The Macau Love Story
Chapter 4 (Pending the first night)

My heart was beating so fast when Mas Pandu suddenly stood behind me after his bathing activity. In a split second my body was electrocuted, for I felt her lips touching the side of my neck, biting it gently, then sipping it very strongly.

I who stood in front of the closet was about to choose pajamas for her, I said because she quickly twisted my body until we faced each other. The smell of the soap and the shampoo poked my nose. Both of his hands were stretched out on the sides of my head.

"I'll get you pajamas for mas"

"No need" said mas Pandu.

When I was about to duck, immediately the hand of Pandu mas touched the chin, and made me look up to see "You know, the duty of a wife"

"Ta-hu" I answered stammeringly.

"Then?" Mas Pandu's eyes are squealing

"A-I don't mind b-make service mas, but u-for tonight, I'm not ready"

"What makes you unprepared?"

Silently for a moment, I tried to gather the courage to give an answer to his question. "I still want to know the real reason for marrying me" I said slowly.

"I've said it before, haven't I?"

I painstakingly swallowed my saliva, before returning to say "But I had heard a conversation with Clara at that time"

"What conversation?" ask her with a close face. "Say the clear" he whispered right in my ear.

My body shriveled when the tip of his nose touched my ears.

"Now, I'm not going to talk about the conversation I've heard" I continued with an increasingly erratic debate "you tell me why you love me, when I know we just met"

"That's your curiosity?" ask without breaking our eye contact.

"Don't throw questions when I haven't received an explanation from the mas" I took a deep breath, normalizing my heartbeat. I don't know where my courage came from. But I think I deserve an explanation for that.

Mas Pandu put on a slanted smile, made me grow furious, and reflexively tightened my jaw. Simultaneously, his sharp look was fixed on my net. "Because you're beautiful" he concluded with a wry smile. "Have got my answer, right?"

Hearing her answer, it felt like I wanted to slap her, but I would never be able to fight her. I just kept quiet returning his gaze.

Without any warning, suddenly mas Pandu kissed me softly, giving a little lum*atan to minutes.

"Trust it or not" he said after parseing our link "I love you. Love you so much"

"So fast did you love me?"

"No" he answered lightning.

"What does it mean to not?"

I'm a layman with kissing, can only be silent not reply lum*atannya.

In the end, the link of our lips came off, instantly my face and body felt an overwhelming heat, and my hair, knowingly, was perfectly dilated.

"Still not believing, that I love you?" he asked with his face looking up, because the level of his eyes was lower than mine.

"If I still don't believe it, I'll show you something more than this" she continued, releasing an underwear button behind my back. I was silent and dared not do anything.

"I will prove that I love you" said Mas Pandu who suddenly lifted my body, then laid me on the bed.

His left fingers locked the gap of my right fingers, he kept kissing me, even he had already mocked me. The other hand was no less ignorant touching every curve of my body that was still fully dressed, just that my underwear was messy because the buttons were released.

A touch so soft made me forget myself, suddenly my consciousness gathered, then rushed to stop the activity.

"Not now" I said interrupting the movement of his hand.

She opened her eyes and looked at me with a look I could hardly understand.

"I'm not ready" I continued, trying to escape from his confinement.

However, instead of letting me go, he held me back and told me to sleep in his arms. To me this is strange, sleeping in the arms of a man without wearing a single garment.

"Don't you ask any more questions about love" he said in a very soft tone. I thought he'd be mad, 'cause I saw his jaw clenching hard. But no, instead he made me more comfortable in his arms. "Most importantly, I'll take care of you anytime"

"But I would never be comfortable in a relationship, if I didn't know the reasonable reason why I married in such a short time"

"And I, will not stop my efforts just because you say uncomfortable" mas Pandu said after seeing me at a glance. "I will change my plan to suit you, so that you understand that I really love you. One thing you need to know" he said sarcasm "I've never messed with my words"

I inhaled a deep breath while calming the pounding of my heart that might be heard by his ears.

"Sleep" she said with her chin right over my head.

It's been more than thirty minutes, my eyes have not been closed, while mas Pandu, I feel his breathing is more regular. Maybe he's asleep.

And I, for some reason, felt that mas Pandu had other reasons, or maybe just toying with me to meet his biological needs, after getting bored, maybe he would get rid of me.

In this day and age, where there is a twisted uncle, willing to marry me, who is clearly a girl with a sad background, plus has no parents. Roughly, I was a homeless girl who had to live in my aunt's house and be made into a dairy cow.

I took a deep breath, trying to close my hot eyes. Tonight I can escape from my first night, but for tomorrow, I'm not sure I can turn it back on.

Mahardani Pandu

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