
As my eyes slowly opened, I found the face of a man who was very similar to Pandu mas.
I must be dreaming.
My eyes scanned the figure of the man closely. Since my consciousness was still not fully gathered, and my common sense was still scattered, I was not sure if this was real or just a hallucination.
I looked at the face so close and smiled at me. Our sleeping positions face each other, making me swallow my own saliva.
"Maybe I miss you, so even a pillow looks like you" I murmured softly.
squinting my eyes, I again found her lips covering a smile.
"Sorry to wake you up" he said slowly.
I blinked not answering immediately, because I felt half my consciousness as if it was still above the clouds.
Choosing to close my eyes again, because my sense of sleep is still not lost, the effect of last night awake almost until twelve pm.
However, her warm and soft lips touched my forehead.
Sipping my saliva, I reached out with my hands cupped to his face, touching his chin that was slightly covered in fine feathers.
I got more nervous when his lips touched my lips.
"How come it's suddenly here, with no message, no news?"
Not answering, Pandu still staring at me. While I, can't help myself not to do anything. I cupped her face with both hands.
"I miss you" she whispered softly and then kissed me again, you*the beauty that felt so soft, ignited me to let her finish her longing that was no less great than my longing.
When my kisses became more intense, and the small movements he made, made me understand, he did not want to break down the link of our lips yet.
A few seconds passed
"Mas" called me softly as mas Pandu walked down the trunk of my neck with his lips.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm pregnant"
I saw his eyeballs move like I was looking at my face, which I made sure he was looking for the truth about what came out of my mouth.
Until a few seconds, Pandu mas still still glued with the focus of drawing to my netraku. I don't know what she was thinking after I reported my pregnancy.
Is Pandu not happy if I am pregnant? ah, no way, he himself who was talking about babies at that time, obviously he definitely wanted children, right?. But why is Pandu silent and there is no reaction?
I bowed my gaze, my initial guess was that he might be angry, but wait....
Instantly he grabbed my body and held it tightly, occasionally kissing the top of my head.
"I'm sorry" he said, which I don't understand on what grounds Pandu apologized.
"Sorry for what?" I asked in a muffled voice, for I was still in his arms.
"I'm sorry if I haven't been able to make you happy" she said, leaving me confused.
"I'm sorry I had to hide you from the public eye"
"I'm sorry I've been bothering you to take care of my mother" she continued.
"I'm happy to take care of my mother, she's a good person"
Mas Pandu unraveled his embrace, then rubbed my cheek with both hands. "Thank you, but you have to be happy with your pregnancy, don't think about anything, just focus on your fetus, okay"
"That's for sure"
"Usually, pregnant women experience hormonal changes, do you feel it?" tanya mas Pandu full of search.
"What?"
"I like to sip the scent on my clothes" I replied inching.
"Is there anything else you feel?"
Shutting my lips together, I remembered what had changed in me.
"I've just been feeling disappointed lately?"
"What are you hiring for?"
"Come away" I replied as I lowered my head and turned my gaze to the chest of his field wrapped in a plain white T-shirt.
"Is it because of me?" his tanya made me look back at his face.
"I don't know"
"Tell me the truth, Nayla?"
Actually I want to say that I miss you a lot, but I'm too proud to say it, too embarrassed because I still can't throw away the handkerchief belonging to the man I know named Pipo. I was disappointed in myself who greedily loved two men at once.
"Nay" he called me to break my daydream
"Looking because of what?"
"Because of myself"
Hearing my answer, the two eyebrows of Pandu mas linked to each other.
"Not discussed" I asked while hiding my face in his chest, inhaling deeply the fragrance of his body.
"Nay, what's upsetting you?, is it because I just got to see you?"
I shook my head
"Then?"
"I'm sorry that I still can't throw away the handkerchief I gave from my childhood man" I honestly said courageously.
"Don't throw it away" he said, holding my hand "I'm fine, you want to miss it, want to love it, I won't forbid you, the important thing is that you stay happy, born and inward, understand me?"
"Yes" I replied, nodding
"I'm sure pregnant people get hungry easily, are you hungry?"
"Not yet"
"But it's noon?" he said that made me reflek round my eyes when staring at the clock on the wall.
"Have it been past seven?" muttered
"Yes" he said, holding back a smile.
"Mommy must have woken up" I got up curling my hair and half ran to the bathroom.
"Don't rush" exclaimed mas Pandu "Remember you're pregnant" he continued.
I actually ran because I wanted to get the contents out of my stomach. I always feel nauseous every morning, and will be excited again at twelve o'clock in the afternoon until night.
"Mas misses mom, don't you, hurry up and meet mom" I shouted.
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