Touch Me!
S2 - Sammy Tears

After talking to Nath, Sany returns to her room with an indecipherable face. Her hand held tightly to the brown envelope Nath had given her. Even Vanya who wants to say hello to Sammy was he paled because of Sammy's unusual face. Without looking the other way, Sammy finally went inside the room. His body that looked so strange also did not realize that the door was not closed properly.

Bruk.....!

Sammy dropped his body on the floor. His back is leaning on the edge of the bed. His gaze looked so much expression that he did not know what to do but cry. Saddened? arau moved? he really did not know which one was more prominent at the moment. After he had gotten so much affection from Nath and Vanya, it felt like today he was getting so indebted to the couple. His mind floated up to take him back to the decades he had painstakingly tried to forget.

You fucking child carrier! you stupid boy! child is useless! bastard son!

All those words suddenly flashed in his brain. All this time, Sammy's been keeping a tight lid on his past and not telling anyone about it. In fact, he also did not tell Nath and Vanya. Not to lie, it's just that it's so painful and embarrassing. There have been a lot of rumors going around about Sammy. Starting from his parents' accident and death, some say if Sammy came from an orphanage, some say if Sammy used to be Vanya and Nath's servant child. And there are still some other rumors that never get confirmation directly from Sammy.

" Father, Mother, Nathan, and also the spoiled twins. Sometimes I get scared when I go to sleep. I'm afraid that you're only in my dreams. In fact, every waking up I always try to make sure that you guys are real. " Sammy grabbed a family photo located at a nearby sleeping light table. One by one their faces with eyes that shed tears.

" You know what? every day I look at your faces one by one and thank you in my heart for being in my life. I remember clearly how you laugh, how you are angry, how you are sad, and when you insult each other when you are angry. I am truly grateful for all the moments I have spent with you. " Sammy hugged the photo tightly.

" Thanks to you, I no longer hear those painful gestures anymore. "

#At that time.#

Bugh....!

" Foolish fool! mom told you not to come here! go over there to your dad's house! " Sammy fell to the ground crying. His knees and palms were also bleeding from the strong urge of his mother.

" Mom, Dad is dead. I don't want to live with Grandma. Grandma doesn't want me. " Pinta Sammy crying.

" But I want to live with Mom. "

As he continues to whine and beg, Sammy's mother is forced to accept Sammy to her new husband's house. Sammy is the son of a divorce victim. There are so many dramas that occur in the life of the Mother and Father that little Sammy who must accept all the consequences of what is done by his parents. In the past, Sammy's mother and father were married because they were betrothed by their parents. At first everything went well until Sammy was born. But unfortunately, all that changed when his father was caught cheating and was followed by his mother who was also known to have cheated on him behind her husband. Checking into physical warfare should be witnessed by Sammy every day while they are at home. Even because of that, Sammy's father doubted whose blood flowed in his body. The day went on until her parents decided to divorce. From then on Sammy started to pass to and fro because no one wanted him. His mother who considers Sammy an unlucky child, his father who considers Sammy an illegitimate child, and Grandmother of his father also does not want to take care because it is assumed that Sammy is not his grandson.

Suffering still continues, Sammy who was nine years old was increasingly unchecked. His body was thin dry plus a lot of punch marks. Yes, the blow came from his father when he came home drunk. But when he was conscious, his father would act cold and like he didn't think Sammy was there. At the age of ten, Sammy's father died of a drug overdose. On that very day, she decided to come to her mother's house and beg to be accepted. It was accepted after long enough to beg his mother. But his half-brother did not like him at all and openly beat, insulted, even Sammy was also spit several times by his half-brother. Feeling unable to anymore, Samy finally complained about what his stepbrother did to him. But unfortunately, her biological mother prefers to worry about her stepson. Of course it was because she wanted to save the position of Madam in that house.

With a desperate move, ten-year-old Sammy steps out of his mother's house. He continued walking while sobbing bitterly for his painful fate. Walking far barefoot, plus the heavy rain that flushed his body. Perih, it feels very painful when all the wounds on his body are exposed to rain water. But how else? there was no place for him to leave so the ten-year-old prayed at every step for God to take his life. But, suddenly a couple came up to him, reaching out with a smile that was so sincere. The touch of their hands was so felt that it reached the heart and made the soul that thrashed to death come back to peace. Yes, they are a pair of humans behind the angelic souls he now calls Father and Mother.

# Now #

" Dad, Mother. " Call her softly and let her tears slip from her eyes.

" Did Dad scold you? "

Sammy flinched and looked at a beautiful woman who was none other than Vanya. She wiped her tears and walked over to Sammy who was frozen there.

" Tell Mom. Did Dad scold you? " Once again, Sammy grew sobbing and got up and hugged Vanya tightly. He really can't say anything anymore. As for Vanya, the woman who had been her mother for twenty years was also completely unable to hold back her tears. He actually heard what Sammy said. He and Nath decide not to find out Sammy's past because he thinks Sammy won't like it. So they just focus on loving Sammy and make Sammy figure formed because of happiness and no longer Sammy who used to be.

" Mom, I love Mommy. " Sammy said.

The To Be Continued.