Touch Me!
Dasi

Vanya stared at the ceiling while feeling her achy body. Day by day he passed by with tireless vigor. A bright future for the child, is the main thing that must be prioritized Vanya. Although Vanya has enough money to support her children to adulthood, but staying alert and keeping some spare money is best.

Vanya tilted her body while grabbing the phone lying near her. There is a picture of his mother on the screen of Vanya's phone, a picture that he accidentally ordered from a reliable painter. Al results, a photo of his mother who only he saw in a pendant, now he can also see on the screen of his phone. " Mommy, I miss you. I miss you so much. " Vanya hugged her phone. There was a drop of falling tears adorning the side of his eyes.

Mom, I'm so scared. In the past, when I was afraid, you would come to me. I held my hand and hugged my body. I'll say that everything's fine. Mom, I'm scared. I'm afraid I'm losing my little Nathan. I met his father who I thought was dead. Mother, come into my dreams and embrace me.

A small and delicate hand now rubbed Vanya's head. Touch by touch brings calm. Vanya smiled as she opened her eyes. Little Nathan was looking at him with a worried look.

" Mom's okay?

Vanya grabbed Nathan's small hand from his head and kissed the tiny hand. " Mom's always okay. No need to worry.

Little Nathan frowned. His mother just kept saying that he was okay. As a child, Nathan felt guilty. They just live together. But never once did his mother complain to him. Nathan bowed lethargic while cursing himself who could not make his mother feel comfortable.

" What's up? " Vanya grabbed Nathan's chin and made their gazes meet each other. Seeing his son glum, Vanya could only try asking and comforting him. This is the nature of a mother, right?

Nathan looked even sadder as Vanya asked. Is he really unreliable? is it because he is too young? why didn't his mother want to share the burden with him? is it because her mother doesn't believe her?

" Nathan? " Vanya is increasingly confused by Nathan's gaze which looks very miserable. " What's up?

" Mom, why do you always tell me that you're okay? I'm not blind mom. Can't you share the burden with me?

Vanya held back her laughter. The child who is always considered a baby, turns out to be this mature. But about sharing the burden? who wants to share the burden with their children? moreover, his son is four years old. Vanya stroked Nathan's delicate cheeks.

" Mom just misses your Grandma."

Nathan grabbed his mother's hand. Then put it on his face.

" Mom, promise. From today, you will tell me what makes you sad and happy. Mom is the only one I have. I just want us to be together under all circumstances. "

Vanya nodded with a dam of tears in her eyes.

Sorry son. I'll tell you anything from now on. But I can't tell you about your father. Hope you don't hate Mom for this.

Next morning. As usual, Vanya takes Nathan to school and goes straight to his place of work. Starting from today, Vanya arrived early. After an unexpected encounter with the person he had been avoiding all along. Vanya sighed in relief. Finally, the mini cafe is still quiet, fresh suana in the morning, ah...! really calm him down. Vanya turned his gaze to the right and to the left. His feet stepped on a slightly doubtful footing. Looking for a figure that makes him unable to sleep quietly all night.

" Phew...! " Vanya wiped the sweat on her forehead while smiling in relief.

" Haha......! I'm totally safe. I can enjoy my Latte coffee in peace.

" Good morning? " The voice from behind Vanya's back, made all the feathers of Vanya stand. Vanya could only freeze with her shocked face.

" Ha, haha, haha..." Nervous Vanya looks stupid while trying to act. Vanya turned her body to stare at the person behind her back.

I've guessed. You again. You really haunt me? even when you were alive?

" Se, se, se, se,..." Nath patted Vanya's back slowly.

" Good morning president! " The voice that had been restrained from fear and nervousness finally escaped her lips after Nath helped her.

" You came in the morning? " There was a thin smile that adorned Nath's lips making Vanya stunned in silence. Really very handsome inwardly.

Nath touched Vanya's chin. Pressing it up so that the lips that had been opened become closed. Because of admiration while enjoying the creation of God that is so delicious to look at the eye.Vanya's heart beats very fast.So Vanya coughed when feeling the warm and soft hands Nathan touched his chin. Vanya bowed in shame. This body is really shameless. His inner.

" Let's go in. You're gonna order coffee, right? "

Vanya rounded his eyes. Let's go in? these simple words that came out of Nath's mouth were why it sounded ambiguous to his inner self. Vanya squeezed his hand several times trying to find a logical reason.

" ah! I forgot President Nath. I have work to do this morning. " Vanya tried to escape quickly. But, due to her legs shaking from nervousness, Vanya lost her balance and, bruk....!

Nath and Vanya stared at each other in positions similar to people dancing. This is for the second time. Vanya falls in the arms of the man she wants to avoid. Their heartbeats beat together. Making the rhythms of love wrapped in romance.Vanya's hand that was accidentally located right in Nathan's chest, can really feel his heartbeat is so strong.

" You okay? " Nath's question made Vanya aware of what was happening. Vanya tried to get up from her position.

" Thank you, President Nath. " Vanya said, standing up. Vanya stared at Nath's messy tie because of his actions. Out of nowhere, Vanya suddenly grabbed Nath's tie and instantly broke it.There was a smile that Nath seemed to lick because he could see Vanya's face up close and now, Nath also clearly inhaled the scent of plums from Vanya's hair.

Vanya rewinded his steps to see the results of his work.

" Uh?! it's passable. Not so bad it turned out. "

Vanya said, looking happy. But the happy face disappeared immediately looking back at the face of the person he tidied his tie.

" Pre, president, sorry. I am not insolent. I just, "

" It's okay. Let's go in." Vanya could only follow the footsteps of Nath's Legs with her nervous face.

In the car, it is not far from the mini cafe. Lexi could only be silent as she stared at all the events she saw this morning.

" You're so different, Nath. Yesterday, you rudely kicked Gaby out. But now? you're acting like a drunk fly blinded by love. That woman you just met, but you treated her so gently. Wh why? can't Gaby be compared to him? for Gaby's sake, I'll do my best for her. "

To be continued.