Touch Me!
S2 - Day of Regret

A handsome, cross-faced man with a lunglai body is now walking down the hallway to the door of his apartment. Salied, or the older sister of Silvia Marhen. Ever since learning the truth about Ivi, she had absolutely no energy to live. He really cannot forgive himself. Hearing every word she heard from Ivi while at Nathania and Nathalie's birthday party, she could clearly see the pain more than she said. even though his lips continued to be interested in smiling, but he could clearly see the deep sorrow and wounds. The hateful gaze that always emanated from Ivi's eyes, clearly showed that she would not apologize to him.

" Why is it like this? " Salied instantly degraded his body while already inside his apartment. Sorry he must have felt. Regretting for not being able to find his sister, regretting for letting his sister experience a lot of pain, regret for failing to be a good brother, and the thing he regretted the most was leaving Ivi, he said, he kept holding himself back from looking. Though clearly he heard Ivi crying and rebelling because he asked to be brought along.

Mother, Sali's brother, Salied's brother, don't go! bring me! don't leave me!

Salied came back crying considering Ivi's voice back then. Actually he also wanted to turn his head and say that he would come back to pick her up. But not knowing what the reason was, her mother forbade Salied and asked her not to turn her head. In fact, at that moment clearly he could see many of his tears that fell on his mother's cheeks. The hand that was holding her away was also trembling and cold. Then why did Mother forbid her to look towards Ivi before leaving?

" Stupid! so foolish. You lost a lot of things because of your stupidity, Salied. You lost Silvia's sweet smile, her spoiled voice too. His gaze was always soft and sweet, all those happy moments had changed with wounds that you were not even able to deal with. "

Salied hit her head in anger at herself. Especially when he saw Dodi embrace Ivi and win her, it was a very painful blow for him. It should be him who hugs Ivi and comforts her. But look what's happening now. He doesn't even have the courage to look at Ivi anymore. He felt guilty and hated himself.

" Sivia, if you give her five minutes to meet you, she will ask you to punish you. Even if you want your brother to die, you will be happy to do so. "

***

At the Marhen residence was the same. Salia is no less sad. The beautiful girl was always ringing Ivi's words that were so painful. He also could not at all dispel the memory as he hit his own sister's face repeatedly. The meaning that he also said still made him unable to withstand his sadness. Honestly, Salia had been too comfortable with her position as the only sister in the Marhen residence. It was one of those things that made him forget that he had a younger sister whom he hadn't seen in a long time. Indeed, at first she felt very sad after some hearts separated, but because of the specialness she gained as the only daughter made her no longer care.

Salia continued to look at the night sky so dark because it was cloudy. Yes, just like his heart that is cloudy without any light there. He recalled the time he was at a shopping center. He accidentally sees Ivi running towards him by running. But out of fear that her mother's affection would be divided, she quickly grabbed her mother's hand and invited her to leave the shopping center immediately on the grounds of abdominal pain.

Regretted? of course he's sorry. In his heart he kept remembering all the words of Ivi who told him the mas and then hurt him.

" If I had not been selfish, had I embraced it as well, had I not had the vices back then, it probably wouldn't have been like this. Maybe we'll live happily together. "

***

Mrs Marhen is the same. This week he spent locked himself in a room while holding all the things Ivi he kept looking at. Starting from clothes, necklaces, earrings, and also shoes that he had prepared to welcome him when he came there. Days passed, even the year the pin passed, the youngest daughter did not come. Even the news had not been received for a long time. After learning that the girl he was trying to separate from the granddaughter of the great Lady Chloe was his daughter, he always looked at the items and just kept crying. The grief of a mother who misses her child certainly torments her. He has also tried to meet Ivi at Nath and Vanya's house, but none. Waiting for Nathan at the office didn't meet either. There was a right that he had to give to his youngest son.

Madame Marhen held onto her chest which continued to hurt. Don't know when Ivi is willing to meet her, but at least she won't be tired of waiting. If there is one precious opportunity that God gives, he just wants to embrace Ivi and then say, I love you, son. Not knowing it will happen or not, but if it is not, then enough always to see happy Ivi is enough for him.

Her morning. Lady Marhen came back to see Sammy. For some reason, he wanted to beg the man once more. It feels like not knowing yourself, but how else, a broken heart is not easy to be made to understand just by a promise.

After meeting the receptionist, she was soon able to meet Sammy in her room. Madame Marhen took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He really hopes to contact Ivi if he can't meet in person. Actually her body has been very limp these past few days, but due to the determination in her heart that was so burning, Madame Marhen put aside what her body now felt.

" Please sit down, Madam. " Sammy said politely.

Madam Marhen slowly moved to take a position to sit down.

" Mrs, you look pale. Are you sick? " Ask Sammy.

" No, Son. I'm fine. "

" Well, can I help you, ma'am? "

Madame Marhen was silent for a moment. He grabbed Sammy's hand and held it tight.

" Please son Sammy, meet me with my daughter. I can't hold myself back much longer. "

" Mrs, I know. But the thing is, Nathan doesn't want anyone to bother him. Madam, let's just say Ivi is calming down. So please Mistress be patient? "

Mrs Marhen is resigned because she no longer has the energy to talk. He began to rise to his feet, but the already heavily dropped body was no longer able to support his intentions and fainted there.

The To Be Continued.