Morning Star
I Love You But I Hate You

Seen already many invited guests who came crowded the garden behind the villa. Adira's birthday show is starting soon, but I have not found the existence of Bintang where. All that has been seen since is Adira and Natalie who are welcoming the invited guests and Beval same Abel who was busy meeting their campus friends. I'm the only one left alone and I don't know anyone.

I searched for the existence of Bintang to check all the rooms in the villa Adira. But the results remain nil. Where do the stars actually go?

"Hey, just be alone,"

A guy suddenly came up to me. I looked briefly, before finally looking for the Star again.

"Aren't you joining the others?"

The stranger asked once more because I was still silently ignoring his original question.

"Still looking for someone." I replied as necessary.

"I don't think you're a college kid?"

The guy was looking at me from head to toe.

"No. I'm still in the final grade of High School."

"Ohh, the pantes are still cute on his face. Have a boyfriend yet?"

The guy's question was successful in making me even more uncomfortable. I planned not to answer and try as fast as possible, until the cold voice of someone made me jerk and reflect back.

"Udah. I'm his girlfriend."

"Bi-Star? She's lo's girl?" asked the guy nervously at once in shock.

"Yes. Wh why? Do you have a problem?"

"Now. I think my stomach is having problems. I'll go back first."

The bloke suddenly stepped hurriedly towards the return event. Perhaps out of fear of seeing the sharp and cold gaze of the Star.

The star just came in his black tuxedo shirt which fascinated me. His good looks suddenly increased by many times than usual. But as I was watching her appearance, the star quickly pulled my hand, forcing me to follow in her footsteps.

"Star! Where are we going anyway?" my protest after the Star stopped suddenly until I finally hit his body.

"Why are you the same as other guys?"

"She's the one who took me first."

"Why did you get teased earlier?"

"He just asked me if I had a girlfriend yet, and you suddenly came. He didn't tempt me." I replied explaining what really happened.

"Keep if I didn't come forward and answer yet, is that it?"

"Lo jealous?" ask me to the point.

"If you want what?" he quickly replied while looking at me sharply.

I dare not return the Star's gaze. The reason is only this first time the Star admitted it directly to me and it made me run out of words again.

"Star, Kejora! Wanted it turns out to be alone here. The show was already starting," suddenly Beval's voice interrupted. It seemed like he was in a hurry, probably because he was looking for my whereabouts and the Stars.

"Lupain about that. Now we go back to the show." invite the Stars after seeing Beval leave first.

I nodded stiffly, waiting for the Star that walked first to head for the event. But instead of moving the stars looked back at me, making me frown confused. Why else with him?

"What?"

The star extended its hand. "Take my hand."

My cheeks instantly warmed up. Just a simple sentence but if the Star that speaks somehow becomes noticeably different. Success made my heart jump out of its place.

With hesitation I finally welcomed her hand. And our hands clasped together tightly. There was nothing between us but the clattering of shoes against the floor. Joining hands with the Star in front of many people like this made me a little nervous, let alone the many Star campus friends at the event.

Once with the stars was just wishful thinking. I guess the Stars will still be married to the Moon because their parents' agreement has been mutually agreed and can not be contested anymore.

It turns out that destiny is not as bitter as we think. We are too afraid to think the negative things in our minds will become real. Though our task is not that, but living all with a big heart and also effort. Because it is beautiful that will come at the right time. Like at the moment.

The candle blow event, cut the cake, until the meal-eating event went smoothly. Now all the invited guests are enjoying the performance of songs from the acoustic band that Adira deliberately rented to enliven her birthday. Romantic songs performed add to the atmosphere into melow, plus the lights are deliberately turned on dimly.

I glanced at the Star who was still faithfully standing beside me even though from earlier she was just silent.

"Lo don't see you?" I was trying to find a topic of conversation.

"There's something more important than them right now."

I felt my cheeks meet red again to hear the answer of the Star that was beyond belief.

"Am I that important to you?"

The stars are looking towards me. Turning my body to face him then looking at me intensely. "Lo was important to know Ra for me."

"Gue seneng Bint, finally we can deket again like gini. I don't know why I always feel safe when I have. Thanks also you have always taken care of me all this time," I said returning the gaze of the Star.

"Lo want to hug me?"

"Huh?"

For whatever reason I was confused to turn my face to where because of wrong behavior.

Yes, no?

The star smiled amusedly. "Gue wants a hug. You want to hug me?"

How wanting!

As much as possible I'm holding my heart pounding right now. Then nodded and immediately hugged the Star. Smelling the smell I like as always.

"Lo pack perfume what the hell is Bint? I love the smell" I said, still in the arms of the stars.

"Like the fragrance of her perfume what do you like because of her embrace?"

I pulled my body from the stars. Started misbehaving again because of the temptation just now.

The star that saw me only smiled with a faint smile while shuffling my hair slowly. "Lo is the reason why I can smile, Ra."

"Gue will always be next to you so you can keep smiling. You are more handsome than me when you smile."

The stars smile at him. "Gue diapain aja also handsome times, Ra."

"Seriously, Star. If lo jutek is as cold as it feels nyeremin tauk."

The stars chuckled again. Until we finally shut up and enjoy the show again.

"Gue grab a drink for us first huh," said the Star as I was focusing on seeing the acoustic band performing melow as the closing of the show.

I just nodded briefly in response. Ignoring the disappearing star to grab a drink that lies behind.

Adira's birthday show is quite successful tonight. All guests enjoyed from the beginning to the end of the event. Some guests have also said goodbye to go home because the event is almost finished.

But what I'm asking right now is a star that never returns. He just wanted to get a drink. But there's been ten minutes I've waited for the stars haven't come back yet either. Until the ringing of the phone sign there is an incoming message makes me undo the intention to catch up with him.

+628133567****

Can you go to the front page, right? There's something I want to show you.

After reading the message from the new number I frowned confusedly. Who's that number? And why not meet on the front page of everything?

Rather than being made more curious, I chose to reply to the message.

Kejora Gem

Sorry, who is this?

+628133567****

I'm Star. Hp I'm dropping, so this is my minjem hp. Can you come here, right?

I held my phone, astonished. Is this really a star? But seeing him who had not come earlier also I became thinking if maybe the Star was with his friend now. But the problem is what is the Star on the front page of everything?

I finally decided to leave the park and immediately followed the Stars. Actually I was wondering what star wanted to show me.

Arriving in the courtyard of Adira's villa I found no one there. The villa yard looks lonely.

Not giving up until there, I still walked to look for the existence of the Star. Until my eyes found a black car parked not far from the villa yard.

Actually it's not the car that makes me curious and wants to step closer like now. I wonder about the two people inside. I believe that someone who is there is someone I know very well despite his position behind me.

But I immediately threw those negative thoughts away. How could that man be a star? Maybe it's just the same when viewed from behind like this. Not taking the wrong assumption I was determined to move forward.

The car glass that seemed to be accidentally opened it made it easier to see clearly. There was a man and a woman in the car. Their distance is very thin. I'm getting curious about it. That's why I ventured to get closer to the car again even though I seemed so presumptuous.

Steps stopped. From this position I could see the pair of men and women clearly. I closed my mouth with one hand. Seeing that scene twice made my heart ache. In that car, someone I knew very well was kissing a woman. A woman I did not know before.

"In-Star,"

My voice was soft and trembling, but the man seemed to have heard it. He turned. His eyes were shocked.

My tears are getting broken, even now accompanied by a small sob. I don't want to make myself any more ridiculous in front of them. I decided to run again towards the villa. Entering the girl's room on the second floor and locking her tightly.

I still can't believe what I saw was a star. Why would he do this so badly? Why else would he make me feel hurt? And just yesterday the Star expressed her feelings for me in this room.

"So that's what you want to show me? What do you mean anyway? Lo fuck, Stars!"

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