
NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE U
I accidentally heard the song "Now I know" there is a verse song that so pierced me that "I was wrong to hold you up until you were tired yourself and chose to leave"
From the lyrics of the song I realized that it was wrong I always ignored you until when you left I just felt so lost and well.... It's too late, and we'll never be together.
After you left I just realized that I like you so much but now I try to forget and mengikhlaskan you along with others. Thank you for expecting me so much and I'm sorry I was so unkind to you that you chose to look for something better.
I hope you're happy with her and I hope you can love her as much as you love me. I know you can love her so amazingly as when you were with me. I beg you to be as happy as ever, if you accidentally remember me please assure yourself that we are indeed unworthy to be together please remove me from your heart.
If you knew how hard I tried to forget you and try to keep looking good. Right now I no longer want to be with anyone, your memories are hard enough for me to forget and the wounds are so deep and I don't know if anyone can heal them.
I wonder why when I open my social media so many sentences that are exactly like my story. So many expressions of the hearts of people who are suffering from heartbreak.
I used to expect you so much but now that I'm no longer, I'm back to my original self. I have returned to correct my intentions as best I can. I promised myself that when we meet one day I can make sure I'm so happy again, a happiness you might never have imagined.
I will never run away from you, I will stand in front of you with a smiling face so you know that I have continued my life journey as God wills. I hope you can see me like that someday.
I never regretted ever knowing you because you taught me a great lesson about life that I was so worried about.
I started reading books and doing new things that I never did before.
My time is no longer wasted because I always think of you, now I am smarter to use my time so well. I'll see you someday and I hope that day will come because I'm so curious about the woman you're with me, the woman I can say is lucky to have melted your heart. The woman whose prayer overcame my prayer, she was lucky enough to find a stiff or maybe you were lucky enough to find her. And well, I wish happiness to both of you.