Touch Me!

Touch Me!
S2-Such Who?


Sammy pressed his hand firmly after mentioning his name. Afraid? ja. It was a feeling he was very unwilling to face. Fear, fear of hearing painful reasons, or it could be fear that the reasons her birth mother would say would even make her heart waver.


" It's gonna be okay, kid. " Vanya touched the back of Sammy's hand which pressed one of her hands firmly. It hurts, but it looks like Sammy is in desperate need of strength support so of course he will hold it for Sammy.


Sammy's birth mother, who had been shedding tears, was now increasingly bowed helplessly. Regretted? of course, I regret and feel guilty. But how else? all of that had passed for so long, and surely he would not be able to prevent what had happened.


" Mistress, my son has been so moody these past two days, and it's all because he remembers his past that still ensnared him. We came here just to hear the reason the Madam didn't accept my son even though he was your biological son. Please, just tell me what the truth is and don't hide anything. Sammy is a strong and intelligent boy, after hearing the Madam's reason, he will definitely know how he should behave for his life. " Vanya's words represent Sammy and also her husband who of course has one purpose.


Mr. Ozi as the husband can only be silent while looking at his wife so as not to speak. The problem was that Nathan, Vanya, even the biological child that his wife did not want was also an important person at this time. It would be great if they were until they had a good relationship for their efforts. While Mr. Ozi's daughter is now staring at Sammy in disbelief. Though when he came to his house, he was so thin, and not at all attractive because it was not well taken care of. Who would have thought, now that the boy he used to call a walking skull was turning into a very handsome man.


" Mr, please answer our questions. It is very important for us to free our son from the entanglements of the past. In a moment he will have a big responsibility, and our expectations as a parent of course want him to focus on working and how Sammy can be happy. " Pinta Vanya with pleading gaze. Really he just wanted Sammy to be free of this and live happily after.


" I, "Sammy's bowed birth mother seems to be clutching the cloth. Perhaps to seek strength, or perhaps to convince himself to say everything.


" Just say it, Madam. We won't be angry. We just need a reason to take action so that our son is no longer bound to his bitter past. "


" I couldn't bear to see his face at that moment. " Sammy's biological mother wiped her tears but dared not raise her face and still looked down.


" What makes you unable to see my face? " Ask Sammy. The man now began to get carried away to make him no longer feel afraid. Even his gaze also looked so bold and resolute.


" Because, because, "


" For what? " Tell Sammy again.


" Because I'm not sure who your real father is. " Answer to Sammy's mother. Although it did not look how his face looked, it could be clearly seen if he was crying. The trembling shoulders of course explained the situation.


Sammy tightened his jaw. He clearly remembered that he had always defended his mother so as not to be oppressed by his father who always doubted whose blood flowed in his body. He even had to receive a slap several times from the Man he called Father. Not until there, the biological grandmother of his father is also no less sadistic. Almost every day Sammy was beaten with a broomstick, fed stale food, drank raw water, slept in the yard, and not to mention his uncle and aunt who also did not like it. It's ridiculous! he innocently protected a woman who had absolutely no motherly nature at all.


" yes. I know I was wrong and not worthy of being called Mom. But I also feel tormented to see his face. The shadows of the man who had stained me always flashed in my memory and made me unable to bear. " Sammy's mother held onto her chest which felt tight and pained.


" You mean, you were raped? " Task Nathan frankly.


" yes. Two months after I married my ex-husband, he came home and brought two of his best friends over for the night. At that time I was only eighteen years old and did not have the slightest suspicion. When my husband went to buy groceries, they both gave me medicine and sprained me. At first I wanted to tell my ex-husband, but the threat of them both frightened me. One month they stayed there, one month they spun me when I had the chance. Then when I found out I was pregnant, I was confused because I didn't know whose child I was carrying. Because I was afraid and embarrassed, I as trying to abort the womb by consuming a lot of drugs. But who would have thought that my content is so strong and only causes heartburn effects. "


Everyone is silent. Including Mr. Ozi who already knew this story from his wife directly. Honestly, Vanya feels sorry for what happened to her biological mother Sammy, but abandoning the child is not something that can be understood what else is justified.


" So, you also intend to kill me while I'm in the womb? " Sammy smiled wryly with a glare. Pathetic right? she heard directly from the woman who gave birth to her that the woman had already done many ways to kill her before she was born.


Vanya and Nath looked at Sammy with pity. It was heartless to see Sammy having to hear this from her own mother's mouth.


" yes. I know what I did wrong. But I was an orphaned woman who survived alone with many insults and humiliations from others. How can I increase my burden with a baby that is not clear who is the father? if the baby was born and did not resemble my husband at the time, would not I indirectly justify to everyone the bad gossip out there? "


With a quivering voice, Sammy asked the absolute thing at this moment.


" Now look at me, madam. Look and look at my face carefully. Tell me, who does my face look like? "


Sammy's mother slowly raised her face to Sammy's face. The boy who used to make her couldn't bear to look at him. The face that used to make him afraid and feel pain.


" You, "


" Don't be in a hurry, ma'am. Look and see clearly. Then tell me, with whom do my faces look like? "


The To Be Continued.