THE RIGHT TASTE AT THE WRONG TIME
START HONEST

And your reply really surprised me, when you said

you : "you know who even knows that person"

i. : "who the hell? our class adek? or our classmate ?"

you : "just he's one tribe with us hahaha"

i. : "who the hell? make me curious, if I know let me help who knows who can marry directly"

you : "why do you want to know the person"

i. : "who knows I can help"

you : "you know what you want to know"

i. : "you know what, if you don't want to

tell me it also does not matter if my intention is just to be able to help if the person I know"

you : "okay I tell ya, but sorry before"

i. : "well?"

you are: "what if I say that person is you"

i. : "(hush for a while) hahaha I'm yes, straight away a gas marriage (i answer jokingly because I think he's joking)"

you are: "still? surprised dad?"

i. : "hahaha I think you want to tell me who the real person is, uh you're kidding"

i. : "who the hell is it? make me even more curious, hahaha but it's okay if you don't want to say no problem really, I understand "

you : "but I know I'm not ready yet"

i. : "who is it? who knows, he's ready to let me help you"

you : "you really want to know, okay I reply well sorry before"

(reply previous message)

you are: "what if I say that person is you"

i. : "(shocked and instantly silent) brag, what's a joke really?"

you : "i'm probably kidding twice, I'm serious about it"

i. : "i don't know how to answer"

you : "you papa, I know why you don't want to marry me yet"

i. : "honestly I don't understand why you suddenly said I was the one? what reason do you want to be with me? we're in class, and you already know how I am, how can you think you want to marry me? what is your reason"

you : "i know, that's why I don't want to talk because I know you're not ready"

me: "but I'm the one?"

you : "i'll tell you the reason we're a match"

i. : "i ask for the reason so I'm sure, fear your expectations about me are too high because honestly I'm not the best person you think I am, so please don't expect too high to not be disappointed"

you are: "sir I tell you but not now"

i. : "okay, but gini you already know the reason I am not ready for marriage I hope you can understand I do not refuse you at all and I also can not agree. Give me 2 years to prepare everything so I'm really ready first but"

i. : "but if you can't wait for the papa, hopefully you can get a better person than me and hopefully I can too"

you : "Aamiin, but when the time comes and no one advances, I will go forward"

i: "before thank you for saying I want to marry the same I'm sorry I can't give you a definite answer because at this time I'm really not ready"

you : "yes I know, sorry"

me: "may we not be awkward because of this"

you : "don't think too much"

And after that chat I was a little relieved and happy because it turns out I like someone and that person likes me too, I had my day as usual but I started to rarely communicate with him because there was a sense of awkwardness and unpleasant feelings in me until....