THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
31.Amaryllis and red carnations

After a brief conversation with Nayla over the phone, the next day all FM (Fimm Shadow) members start their activities early.

Along with their work, Rory re-created the song. A song he deliberately created for the person who filled his heart.

Thomas, Ethan and Nathan were enthusiastic when listening to the song, but different from Kevin and Martin. Although they admitted the song was very good, they did not respond to the feelings conveyed in the song.

Practicing vocals, physical exercises, and dance to complete their combination keeps their time and mind focused only on the team. The routine that they live without feels goes so fast, until their departure to Paris is only one day.

That afternoon, when they took a break, Rory decided to find something for lunch. Accompanied by Thomas, they go in Rory's car.

Rory is seen playing her phone before turning on the car. The smile that did not disappear from his lips was perfectly understood by Thomas sitting beside him.

"so.. is he angry or something?" asked Thomas with a wicked smile.

"Not at all. He understands the situation I am facing. So we are quite satisfied with each other sending messages." replied Rory without turning his head.

"Was he busied himself because it was so obvious he rarely heard from you in a few days" Thomas said.

"She said to me, she's also busier than ever" replied Rory putting down her phone after replying to a message from Nayla and starting her car.

"Then, what about kevin? he seems to be very obviously lacking your support with regards to Nayla, right?" tanyaThomas's.

"Come away" answered Rory shrugging her shoulders, and began to run her car slowly leaving the building.

When Rory passes by a flower shop located not far from the building where they live, Thomas accidentally sees Nayla just coming out of the flower shop. One hand was playing with his phone, while the other hand was carrying a bouquet of red Amarylis and Carnations. Thomas widened his eyes in disbelief at what he saw.

'There's no way he's going to see Rory?he's never even been here, but what is he doing here?'think Thomas.

"What's wrong?What are you looking at?" ask Rory.

Quickly, Thomas covered Rory's vision to avoid seeing Nayla there.

"Nothing" replied Thomas.

Rory frowned feeling strange about Thomas's attitude and tried to steal a glance in the direction where Thomas was looking.

"Hey, I'm curious about one thing" Thomas said, distracting Rory.

"What?" ask Rory.

"Did Nayla know where you live?" ask Thomas.

"No." Rory shook her head. "But I was planning on bringing her here after I told her the truth." explained Rory.

'Then what made him there?that flower?that smile?'think Thomas.

"Hey.What's wrong with you? your wrinkled face like that indicates something you're worried about" Rory said.

"Nobody is just trying to remember something." replied Thomas.

'Couldn't.just seeing that, don't assume Nayla did that.there's no way she's hurt Rory right.'Thomas thought.

The sound of stomach growling broke the silence. That made his second laugh unbearable.

"Oh my god, is that Thomas' real answer?" ask Rory to laugh.

"It turns out the stomach gives the most honest answer here" replied Thomas.

"Alright, we don't need to look too far.At the front intersection I remember there is a Bistrot who presents a decent menu, are we there?" bargain Rory.

"Let's do it." replied Thomas.

With a crisp laugh, Rory steered her car towards the place they had just agreed to.

When Thomas's mind was agitated by what he had just seen, Nayla, unaware of it, smiled at his phone. The message from Rory that he did not routinely receive made one of his messages feel very memorable for him. After replying to Rory's message, his steps towards his car were stopped by the sound of a man in a hat wearing a moss-green apron.

"Miss wait a minute" he exclaimed as he sprinted towards Nayla.

"What's wrong?" ask Nayla.

"Ahh, here's your change, you leave it. Please this time you have to accept it" the man said.

"Sama-sama. You are my favorite customer" the man said with a friendly smile.

"Is that so?" ask Nayla.

"of course. Every time you come I will always serve you. You also always treat flowers well." praise the man sincerely.

"thank you. I'm flattered, then excuse me." said Nayla.

"OK.Please come back." said the man while bowing his body.

Nayla smiled kindly, then entered her car. Drive his car to a place he really likes to visit. A place a few meters away from the building where Rory and his friends live.

Nayla parked her car in the feeding area. With a smile that could not be separated from her lips, Nayla got out of the car and entered the cemetery. His steps stopped at a stone with an engraved inscription on the rock.''NICHOLAS L''S'

Nayla's smile faded and changed with a frown on her forehead when she saw the flowers in her brother's grave.

"Aleout?? This is the fourth time I've seen another flower here, who put it?"his murmuring was astonished.

"Nobody's been putting flowers here all along but me" Nayla murmured again.

Shaking her head slowly, Nayla banished the strange thoughts that entered her mind and chose to ignore them.

"It looks like you have fans?" nayla said softly and crouched down in front of her sister's grave.

"I almost forgot all my friends. So I don't know who's been visiting sister lately" Nayla said.

"Do Nick's sisters know? I don't know why or how it started I don't know for sure. But, I can't lie that I do have feelings for her. I hope it will be okay" he continued.

Nayla said as if she was dealing with her sister. Shedding all that was felt and all that was experienced.Inflatable, rolling tears wet his cheeks.

"I know I promised never to cry again.But what can I do when they get out without my permission?" Nayla laughed softly as she wiped her tears.

"It's time for me to go, I'll come again later" said Nayla slowly and then stood up.Seeing her sister's grave with longing and stepped away.

When Nayla was outside the cemetery, where she parked her car, a voice stopped Nayla as she opened the car door.

"Nayrela." call her.

Nayla turned around and looked at the person who called out to her with a flat face. Staring at the person in front of him with raised eyebrows.

"Why did you warn me about him?"ask her.

"Because I have no reason not to say it." answered Nayla flatly.

"Why are you helping me?" he asked again. "If you let me, at least I'll feel the consequences myself.But, with you warning me, it feels like a punishment to me" he said in a trembling voice.

"Everyone has a reason to hate another Vania.But I don't need any reason to give me the little help I can do." answered Nayla flatly.

"And remember this, I'm not helping you, but you're helping yourself" Nayla said.

Nayla turned around without waiting for Vania to put out her words. Before running her car, Nayla lowers the windshield and looks at Vania.

"You know exactly where to find me if you still want to tell me something" Nayla said coldly.

Vania froze, her tongue unable to get the words out of her throat. Nayla's car slowly left the cemetery parking area. Away from where Vania was still standing staring at Nayla's departure.

When Nayla's car looks further away, Vania's body slumps and rests.

"I have never hated you Nayrela.I want to approach you, but why do I always throw words that I do not allow out of my own mouth" said Vania lirih.

"Before you always ignored me, but a few days ago you said so coldly to me.It would be better if after you act like that, you don't help me" lamented Vania began to sob.

"I've always trusted you.And the fact that the man is a jerk is also proven.I'm sorry." said Vania interrupted by sobs.

The sound of sobs full of regret, guilt, and pain piled into one.Stop the silence of the afternoon in a silent cemetery.

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