
Arka never tried to control me, everything the Cloud said was wrong. Arka always frees me to do anything, not for a second there is an attempt to force or restrain me. He even left all the decisions in my hands. If I say 'yes' he must be I agree and if I say 'no' he will get along. Although I never knew exactly what Arka was doing out there. He did not open up to me sometimes even earlier he was with me and as a result he met the Clouds without my knowledge. Arka can steal time with you just to meet the Clouds.
"Arka is not my handler, she is a good friend" I said trying to defend Arka.
"You even call him a friend, when you're getting married. You never sincerely go with Arka, right?" urge Clouds.
"It is up to me to consider what Arka in my life, which must have been good Arka with me," I said always defending Arka.
"You don't know the original Ark yet" said Awan in an emotional tone.
"You're fighting again?" many make sure
"No, because I appreciate you, baby. But if he continues acting like that I will not hesitate to break his nose," Awan then ended his exile.
I don't even know what they're talking about yet. I wanted to contact Awan again but my little heart told me that there was no need because I was worried that Awan would wish for me. Let it be, there's still tomorrow and I'll try to find an answer from Arka. Even if I don't know if it works or not.
I thought hard about the words Cloud. I wonder what Arka really looks like. Is behind all the good he's done there a hidden purpose I never knew I had.
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Today I refused to take Arka. I want to enjoy my days off and home with Rayi riding a motorcycle through the cold of the morning and through traffic jams. Although Rayi slightly nagged because it felt good to be picked up like a princess, but finally he agreed also because this will only run for about two months.
I went straight to the HRD room to submit my resignation letter. Although heavy, but HRD must agree with my decision. In the rest of my working life, I had to teach my assistant all the work because he was the one who would temporarily replace my work. If the job is good, it is likely that he will be appointed as my successor. I'll be in as usual two months since my letter came in at HRD. I was so relieved that I finally had a lot of questions in my head. What about KPR if I'm not working? What am I going to do with my house now? How will my needs go in the future.
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Arka to the house when I get home. He was already traveling around the housing while waiting for me to come home. Arka base is so fast getting along, many neighbors who already know him even many who like his presence. When Arka came home, I served her a cup of coffee but she refused and asked for a glass of mineral water. He had coffee this afternoon.
"Yes you will be my wife in the future, so I pay for all your KPR and your needs" Arka said as I expressed my concerns.
"No concept, Ka. I want to have everything from my own efforts" I said, expressing my dream long ago.
"Certainly? You mind resigning?" ask Arka to shut me up.
"Why do we have to move anyway, Ka?" askaku.
"Women live here, only occasionally abroad. We have to give up and move so you don't meet him" Arka said, to my surprise.
"When have you been possessive with me, Ka?" askaku and remembered the words of the Clouds about the Ark that is considered a charmer who wants to rule me.
"I'm possessive?! No Cash, all because the Clouds are still after you, but you do not want to meet him? I just want you to be comfortable" Arka said as she looked at me deeply.
"Yes, last night before you go home. Rayi not a story? Last night I saw Rayi just how he didn't fuck, maybe not Rayi?" arka said it was very relaxed like nothing was covered up.
"Yes, Rayi told me that if you saw the clouds, but how come you didn't tell me?" demand me an explanation.
"You don't, so I don't think you want to know" Arka's answer made me gawk.
Just because I didn't ask and then he kept it all to himself as if none of this needed to be discussed. Good thing last night Rayi saw them, otherwise I would definitely assume everything was fine.
"If you may know, what are you doing? Stumped again?" I just hope Arka answers the truth.
"Yes, discussing that you and I are moving out. But it seems like the clouds do not like it, but not to fight too," said Arka.
I've finished our conversation, this easy to get information from Arka. But as for the truth, I myself cannot be sure.
"If I don't have a problem meeting the Clouds how?" ask me to fish who knows Arka wants to change his mind.
"I'm anterine to the Clouds now yuk," Arka asked as if challenging me.
I just kept quiet and gave no answer. I honestly wasn't prepared to meet the Clouds this time, maybe forever. With this marriage I feel I have betrayed the Cloud. Put where my face is when I meet him. Never mind to meet, take a call from the Clouds only I'm still awkward. I just lowered my head not daring to look Arka in the eye. How much he understood me to this detail.
It turned out that last night when I took a bath, Awan came to Arka's house. Because according to Arka I was not ready to meet with the Clouds, Arka asked the Clouds to go and promised to meet him later. Arka was worried that the presence of Clouds would bother me so much that suddenly Arka decided not to live in this city.
"You're telling the Clouds that I'm living in your house now?" manya.
"No, I'm just saying that you're in your room. He's the one who summed it up himself" said Arka.
I began to laugh myself to understand the nature of Arka that when talking hangs. It won't be clear if we don't try to find an explanation.
"Where? so you met the clouds?" ask Arka once again to make sure and I answer with silence and silence.
Arka just smiled looking at me who was confused. Then he asked me to get ready because he was going to take me away. I followed Arka's words, and when I was in the car I started asking.
"Where are we going?" I imitate the voice of Dora the Explorer
"Meet the Clouds," said Arka casually.
Whahuh? When I am not ready. I just tested it but why did Arka take it seriously? Gun eat sir.