THE RIGHT TASTE AT THE WRONG TIME
TIME TO STOP
Today I will end my night by forgetting all about you. I've found a reason why we shouldn't be together.
I'm grateful that you've found your home and begun your new path. I saw a happy smile on the photo I got on social media, you look so happy like the first time I saw you. With a ginsul and a sweet smile that was so perfect.
Today you made me realize that we don't deserve to be together, and I know that if you're with me there's probably not going to be that kind of smile you're showing.
You know, I'm really happy to see you step into your new home and I know you'll be comfortable there. I no longer want to be your home and you will never again be my home.
We'll still be best friends, won't we?, like most friends and one day when you see me with my new home, I hope you understand my house isn't that simple. A beautiful home with warmth and happiness that you may never imagine and may never be able to give me.
One by one I seek in myself what purpose shall we attain now, then,? really I was confused because I never thought that this would happen so that when this happens I stak and have no other planning. I kept going and reorganized my life that started to go aimless, I didn't know what my purpose was and what I wanted anymore. I don't have the spirit of life that I started my steps at the beginning.I know? I used to love running so much that I didn't notice a lot of amazing things that I just walked by, when the other friends told me to walk and enjoy life I couldn't do it because I thought about you and wanted to get to you but when I realized it was no longer you can be with me so that immediately I stop for a moment and start to look back on that many beautiful things that I turned out to just pass because the focus was only on you.
But now I'm starting to move on with my life but still running really makes me feel tired and I need time to rest but that doesn't mean I stop.
until here I tried to forget you and find my new destination that I would make home and I hope he continues to support me and will not leave me like you, a home I wish I could feel as comfortable and secure as I feel as comfortable and safe with you.
Thank you for making me realize that the best home is the one God has set. And as I said, to this day no more tears have fallen because of you and no more pain in my heart, I've forgotten everything. See you in my new home, the home I've set for me.