Morning Star
Sky Go

New school year Bhakti Mulya High School

The new school year begins. A new day, a new spirit, and a new love. I looked at my face in the mirror before deciding to go to school.

I have spent more than a week without the presence of Heaven again. There's no shuttle. There is no sweet treatment. There's no attention. It's all over.

It still seemed to vividly recall in my head how the attitude of Heaven that changed was that drastic. Now the sky never wants to eat together. The sky also does not want to leave his room unless he wants to leave. One night the sky came home drunk and raved unclear.

Fortunately that night Om and Aunt were still overtime at the office. The stars are not home either. Be the one who must laboriously lead Heaven into his room. I still remember that heartbreaking night.

"Why can't you love me, Ra? I've done everything as long as you can be happy. I'd like to do anything, Ra. Whatever." The sky is getting more unclear.

I managed to bring him to the room and lay him on the bed. Take off his shoes, change his clothes and also cover the sky so he can quickly fall asleep.

"Kejora. I love you the same. I've rejected a lot of girls on campus just to keep your feelings, Ra. I don't want to hurt you. But what's your reply to me? You broke my heart."

I'm getting haunted by guilt when I remember what happened that night. Moreover, the cause of such a Sky is me. And it made me cry again this morning.

I breathed heavily and wiped my own tears. However, I had to re-establish my relationship with Heaven.

Now I have to focus on learning first because this year I have stepped on XII class. I hope that with so many assignments in school I can forget a little about all my thoughts about love. About pain that never has an end.

After I finished getting ready I got out of the room and intended to go to school. Dana's house looks quiet even though it is still at 06.35 am. Maybe my mom and aunt went to the office. Until I finally found a star leaning on his car in the yard.

"What are you going on?" A star greeted me who walked towards the gate without caring about his whereabouts.

I stopped my steps. Then turned his back and looked at the well-dressed Star complete with the backpack he was carrying next door. Maybe the Stars will visit his new campus. And I just realized that we can't leave and go back to school together anymore. Although it was rare for the stars to do to me.

I still did not answer, until the sky suddenly came from the direction of the main door. He walked towards the car garage while passing me and the Star with his turn. I stared at his back from behind.

He still hates me.

"Lo's not in a hurry, is he? Anterin Kejora school first dong!" exclaim the Star to the Sky until the man now stops his steps.

I looked in shock at the stars. For whatever reason I didn't tell the stars to say just now. I'd rather wait for a taxi even if I have to be late to school than have a car with the sky, the person I'm currently avoiding. Maybe it used to be a normal thing, but now I feel awkward being around him.

"Taxi is a lot. Don't be spoiled." The sky replied in a nonchalant tone.

"Lo can't be a good guy? Yesterday Kejora lo make a cry. Now you let him go alone. Why the hell lo? Breaking up love doesn't make you a sissy, does it?" the successful Chirp of the Stars provoked the emotion of the Sky.

"You don't know what the problem is, don't be too pushy!"

Again I could only cry seeing those who stared at each other intently. The Jaw of Heaven is hardened. But he can still control his emotions.

"Emang really, right? From the first every problem you usually just run doang. It turns out you haven't changed. Still a coward."

The sky took a step forward. His hands clenched tightly. But he did not get out of control to hit the Star directly. For a few seconds he stared at the Star, then he chose to leave the Star and walked to his car again.

He broke his intention.

"Gue aja nganterin lo, Ra."

After the Sky left, the Star pulled my wrist towards her car.

"Lake in." Star Command after opening the car door.

"Gue can take a taxi, Bint."

"Lo want to be late? I said come in now."

Finally I who relented and obeyed the will of the Star for arguing will only increase the more annoyed Star to me.

***

Upon arrival at school I cross paths with Keisha at the gate. As soon as the Bintang returned the car I decided to walk into the schoolyard with Keisha. No words of caution or any other utterance came out of the mouth of the Star. Maybe I was too much of an experiment.

"Ra," said Keisha, nudging my arm.

"Hm?"

"Actually your relationship with the stars how is it now?"

My relationship with the stars? How can I answer a question that I have asked myself in my heart. Somehow now how I feel about him. Is it still the same as it used to be or will probably fade over time.

"Gue, the Stars and the Sky. We live our own lives, Kei. And I want a quiet life like that first again. Without them."

"Wait a minute. You're still dating Sky, right?" ask Keisha to be confused.

I took a long breath. To tell is to be ready to recall the painful event.

"At promnight yesterday the sky was angry with me. Lo inget used to tell me, if we can not tell the contents of our hearts to others, you tell me to reveal everything in the form of writing. Not inget?"

"Certainly? What connection?"

"Gue try your advice. And the paper containing my true outpouring of heart it read the same Sky. The point is he knows that all this time I like the stars, not the same him. He was disappointed with me. He thought all this time I had lied to him and thought he was just a runaway doang. The truth is not, Kei. I tried to make love with him but I couldn't." I told him.

My tears are unstoppable no more. It is true that it still hurts to see the sky now. The sky I no longer knew. The sky that now likes to be emotional and say rough. I just realized that heartache can change a person's personal nature.

"Lo's patient, Ra. Surely behind your current problems there will be happiness planned with God later. Do not cry anymore dong," comfort Keisha soothe.

I embrace Keisha's body to muffle my tears. It feels too hard to face it alone.

"Gue wants to improve my relationship with Heaven so as not to like now. But how? The sky hates me, Kei."

Keisha broke my arms. "Gue will help you, Ra. With pleasure. Now you don't have to cry anymore. There must be a way to make the sky back again like before."

I smile. A little relieved that Keisha has been so kind to me.

"Why are we watching today? I have two movie tickets. And I guarantee you will be able to forget a little about the problem lo it," continued Keisha while wiping my tears.

"Kei, I'm males." I replied lethargic.

"Come, Ra. You want it, yeah, yeah?" Keisha was still pleading.

Being lazy to serve the drama that he made as carefully as possible that I finally nodded in agreement to his invitation. At home, I am also confused about what to do.

***

It didn't take long, now Keisha's car is parked in a city mall. Today, learning activities megajar is not effective, therefore we can go home faster than before.

Keisha pulled my hand towards the entrance of the mall. After riding two escalators, he took me to an ice cream vendor. I just followed every whim with lazy steps.

"Brown it out."

"Okay, just a moment."

I waited for Keisha at one of the tables outside the ice cream shop while playing with my phone. Looking around the chat room that has now become quiet since I broke up from the sky.

"Well, Ra! The ticket was left in the car. You take it, let me wait for the ice cream queue."

Suddenly Keisha appeared with her panicked face. I turned my eyeballs lazily, imagining walking again towards the car park located on the most basic floor. I lazily got up from my seat.

"Ck. Yes, the car keys. Because of your habit of senile craftsmen," I said with annoyance.

"Hide. Thank you for the beautiful Jewel Corruption."

"A turn is what you want me to do."

Keisha just grinned in response to my words. With a step I walked towards the car park.

But upon arriving at the parking lot, I saw a man I knew very well. I took a step forward to get to him, but my intention was to undo it again because considering my relationship with him is still not good lately. What am I thinking, why is the Sky in this place as well?

I was still observing his movements from my place not far from him. It seems like the sky is against someone because from now on he just keeps clinging and occasionally see his watch.

And it's true that I just thought. A tall man came up to Heaven and handed something to him. They were busy talking about nothing. I can't hear their talk. Until I feel someone patting my shoulder that makes my heart feel like jumping.

"Ngapain lo standing like a statue here? I don't know if my ice cream melts because I wait for you."

After knowing the person who came to Keisha I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Why the hell, Ra? I saw it like a demon. And you why take so long doang tickets?" That toa-like voice made me spontaneously silence Keisha's mouth.

Keisha rebelled wanting to protest because of me. But I directly pointed Keisha's head in the direction where the Sky was right now. Keisha rounded his eyes. It was like being shocked to see the sky was here as well.

"Angyr. Is that really your ex? Why is he here?" asked Keisha after I let go of my hand.

"Gue doesn't know either. I'm just shocked."

Keisha followed the gaze of my eyes fixed on the Sky back. It seems like my friend Sky has already left. All I see now is Sky still playing the phone while leaning on his car.

"Samperin, yuk." Keisha pulled my hand. He invited me to approach the sky. Of course I refused the invitation just now.

"Let's! Crazy yes lo. I don't want to. The sky still hates me." I rebelled.

But Keisha's pull was stronger than I expected. It's too late to dodge because now Heaven has seen me and Keisha coming.

"Hi, Sky. It just so happens to meet here. What else?" With high confidence Keisha greeted Sky kindly.

The sky only smiled a glance in response to Keisha. When his gaze turned to me, I only dared to look down.

"Can I pinjem temen lo?"

The question succeeded in making me look up. Astounded.

"Huh? What does your mean?" Keisha still asked bloon.

"Can. It can be really. Here, take it." Keisha continued, pushing me closer to the sky.

Not only that, Keisha also snatched away the car keys I had brought, then she picked up two movie tickets and then handed them back to Heaven.

"Gue has two tickets. You are the same Kejora who watch. I want to go home, just nelfon nyokap tell keep the store."

And I'm sure it's just Keisha's wits. I also wonder why the sky would accept the ticket. It means he wants to watch it with me, right?

"Lo wants to be better at the sky, right? Don't waste this opportunity. I've kept my favorite movie tickets away from you." Keisha whispered softly. And after that he left me and the sky in the parking lot.

Keisha's departure made my awkwardness reappear. I don't know what to say and how to behave. I wait for the sky to sound. But it seems like the sky is waiting for me too.

"Sorry, Ra."

The soft sound of the sky surprised me. How could he apologize? Isn't the root of the problem me?

"I shouldn't have turned it on. The feeling cannot be forced. I'm not supposed to freak you out." Sky regrets.

I don't know what made the sky change its mind so quickly and say the thing just now. This morning, he was still very indifferent to me. Now his eyes are ordinary. Not as scary as yesterday.

"Gue should be sorry, Lang. Sorry that my heart cannot love you. But I never made you my runaway." I convinced the Sky to return with a trembling voice.

The sky smiled briefly. A few seconds later, his face turned serious.

"Tomorrow morning I'm going to London, Ra. So before I go, I want everything clear. I want to pursue my goals there. Lo still want, did I ever show two photos of my shots right in your room? I was chosen as the winner of that photograph."

I shut my mouth. A little incredulous to hear the words of Heaven not long ago. Between joy and sadness to become one. I'm happy that he finally made his dream come true, but I'm also sad that he's going to leave me.

"Congratulations, Lang. I follow the horror. But why so fast? Tomorrow then? Can't be delayed until the day after?" tanyaku.

Sky shakes. "More chips are better, Ra. I also asked for help with my ticket management. And you happen to meet you here. I'm afraid I won't see you tomorrow and apologize."

I nodded resignedly. Why suddenly my chest is so tight. It's so very sudden. After me and Sky had just mended our relationship, why did he leave me so soon.

The sky cupped onto my two cheeks that were already wet from tears.

"Thank you, Ra. You made me this adult. Thank you for giving me color in my life. You're still a meaningful girl in my life to this day, Ra."

I hugged the Sky without asking permission first. The words Sky spoke only made my guilt even more piled up. Is this pain that I can give to the heavens?

The sky broke my embrace. He forced his smile on me.

"The body is blowing it. I just want to have a laugh the rest of the time I still have. So before I leave tomorrow, you're gonna laugh with me?"

Morning StarSky Go

Morning Star
Sky Go