you love. But, Vanyaku loves you so much. Every night before going to bed, he prays for you. You know that too, right? every day he's busy calling you to ask you how you're doing. What food are you eating, what are you doing? do you not love him at all? do you know what? every day I cry when Vanya asks about you. Even when he was sick, he always called your name. Rudi, please, love my Vanyak even if you don't love me.

" What nonsense are you talking about?!! " The man is approaching.

" Stop Rudi!

" Don't be stupid!

" Goodbye. Take good care of Vanyaku. Tell her, stay a good girl. Stay alive no matter what happens.

" The woman sliced her wrist a few times, and. jlep.... " He thrust the knife into his heart with the rest of his energy.

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" Mother..... " Vanya was holding onto her chest which suddenly felt so tight and painful.

" Vanya? " Vanya's stepmother approached Vanya with a very natural smile.

This lady? is this woman the one that Mom maxed out? is it because of this woman? so, Rina isn't Dad's stepdaughter? so that's why she loves Rina so much? so, how many things are they hiding from me?

" Vanya, you're so pretty today. Let's go see your dad. " Say stepmother while holding Vanya's hand to lead her to see Dad.

" It's not necessary. I didn't come to see him. " Vanya spoke with a cold face and held back tears.

" Vanya, what happened to you? " Ask the stepmother who looks so worried when she realizes that Vanya's eyes are swollen.

" Nothing. Only the memories of the past suddenly approached me.

Does he remember Tristan and Rina? is he still unable to let go? he looks so miserable. I should how?

Vanya walked away from stepmother and walked in any direction.

" Vanya! " The voice of the voice of the Man that adds to his bad mood.

Vanya did not want to look towards the source of the sound. Lazy feeling.

" Vanya, are you coming? I'm glad to see you again.

Vanya looked at the man who was now in front of her. " Oiii Tristan, go. My mood is fucked. " Say Vanya and then down a glass of dragon fruit juice.

" Vanya, can we talk for a second? " The request is polite.

" no.

" I beg you this time.

" Wouldn't want to.

" All right, two minutes. Please take two minutes.

Vanya sighed. Sebal, but if you continue to refuse, it will even make it more desperate, right?

" Alright, say.

Tristan took both hands. Vanya could only shut up and be patient waiting for the two minutes to end.

" Vanya, that incident five years ago, was an accident. I came for a reunion with our friends. But, I was also confused as to why there was Rina. I was drunk and Lina was drunk. I was completely unaware of what I was doing. " Tristan tightened his hand.

" Vanya, would you give me one chance? I'll finish it all with Rina and come back to you.

" Ting keg! your two minutes are up. " Vanya said, trying to get her hands off Tristan.

" No Vanya. I really can't forget you. I'm not lying. Wait me. I will get your heart back.

" What are you guys doing?! " Angoing Lina who was annoyed saw Tritan and Vanya holding hands.

The To Be Continued.