Touch Me!

Touch Me!
Lexi, the Disturber


Vanya was still silent and struggling with her heart. What's to explain? so how can he explain?. Hundreds, perhaps millions of questions that demand to be answered. Vanya himself was confused. What if the man who was staring at her knew everything?


Vanya looked at Nath. Their gazes met as soon as Vanya turned her face. The wind carried Vanya's fine hair covering part of her face. The wind also seemed to rush channeling the cold.


" Vanya you still want to be quiet? " Task Nath while grabbing the back of Vanya's hand.


Vanya turned her eyes back. Shutup? until when should we shut up and run away from this reality?. Vanya looked back at Nath who just kept looking at her.


" Nath, uh,... " Call Vanya lirih. The voice is a little vibrating. Either she was nervous, or held back the crying.


" yes. Tell the.... " Nath, looking at Vanya with such a gentle gaze. As if saying, say. I am here and will always be with you.


Vanya smiled, she seemed to understand that gaze. The look that made him brave. A look that makes him feel safe.


" Nath, are you disappointed?


" What about? " Nath tightened his grip.


" About my truth. " Vanya bowed. For some women, this may be embarrassing. But Nathan is the source of the happiness he has. Sooner or later, Nath will find out too, right? his inner.


" Which truth?


" Everything. Who I am, and about my son. " Vanya could no longer hold back her tears from falling. I don't know, Vanya felt, suddenly afraid that Nath would leave her.


Nath sighed for a moment, wiping away the girl's tears. Then look back at him. " At first, I was surprised. But, I don't want to just because of this matter, we have to split up. " Nath looked at Vanya with a stern look.


" Vanya listen, no matter what, let's focus on the future. I love you and hope you feel the same way. Let us be happy without looking at the past.


Vanya smiled and nodded.


" Vorna,...


" the Emm? " Vanya was now staring at the intense bead eyes that looked beautiful. It's just, Nath seems to want to convey something but hesitated.


" What's up? " Task Vanya again. He knew that doubt was now enveloping his heart.


Nath tightened their hands. Looking at Vanya with seriousness. " Vanya, I also have a child.


" What?! " Vanya looked into Nath's eyes looking for honesty from that gaze. He's honest. Why does my heart hurt? if I had a child, that child would be hers too. I should how?


Nath swallowed his saliva. He was nervous to see the doubt in Vanya's eyes. Right, he doesn't care about Vanya who already has children. But for some reason, there is a fear if Vanya can not accept the situation that already has children.


" Vanya? do you mind that? " Task Nath with a glaring eye.


Mind it? am I worthy? you even accept my situation easily. Even if the child is your child. How could I have any right to object?


" Vanya? " Call Nath again. He was really waiting for an answer from Vanya.


Vanya smile. He removed his hand from Nath's grasp.


The deg.....!


Nath was stunned to see Vanya pull out her hand. I don't know how to describe his sadness now. He felt he had to accept Vanya's condition in order for Vanya to accept her condition as well. But, maybe it's impossible.


" Why do you look sad? " Vanya holds Nath's face with a smile that adorns her pretty face.


Nath who had been late with his own opinion, which actually made him grieve for no reason, finally could breathe a sigh of relief.


" Aren't you angry? " Task Nath who still can't believe it.


" Why am I angry? " Task again Vanya still with a smile on her face.


Now Nath also holds Vanya's face. " You're going to accept my situation?


Vanya nodded. " You're going to do the same?


They looked at each other with the same feeling. ' Happy. ' Vanya also does not know for sure. Since when was his heart filled with a Nath? since when did he start wanting Nath so badly? since when did his heart turn one hundred and eighty degrees.


So does Nath. If anyone asks, why does he love Vanya? the answer is that there is no reason. All he knew was that he was following his heart. It was the heart that always made him want to be with Vanya. The heart that so craves a Vanya. A heart that makes him shameless or tired in the pursuit of love.


They ended the conversation with a kiss. Kiss in a loving feeling. A kiss that feels so soothing. For Vanya, also for Nath.


" Enough Nath. " Vanya said after rewinding her face to get away from Nath's lips that were reluctant to stop.


Nath smiled. " Dear, your lipstick is a mess. " Nath said as he rubbed the edges of Vanya's lips using his thumb.


" You too. My lipstick is stuck to your lips. " She did the same.


Again, their views meet each other. I want back what just happened. Both Nath and Vanya, they have started to bring the face closer.


" Nath!


Vanya pushes Nath's body away from him. With a misbehaved face, Vanya pretends that nothing happened while fixing her hair.


Another with Nath. An annoyed face was aimed at a man who was bothering him. It felt, wanting to crush that body with the garbage truck. His inner.


" What's up?! " Task Nath with the face he makes as habitually as possible. Understandably, he must also look good and authoritative in front of Vanya. Although he honestly wanted to curse and mention the names of animals from the zoo.


" Ups.sorry to disturb your hot scene. " Say the Man. The other one is Lexi. The King is a bully. Understandably, he is immortal. I don't know when that title will depart from his name.


" We haven't even warmed up. From where does it look hot? " Nath said while looking annoyed.


Oh yes.....! fortunately, there is Vanya. Otherwise, he would have punched me. Oh, he could also take out one of my eggs.


To be honest, Lexi had been looking for almost twenty minutes for her boss's best friend. However, how upset he was when he saw Nath and Vanya pouncing on each other. That single feeling felt really upset. Already painstakingly holding back the irritation from earlier, Nath and Vanya want to repeat again? of course, that incompetent soul felt unacceptable.


" What are you looking for me for? " Tanya Nath is confused with Lexi who looks stupid with a smile that looks suspicious.


"Ah, that, you haven't met Mr. Rudi aerospace. He had dropped. But now, he's fine. At least meet him for a second.


Nath sighed. " all right.


" Come. " Take Lexi while turning her body towards the main door.


" I have a partner. Don't need you anymore.


Krak......! It was like a shell of an egg that was stepped on by the foot. It was so upset. For Nath's sake, he even willingly dosed his parents for refusing a blind date that his parents had arranged. For the sake of Nath who heartlessly and simply threw himself away.


Nath, if I were single until the age of thirty-five, I would separate you and marry you Nath. You fuck! you're the one who keeps me single.


" Let's find a girlfriend! how humiliating. Gini day has no girlfriend? " Cibir Nath as he grabbed Vanya's hand and passed leaving Lexi in a pique.


Lexi picked up a small rock and threw it in every direction. He really hoped, it could dispel his sense of regret.


" Awh.....! " Sheeched a girl who was far away from him. He walked up to Lexi with his angry look.


Lexi realized what she was doing. How not? the woman was holding the stone Lexi threw.


He could only swallow his own saliva with a feeling of nervousness and fear. This woman in front of him, really looks very fierce.


" Heh?! it turned out to be this homo assistant secretary who threw a stone at my head.


Assistant Secretary faggot? a faggot? the max? she thinks I'm a fag? I'm? what the ****!


" Miss, sorry. I was not intentionally. And your words earlier, you better revise. If you know me, then you're an employee there, right? " Say Lexi in a low tone and seemed calm.


" then? you gonna fire me? You think I'm scared? just do. And I, I'm gonna report you to the police.


The To Be Continued.