MARRY MY LOVER'S BEST FRIEND
CHAPTER 73

"If you can't help but answer, from your tears I already know" said Awan

"When do you want to finish all this? I'm tired of our story going on like this" I said trying hard.

"Until I'm sure about how you feel about me" Cloud said.

"Why do you want to know that?" I was pretending to be dirty

"To make sure that you're worth fighting for," said the cloud, which made my head feel like it was about to explode.

"But I can't, never mind. The fact is that until now I was with Mas Arka and it has been my unanimous decision. Regardless of the fact that I love Mas Arka or not," I replied in an orderly manner and showed firmness.

"But you still love me?" The clouds kept pushing me.

"Love can be lost and changed. Our commitment only wants to continue or hopefully. Life is about choices, love doesn't have to have, anyway" I spoke out hoping the Clouds would back off and leave my life. " What you don't think is done, for me it's all done. Let me just live my life with Mas Arka," I continued

I wanted to just put my feet up and get out of here but I remembered Arka's message not to run away from trouble. Maybe this is my chance to end the Clouds and start all with Arka. For a long time I was getting sick and tired of avoiding it. Somehow I have to do it so that the Clouds can understand.

"I have a hard time falling in love and your whole new life can make me fall in love. Maybe I'll keep waiting for you until then" said Awan.

"I have no right to forbid you but I can't fulfill your wishes either, we walk our own path." That's just the word that comes out of my mouth until Rayi appears at the door.

The atmosphere became awkward when at first I was sure I could finish everything at this time also let my life calm down. Moreover, Rayi looks at me wonder maybe implied ask 'what is it?' and I gestured with a headband and Rayi went inside without saying anything. The clouds instead acted strangely, he knelt down in front of me and stared into my eyes.

"If that's what you want, let me hug you. Once this and after that I won't bother you with Arka anymore" said Awan who immediately hugged me even though I haven't allowed it. The clouds broke and felt wet on my shoulders. All the memories with the Clouds were milling around in my head. When we were friends but always together, when the Clouds snagged because I went with Bara and I was blind jealous because of Chloe. He remembered when he asked for his blessing but he refused. Since then everything has been different, there are no more dreams of my future with him. In this place we declare love and at this time we who still love each other must let go of each other. I hugged her tightly and I spilled all my tears on her chest. It hurts so much. Why did I have to choose between father and Cloud but I ended up losing both. Regretted? Nor do I regret it only that I feel so human that this sadness is excessive.

"I'm sorry, Wan. But let me go, let me live this choice. I feel even more guilty if you're like this" I said in sobs.

"You promise you must be happy Besides you have to take care of yourself you also have to take care of Arka well, keep eating his drink, keep his sleep. To be honest you both mean so much in my life" said Awan who then kissed my forehead and left without looking back.

Rayi then came out and hugged me. There was no protest or scolding for me from him. He didn't ask what happened. He just hugged me and let me finish my crying. But after that, it felt very relieved and the tightness in my chest diminished. Rayi promised me not to tell anyone everything and kept it a secret from my encounter with the Clouds of Arka.

"Aren't you back at the factory?" my many.

"I was a permit, to snatch. Most seblak, uh kepedesen deng," said Rayi.

"Is it better?" my many.

"Still mules anyway" replied Rayi.

I called Arka and told her I was with Rayi so she wouldn't be confused looking for me. Because Rayi has a stomachache, I made my own brownies for Arka. But Rayi the hero-self continues and as always there must be criticism and criticism without constructive advice from her until I finish the baking event for my husband. I took a photo and sent it to Arka via WA. Arka very later made a Videocall call and said she was very happy and happened to have her business done and Arka would soon catch up with me.

"Ehm, the name is just a little taste," I said as I secured the brownies for Arka into the container.

"Enak Kas, just looks less selling," said Rayi while spending his last bite.

"No sales either," I said, shaking off Rayi's hand who wanted to pluck the brownies again from inside the container.

Too much fun arguing with Rayi makes me momentarily forget what just happened between me and the Clouds. What would Arka have done if she had caught me and the Clouds? But, after this there are no more clouds in my household. It's time to look ahead. I exhaled a long and relieved breath. A bell rang, and Rayi rushed forward.

"Package for me is coming" Rayi shouted cheerfully.

Curiosity led my way to the living room and it turned out that there was an Ark there. Yes there is only Rayi and Arka without any package.

"Where's the package?" I asked while frowning.

"It's dong, you know what I ordered last night at the olshop?" rayi said while playing his eyebrows. "That, can cashback 30% and freeong," said Rayi while pointing Arka and we both compactly laughed.

"What's this?" tanya Arka smiled but looked confused.

"Day me tell you a story" I said laughing at Arka's confused expression.

"We go home, where are the brownies?" arka said after me and Rayi finished laughing.

"Cock rush mas? I still miss Rayi" I said.

Arka just smiled while gesturing that we should leave immediately. With a heavy heart, I got ready to leave. After dadadddaaaa endless with Rayi and promise I'll be there again. I got in the car and prepared to leave with Arka.

"Are you ready?" ask Arka.

"Yes" I replied briefly.

"Is there anything missing?" ask Arka again to make sure.

"It's all, I'm sure" I replied

"We went straight to the apartment, ate brownies with a glass of milk. I'm also ready to listen to your story, why are your eyes puffy" Arka said as she turned on her car engine.

Huh huh? Should I be honest? If I'm not honest, then what story do I want to tell to trick Arka?