Morning Star
Who's Dara?

"Yes aunt. Just relax and don't worry about anything. I can take care of all this well. Most days left we can see the destruction of the Star family,"

The words came back so clearly in my ears. At least that's the conclusion of Dara's conversation with someone on the phone I just heard.

Now Dara has passed somewhere leaving the place. With this, it becomes clearer if Dara is a bad person. He not only hates me. He even planned to have the Star family destroyed. And Aunt Marissa I think I should know this. Maybe she won't believe me.

Of course, my mind is becoming more confused and confused. What am I supposed to do? Did I tell Aunt Marissa everything I heard and she would just believe it? Not to mention the Star when hearing the story revealed by Dara earlier. The stars may hate me even more now.

Right now I am still standing in the hallway of the toilet with various thoughts. A few seconds later, I realized I had missed something. I've left the Star and the others inside. They must be waiting for me.

In a hurry, I finally decided to get out of the toilet. But I was surprised by someone standing there and blocking my way now. I had to stop my steps. Look at that person inside.

"Star," I said softly.

The star passed me nonchalantly. He ignored me who was still standing while looking at him. That's what pops into my mind right now.

But the star's move that was approaching towards me changed my bad expectations just now. The stars are standing in front of me right now. His eyes are not out of me.

"Lo-, are you here?" ask me with a vibrating tone.

But the stars are silent. Allowing me to continue speaking without even wanting to answer me.

"Gue wants..," not until the sentence I want to say comes out perfectly The star has turned my body in a quick motion. Looks like the middle star opened my bag and searched for something inside there.

And true. After about a minute the Star turned my body back to face him. The stars are still silent. But his hand is now raised to clean the stain of the former cake that I forgot to clean with a wet tissue that he apparently took from my bag earlier.

The star painstakingly wiped my face carefully. After that he took out another sheet of tissue to change to clean my hair. All of this is inseparable from my sight. Plus an army jacket belonging to the Star that he now wears to cover my dirty uniform. It was this simple Star treatment that always made me fall in love with her.

"Ma-thank you" I said after Bintang finished putting on his jacket for me.

"Why did you get it?" ask the star who finally wants to talk.

"What was Dara talking about?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"What Dara says is Bint's truth. I'm sorry if everything is like this. Lo pants to hate me,"

"Including those who playin my feelings? Is that true too?" ask the stars quickly. His tone is so firm. His eyes are getting sharper.

"You used to be my brother's deketin. After you got him sick he did. And after that you decetin me. Now I am in love with you. I have the courage to reveal what I am feeling. Do you want to hurt me too? You give attention to everyone, you give hope to everyone so you can play as you like?"

"Lo realized that Bint sentence you just made my heart hurt? I never had any intention to playin lo the same sky," I stressed.

"Keep why do you refuse me Ra? Why when I just fell in love with you can leave me without a reason?"

"BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON!"

My screams completely filled the toilet hallway. It was also what made the Star now become dumbfounded.

"Where can I understand if you don't explain anything to me? You always avoid me without saying what the problem is," said Bintang with frustration.

My shoulders are slumping weak. My eyes can no longer see the face of the Star today. I'm afraid the Stars keep urging me to be honest.

"The same story as Ra. What's the same, lo?" ask the Star once more while pulling my chin to look him in the eye.

"If it could be that simple, Bint. I just don't want to be honest if all this is your mother's request. I don't want to ruin your relationship with Mom. Let you hate me Bint. Let it be forever,"

"Gue hope you'll wait for me Bint. I promise I'll take care of all this. Let me be sure your mom first if I really love you. I don't want to go."

"My answer is Ra!" snapping the Star that awakened my composure.

"Lo know where the point is? Distant me! Don't bother me or make me answer all your questions!"

Stars can never control their own emotions. So whenever he did not get an answer to his question his emotions would overflow. Like now, for example. His face was already emitting an aura of hatred and anger towards me.

"OK Ra! Okay fine! I will obey all your words. This is the last time we'll talk. Is that what you want?" the stars with sarcasm.

"Take care of yourself lo Ra," concluded Bintang end his chat. A sentence that seems to have a thousand meanings for the Star.

This time the departure of the stars I no longer cry. I was determined to fight for his love. I think I've gone far enough and in vain if I have to stop here.

Sometimes I wonder if I should dare to tell this to the stars? About the relationship of mom, dad, dana and aunt Marisa in the past. But what if Aunt Marisa hates me even more if I tell the stars this? I don't know. My head is getting dizzy at the moment. I don't know what to do now.

Perhaps the most important thing is to expose Dara's secret to Aunt Marisa first. Yes, however, Dara must be stopped before she will completely destroy the Star family.

"Star... I hope you understand this situation. I love you very much. From the beginning this feeling has not been conveyed and from now on I will fight. I will not give up on destiny anymore. I want to be an even stronger Kejora," my inner self encourages me.

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