THE RIGHT TASTE AT THE WRONG TIME
BE COURAGEOUS

until the moment I reply to your post and ask "want to marry with whom? have a candidate? let me help you talk to the person" but your response to my reply is completely different from what it should be.

Suddenly you reply as if to puzzle me, you ask me again "what do you think if there is someone who wants to invite you to marry?"

I know what you mean but I don't want to get carried away and guess what you feel so I answer it with "if the person is responsible and my parents agree maybe I will accept but I doubt my parents will agree to it because I also just graduated from college and of course I want to feel the world of work first, well so far have not thought marriage anyway candidates also do not have boro-boro thinking of marriage hahaha" I answered him jokingly but this may be different from you even you reply so seriously as if trying to convince me to marry first and work later after the sustenance of a loving God.

But I still convince myself and yourself that marriage is not a matter of recklessness but must be prepared properly, he said, it's not because of lust and other things that we argue a little bit about it and I say I'm not ready at the moment because there are a lot of things that I still want to achieve and I confirm that I haven't found a candidate so I didn't think marriage was then either.

the debate that happens as usual always ends with us understanding each other in me and in you, and you also say "i understand how you mean and well there will be time"

but before our conversation ended that night I was still trying to ask "who is the person you want to marry? what people do I know or do I not know at all? and why are you asking for my opinion? come on, don't focus on my opinions because everyone has a different opinion, right?"

I also replied "yes, I hope you are soon married to him whoever he is, hopefully that person is good and can understand you well, well hopefully yah hastened and if you need help just tell me I'll help you because we're good friends, and it's worth a friend helping his friend mom? counting who knows if I help god will help me find you the right person to accompany me through this life hahaha"

at the end of my chat with you you just answered "aamiiin" and I didn't reply to your message until a few days later you sent me a message and asked as usual I responded normally. Until when I got an email that I was accepted to work at one of the private companies while you weren't.

you congratulated me and gave me a long enough message that basically told me to take good care of myself in people's villages and I replied by saying thank you hopefully next time we can meet and working at the same company I first well we'll meet again.

until when I got to the city where I work I saw your post about marriage and I asked "who it is, I wonder hahaha"

and your reply really surprised me ......